y like tt..??i don understand..

tis few day morin walk wit them..n always wit them..he same lar..play soccer n everything..then dunno wats wrong wit him...really tt tired meh..??sms nv reply...say lazy..oOh so toward me is lazy le lar..??hai..now thrown into 'len gong'le...sad ar...ahhh...!!! yesterday when to see alot like love wit sis..wha super on sia..but the show not tt nice...watse my $$...ha..Finally after all the not replying dere was a call..!!!soOoo happie...ha but sound so tired n unhappie..ask le also don wan tell me...really don trust me so much meh..?cant tell me..acturaly happy happy de listen to wat u say also sian diao le lor..so many excuses..crap..haven tok finish dad took away my phone le...hai...then at nite think alot..really alot..my 6sense even told me some stuff which i refuse to believe...how can some1 give up on another so easily....?u think wat..?i present is it..??all those things u said be4 which i believed in is FAKE de lar??? told u gys be4 le..i HATE ppl to cheat me...n i cant hate u...i am now hating myself...hatting myself to trust u n belived in u..now u tell me u don know why did u said tt at tt time...u got the guts to ask me about S* n u made me believe in u n really like u back..n wats is tis..??hai..tml got oral..don think too much lar...go 1st 1st..n another sad thing is u didnt even wished me luck..hai..i dunno wat to expect next...

1st day of SCHOOL!!!

OHAIYO!!! 1st day of sch le...new start n hope everything is good..!!n must add oil on my work le...half a year have gone pass le...n i have been doin nothing much..perserver girl..!!u can do it...n of cause alot of ppl will support u...!![well dunno if its true..pyscho myself tt..ha]
Moring walk to sch together..then saw alot of ppl...ha even kp also saw..ha i don even know she saw sia...Reach class saw all my classmate..!!hee miz them so much..!when zick came then start to distrub me again..ha my 'husband'wat...ha ask me got miz him anot n ask 4 hugs n everything...ha..always bully me de..then after school acc wen they all go walk walk...he also quite busy ar..o c movie..wha...they say initial D nice leh...next time buy vcd c it...hee

school again...

hai...last week of holiday le...but is like start schhol liao like tt lor...keep going back school...dots..today acturaly dont wan go de..but have to sia..the 8boards de header lor...hai dunno y tt time tues we dunno...then every1 do le we nv...ha..then now cannot finish my homework ha..wha then at com lad is wanna do my logo 4 the 8board de...in e end busy helping thenm do the banner thingy...hai i very 'wei nan'leh...cher like abit not happie wit me le then u all still expect me to do so many things...wei..i also need to do my own work de lor...haiyo..haven start school give u all stress le lor...not funny..later more whit hair..ha

S.SHORT..!!

today super early wake up..!!6plus ba..wanna cook stm 4 my sis...she going exam wad..then he also say maybe mornin can go c his house..so i didnt really slp..but in the end dear overslept...dots...so still dunno how his two story house look like..ha...930 like tt when kp house see beads n handycrafts then acturally say after tt want go sch do art again de..but in de end didnt...ha cause they don feel like it...not long later kp took out liwen cloth ask me pass her..n take out some extra de say she don wan ask me n jayne try..wha..quite alot lor..n most of the cloth she wear once or nv wear till then wan gif..after we try them out we were like y not wear like tt go out..??then we really did tt lor...wah..power sia..the skirt is the shortest i even worn..but i really like tt top...always wanted to buy something like tt...ha..overally quite nice...but i don think i will ever wear like tt in front of the rest of them...cause they will surely say alot of stuff de..hai..when come back from fareast when to meet dar..he nv say anything...hump...but got sms say nice..ha..thanks!! evening when to eat dinner wit frances.wen.doreen.chew hua and jolyn..we also went walk walk in the parck n sit down chat...knew stm big from chew hua..ha..they also tok about him..say he shy ar..n about the hand thing...hmm...frances got tok to him about tis..y didnt he tell me..??nvm...ha...he should be v tired le ba...don distrub him...i think i also go sleep le...kinda tired after a long day...nite nite...(6_6)

number scale

46587697989today early morning go school do my ART...ha..but stuck sia...dunno how to continue..then siao siao go repaint it all white again....ha..but quite nice sia after the white...then i tried the new bg i wan to paint on top on anothe piece of wood..tt one v nice..but on the big board do the too dark le..then become like illusion like tt more stylo sia...if only i can juz pass up like tt...ha..quite happy wit myself 4 such a work done..24325354363but from mornin i waitin 4 her64364 to msg me..acturaly wan msg her de..3654765847353536but told myself not to..73476347373737577so wait lor..c how much she care to msg me...74547658698-09-7963or like alot of time i start 1st de...32521541543654868but the result made me so sad...9plus wait all the way till 4 plus then recieve a msg...659708-906784635252525n the msg is 1 tt says about fooling around..flirting..dots...2354375879808-8957435232i know he say be4 i not like gal more like guy..25647587658785856856856but i am still a gal..a lady..![ok too over le..ha]58686555585463u 'flirt' wit others but don even talk directly to my eyes...235436547657 v heartbreaking leh...325436547now i wander..359730550 or how much do i stand in ur heart...?32576854365476586976 zero to ten....wat type od person am i to u 87493202984vain..??2649843284 noisy...??27482374 irritating..??92174932 nosey...??732432739048032...ok..stop it aud..u are getting super paronid.......................go sleep don think too much...nite....328753253423

all grown up

juz now go my grandparents house eat so many different food...!!hee home cook food is de best..!!then play around wit all th cousions..wha..they all grow up v fast sia..now no need us le..ha..then got alot of plastic ball ball we all take and throw all of the..like having war like tt...ha melyn starting to be like her sis..hmm..well her dressing lar..then sheila [the cousion same age as me] chio bu ar..ha got sexy curve sia..but i like the belt only..LOL..adrian will be future yan dao..ha..haiz keep self entertaining..but i till thinkin abt juz now...think its kinda not counted ba..if he could tok to me face to face like how he sms and tok on phone i will be soo happie lo...ha

game

morning in sch got match n the e3 got join..me wen n doreen meet to go together..in the end only me n wen,doreen late wake up..girl say she 9will reach..in the end 9++ then wake up sia..ha..must have done too must facial..cant wake..haa..in the end when she reach sch also nv tok 2me..is i go tok to her..LOL lor..how i hope she more auto abit...as if i super daring like tt..sorry lor..i also shy de..but i took up the courage..after the 1st match more n more ppl came to support them..Eg.frances,chew hua,jie ling and joesphine(dunno spell rite anot..)wha..u should see the differences..they dress so formal sia...the match was nice but a pity tt they gotten 4th only..then we went 4 a drink n everything..frances started to tok to me about him...about my holding of bag...lol sia..but when i walk home i already did wat i could le wat...put my hand in front of him..ha..very cartoon like tt lor...then say my plam sweaty...hurt me deep deep...while walking home talk alittle wha tt stupid guy say me..as if he v gd like tt...after tt reach home spend half an hour thinking wat has happend...and if wat i did is rite...think kinda wrong leh..hai..sad sad..now going grandparents house..eat eat eat...ha..be back later...chao...

digging my own grave

AAHhhh...!! v sian arh..and the worst thing is..i don even wanna do my homework...all i do is laze around..die ar..one more week to end of holiday le..i still got alot of exam papers haven do..how..?keep sleeping..c tv do every single thing but homework...when school reopen surely mati..next week will be busy don think have think to do le...hai hai...

playin non-stop

today go out c movie...ha quite fun..but v funny sia keep asking wat's next...cant deside on things at all..wan me to deside can..i become boy u become gal lor..ha..but dunno y ** keep looking outside,around, dunno where ar..ha..today go out..yesterday also...yesterday when out wit Np de ppl..go bukit timah eat then go west coast..fool around..play like crazy mOnkEys!!ha..hope we still can spend time together as a squad..miss Np so much..!ha..don say le..later all cry..sobs..SMILE..hee(^-^)

aww...

hmm....janye urge me to create one...but i don really know how does this thing work..ha..must go figure out 1st...plus tif yr hor..hai..exams exams..will be busy lol..