NEW job!!

after the gif wrap i am jobless le...but tt day went back to return the apron n stuff saw my managers..n ask them wan hire me anot..ha then they really didi introduce me to other jobs..!!ha then we when to find the ppl they intro us..very fast found new job le..wha...

then on the day we called for the job we start work le..for 4hours like tt only...i think quite fun wat..ha but cailing keep saying v sian...tt day she say wanna quit..dunno if she will..hai...aiyo..all the jobs are de same de lar...u juz have to find the fun part of the work then the job will not seem to be a chore anymore...!ha agree..???

on the second day more fun...got to know 2friends from other brand of shoes de they from loyang seconday n older then me by 1yr olds..they v lol lor...then we laugh n laugh nv work tt much cause no1...but the guy look like jun qi sia...juz tt his neck dere n chin more plum the jun qi...but they laugh the same sia..shocked...later going to work..need to get ready 1st..choz

oh..

27th dec...wrapping is gone 4 good....hai..so now how..??jobless le..liwen u found le ar??tml going back to taka to return the cards n tags...hai miss the ppl dere..ha..n the taka song which plays at 3pm n 6:30..still got other timing but 4 gotten it le..ha...

today when out wit jayne..acturally also got ask others along but they didnt show up..so left me n her..we when bank to do same money stuff then eat lunch..when got take bus saw frances from far..then guessing the ppl beside id liwen n qy but also like not leh..ha then when we got closer then saw tt it them...ha they say they going bugis..ha..i also quite long nv go dere le..keep going orchard for work..ha..so how was it wat u guys buy..??fun??

ha when me n jayne tok bus down someone "like me" fainted juz when she stepped out of the bus..wha the 1st time ever i really understnad wat is call lian qing cun bai sia...!!the whole face green green o lips is super white de sia....acturally wanna rush down n try 2 help[ as ppl help me be4..but don dare..later bus drive away how...?ha...in the end the girl wok up le after applying some oilment...

then me n jayne 2 ppl wak only quite sian sia..but also quite fun..mayb is cause all very tired le..we also when to take neoprints n others...

at nite came back home continue editing my photos n itds done..!!!later how u some nice pic taken tis few day..ha..so hows everyone...???hope u all are well..!!sms me when free n keep in comtact..!!!

aww...

tis few days so tired n busy so didnt have time to go on net..hai..time passa really fast when u are enjoying...starting to grow super closer wit all the level ppl..hai but our job going to end le...remembering all the funny happy times sia...n all the joking n toking around...thought there were times when we meet unhappy things but its nothing compared to the joy's we gotten...i really miss u all sia...

today so tired lar...did three big master pieces...one is help cailing do..the coustomer also something wrong lar...then another is the 2 turtle..i wrap till its super big n decorated it up wit ribbons...hee..then dere was a watermelon soft toy which was my last present 4 de day..i acturally made a bag to fit it de..but its too small..so must redo..then the coustomer say can wrap it up like a ball..so i did..ha wrap till like a big chocolate bag or something like a pumking..ha

tml got gift exchange in nearly all the level..but some not working sia..n tt stupid daniel...not coming..then i cannot gif finish all my present...oh yar haven finish writing it..must quickly go..so tired now...must endure...tml where u all going..??date me out leh...ha..nothing much to do except work now...sian leh...ha

fun fun fun...

then besides the wrapping job tt day me n jayne also got do flyers..finish le then got work ha we even play around..heee








played the small litttle playground...ha..

whee!!!

YOZ long time to see guys..!!soOo miss u all..ha..tis few days at work its getting more n more difficult but we are getting closer n closer as a team..its like i don see other levels tt united as us ba..then samamtha say we are the level who wrap the most beautiful present...ha we also all very funny n chatty de..even the managers tok more then us lor...ha

christmas is coming soooo wat present are u all giving each other..??any for me..??i so busy until i dunno wat to buy n don really have the time to buy sia...ha..my work place got organise the present exchange thingy but i 4 got how much is the max n min amount of money for it le..hee bad memory ar..

stress

then these few days like reconsidering le..dunno if going to ploy is a ritght choice...mayb a JC is better..??go ploy will be soOo different form the rest...dec holidays next yr i studying..cannot work le..ha...then everything become adult...not student anymore..kinda goodd..but also bad..don really wan tt to happend..but toked to my wrapping sisters..n some coustomer..they say if u know wat u wan go ply better..if go JC must go U..but i don think i can reach U..n i am unsure if going design is a right way 4 me...i am so confuse n lost...a little help here...???

they say as long as u have intrest in the area can le..but i am afraid tt when i meet wit diffecults i will fall very easily..as i have not join or done anything related to design which serve as a recongtion 4 me...ha n guess wat..??one of my mates join the converse shoes design leh...!!n she won..!!the 7th out of 100plus..so cool rite...then me..??hai...aiyah..gonna get ready for work..choz...bye bye

whee!!!

been quite some time working wit the wrapping people..they rocks sia...!!so funny n fun...though we all hand pain leg pain like breaking le..but they company was superb..!!always helped to pull thorught the bad times...but today ben like going back to B1 le...awww...don wan leh...

yesterday kana scolded twice...once is because i take wrapper too long..but cause i dunno tt coustomer waiting 4 me wat...dots...then the other one v lol de...i juz write a 'gw' on the recipt then she make noise..shout so loudly "y write till like tt!!"dots sia...then she say she still need to take the recipt to here n dere...wha liao..as if cannot use le like tt...can lor...juz a writing u say so much...

haiyo singaporeans ar...but some coustomer ar very nice..chat alot wit u n sometimes help out..cause see us not enough hand le...ha..especially the uncles..they very nice de..then got one uncles wha..the things he said is soOO!! right!! when u help us..u are acturally helping urself..as we are juz helping "providing a service" 4u..so u should be thankful for our help instead of complaining...hmm..a food for thought...ha...

dots....

oh yar..in the morning some1 called me...then i lazy nv pick up...when i did i heard abit sound the gone to second line le...OMG!! wat if its taka..??calling to ask me go work extra today..??oh my!!! plus i don have caller ID...wha...like tt lose money leh..!!ha...

lol lor..really today i feel like goign to work don wan stay at home..my sis sick..then make all of us very the not happy..keep complaining...then face black black...haiz....!!!help..!!!!!!!!!!!

Only the third

Wha…yesterday liwen they all go banquet…I could not join them hai…heard from liwen v fun like tt..ha hope can join them the next time…ha..good lor theirs so fun…I remember my 1^st day we afternoon shift tried to make merry by making the place more lifely..chating to the costumer n each other…but next day kana said too noisy,,,ha

Wha..only the third day very tired le leh…every time the stocks not enough so headache…n dunno y our place is ALWAYS very messy….see already also very de wat…ha..today is the earliest day we do our closing sia...juz on time..!ha..we even got time to arrange n label all the drawers…ha see we help the morning shiff do work sia..but 4 wat..i not even working today…lol..ha must go sleep more 1^st…choz

2nd day

wha..2nd day so busy sia...n everything not enough...not enough cards...bags..wrapper..n coustomer face black black...haiyo...then ending tt time alot of ppl come wit huge nvmber of present..like 9 ar 6 ar per person..wha..then the ppl lol lor..no1 tok to me..so sian...

today made a highest record of mine...wrapped a present so big tt i used 4big wrappers...ha..some present see le also lol dunno how to wrsp..anyhow anyhow abit lar..as long as can cover up the whole thing can le...ha...then the last present i wrapped v lol sia...she want the two to be wrapped together..then don wan put doggie bag..then i tried to wrapped le..she wan to change..then i ask her i wrapp seperatly then put together can anot..she don wan..then try again..but still failed...dots..juz let me wrapped differently lar???y cannot i still don understand..lol...

then today so kelian..nv rest at all didnt even get to drink a slip of water...so busy n everyone choing..i got alot of paper cuts..about4 on my right hand...then got alot of strach but the dispenser...wha..toalt like got 7 wounds onmy right hand..?ha...next week will be worst...now knee like going to break le...ha...gtg work le..bye bye...take care..!!!

1st day @work..

yoz..yesterday my1st day..ha n i really meet alot of different ppl..n not use to so many ppl starting at u while u wrap it...my 1st present is still quite small...very esy to finish..then the 2nd one...wha..!!very large sia..!!then i wan stuned...dunno wat should i react..ha..but in the end got abit of help n completed it..then i think about 1or 2hrs of work only i got a difficult costomer..say here say dere...wha...

most of the time we quite free at dere..do stocking up only..wha..then cannot sit down..leg pain pain...stand whole day...but if we don stock up now next time cannot le cause not enough time..ha..then about 1hr plus from closing..alot of ppl start to come..alot from other storey de..wha..!!i got a lady who gave me a drum set to wrap..soOo big sia..then behind so many ppl i told her to come back later around 10mins...i manage to finish hers n another 2 before she came...wha i aklso wrapped a very cute n soft doggie...the persom even ask me to take out the plastict wrappig it..wha..can touch the toy "in a sense play wit it..??" ha...then my next costomer even more die sia...got 4 BIG BIG toys...acturally wanna tell him come back 45mins later..but i don have 45mins to spear..20mins to closing..then u see all of us very chiong..!!but i still hear ppl from behind say we v slow..wei..we got 4 ppl only leh..wat u wan...?do urself lar?

finally finish the 4 big size present..then chat alot wit the "kor kor" who brought those stuff..acturally called himuncle de..ha then he say like tt he go home cannot sleep well ar..ha..so i call him kor kor lor...ha..then he even said next week coming back..?!lol...but he quite good lar..some part of the wrapping not tt good because of the patter of the object..but he said it was ok...nice rite..?ha...later going to work again..no1 wanna go eat lunch wit me..so go down buying now..choz...see ya next time n take care due..!!

last day

tml is 1st dec le..ha sound like going to jail the next day like tt...but kinda scared the ppl i am going to face in the next few days...like i said be4..today is the last day to enjoy...but didnt enjoy much...turns out didnt go out again..hai..when will i really go out..??must wait till everyone go back to school meh...??

the class this friday mayb going to watch chicken little..but i cant join...hai..then i also have not watch harry potter...see lar..make myself so busy for wat..hai...didnt enjoy my holidays so far...hai..nvm lar..go slave myself to work..then don have to think about so much...oh yar..n mayb missing jayne rx n gary's birthday party...wat the...i dunno wat to say...kinda lost everything even myself after all the exam n prom fuss..i am confuse about alot of things..but also dunno wats so confusing..i am juz over reacting rite..??yar lar yar lar..ha..anyway..good luck and take care to all..!!choz~ miss me n root 4 me...ha

training

today when out find job job again...then found one..!!yeah!! but the job quite lol de...wrapping present..lai lai lai...present wrapping..!!ha

then when training..tis thurs can start work le...then they also provide uniform...but quite lol de ha..got apron like ahma like tt...wha..then the colour of the shirt...lol lor..should give us green wat..blue.....no christmas sprit..ha..

the training like jayne say is abit free labour de sia...wander if we are paid to do ribbons...ha..very money face..but who wont..??then the person incharged very lol lor..so funny..he also told us some taka ghost story..but me too invloved in doing ribbon nv listen..ha..he also keep telling us the tings we will encounter..n the real world outside..so.."whao...!"ha...but the way he say it very joker one...then he described some ks singaporeans..but we have yet to see 4 ourself...think its gonna be an v intresting..n demanding..job..ha..get to see different ppl...

n we even got lockers..!! like in shows those kind..?but of cause share wit some1 els de lar..ha..now must try to enjoy my last day be4 tis jobbb..must go play play tml..!!ha..be4 i am stuck dere...n the prob is..i don know my way around orchard tt well...ha die..jayne only same shift wit me for 2days...then lunch or dinner don dare to go eat already lol...any1 passing by taka n going to have lunch or dinner find me ok..??ha or i am going to starve..ha...okie..i gotta take the lol colour shirt n the aunty apron to rinse or got tt new new smell ar....see y guys latter...choz..

job hunt

early in the morning at 6 o'colok... no lar...10plus..ha when to school to pay fees..acturally wanna see the NP banner that we gave ms phang de but was stop by teachers from going in further...haiz say i not in school u cannot go in..lol the next time go back school see teachers also must wear school u meh..??? i wan see the banner lar.............raf say very nice de...hump..

then when to meet jayne..today acturally wan go sun tan de but didnt...so when job hunting...saw frances n liwen..they also going to find job..yeah..!!everyone jia you..!!they when jolyn house 1st but me n jayne when to bugis..gone to a few interviews but most want 18years n above..sad lor..ha..then acturally wan wait for kian shing to come then we see if we wan work there de but tt lol guy say coming at 1..then become 2..so we left to orchard..slowly walk walk n find lor...when to tangs n others but they want full time worker..luckly doreen they all at orchard so go find them see what they found..wha..they like find alot sia...so good..me..??nothing much...jie jie ah bu don forget me leh...ha

then jayne cannot jion the banquet one so go find others wit her..after that leg quite pain the go home le...liwen frances doreen they all still finding..wha still travel to many other places leh..then the banquet tis sat i dunno can go anot...need to find my aunt leh...then miss out one chance to earn money....haiyo...hope frances sis the fish n co dere can work then maybe can go wit them..but they like not tt happie wit me or wat leh...the atmosphere very weired...so over here i am sorry if i did anything tt offend u guys...at least tell me wats the problem can..??thanks...and choz..good luck to all job hunting..!!

a trip to the zoo

today frances they all going east coast roller blade…wha..i wanna go too…but cannot…need to go ZOO..lol..ha but quite fun sia…see all the animals tt we didn’t see for such a long time..but I didn managed to look at all the animals…hai I left early..the most funny animal we enjoyed is the baboon…ha..all their bottoms very “er xing” lor.. like tumors like tt..they they even did it did it in front of my younger cousins… like tt time we mt k ppl at bukit timah hill see de..wha..n they keep teasing the monkey’s that thing very red..n the hair can do rebonding n stuff.ha…

then there’s another monkey I dunno the name but they keep screeching n my cousins n I followed..ha went also went to a show got a native man came out n threaten to cut off my cousin ear..ha then animals start to appear. There is the snakes…n the chimpanzee sahsha…there is also a monkey which can swim leh..!!!ha but half way it start to rain…didn’t get to see the elephant…but saw them rushing back to their own shelter…ha

when the rain stop we when to find food..ha went KFC..around 0330 then I left them le…sad sia nv walk finish…I tried my own way out n take bus to bukit timah..but got kinda lost again..luckly found my way back…ha

GO walk walk

today when to SP open house..haiyo very sian sia…as all of us very tired…think a lot of place we didn’t go..got archery at the field leh…but we didn’t go..when dere eat only..ha..then go expo cause rx wan go dere…she say wan c mp3 but I think is see some1 ar…??ha..then we eat dere again..ha acturally wanna go “durain” de..but quite late le..all wan watch tv..ha..so when home…the daddy also dun allow me watch zhen ming tian nu…hump…I wan tv I wan tv..!!!

AT promp!!

We waited quite long outside..think got 1hr ba..ha..then went in le..all very hungry sia..but still cannot eat..ha we was 1^st introduced to a few games..then the potentional king n queen came out for a dance..ha jiquan looks cool but he movement quite stiff maybe tts how he move..ha zikai like shy shy like tt but all of their performance very good..!!before the dinner start I kept going to my class table wha they dere so 热闹 like very fun like tt…then something lol happen…ha..my inner skirt drop..wha…throw face leh…luckly no much people saw…hee (-_-“)…then we all there laughing..lena they all also know..ha..wha lena yanjun n peggy look nice..but I agree wit peggy tt the person didn’t do much 4 her hair…

Then dunfu treat jolyn sOo sweet sia..help her lay the cloth..help her reach for food..wha..gentleman wOoo….Then they start serving the food wha..that lady who serve us food very ‘zho ding’ keep blocking my view of the stage…while eating they show some of our old photos..ahh..all so tot…ha….the “MC” also very funny keep asking us to eat ..eat..when he ask for people name startin wit A acturally wan go up de…but when stand up the chair fall then I also fall so didn’t get to go up…lol..then the food is so little..not full at all…n the desert I don eat one..waste sia..think a lot others also like tt…then a lot of people won lucky draws..our table puiyan win a computer thingy…melvin won a DVD player..wha…

then gary won the best dressed male student..ha when he walk pass I keep shouting him bai ma wang zi..ha then I won the best dressed female..wha I am v surprise as there are many others who dress very nice too..!! n touched as all my hard work n blisters was paied off.. on the way up abit cryin cryin le…very happy tt there are people who like the things I created…ha..then gary shake my hand..aiyah should have hug him then people won know I tearing…ha..then we have to walk..ha very funny cause I still stand dere blur blur then gary hook my hand…but it should be the other way round..ha so we change..then walk..wha..we walk v fast..then abit fall fall like tt..when wat to the right side I didn’t stop in time the got fall on him,,wha now think back a bit pai sae…ha..but he was ok wit it..luckly..but I am kinda surprise how they know I made it myself...i only told liwen they all n some of my class people..rx say is teachers say de..maybe ba…as I saw ms sheila outside she asked me where I brought some of the stuff I wore so I told her from fabric shop…ha..after she knew I made it she joked back tt next time when she married ask me help her make..ha…yar can..if u not scared it will break or drop..ha

around 12 plus am the thing finished then they start dancing…but we didn’t join nothing much to do plus very tired after so many days of shopping ha so went home le…wha spend quite along time to clean off the make up sprinkles n gel on me..n I end my day at 2 plus..!!ha such a fruitful day…!!hope u guys enjoyed it..!! miss me…chaos..(^-^)

before prom!!

Yeah..!!our long waited day has finally came…!! GRAD nite 2005 was so fun..!! woke up earyler in the morning n start all the preparation around 10 plus xuiqi came n I help her wit her hair..looks very nice at 1^st sia…but then at night drop le..sad lor…then clear the messy house abit as its full of my treads n bits of cloth from my dress…ha

Left house at 1 like tt to go jayne dere..saw Norman n decklean[dunno spell rite anot…hee]they juz got their hair cut…told Norman to lend me his jacket if I am cold…then he say his jacket very thin..nevermind wat..i can wrap two times…ha jk jk

Reach jayne house her mum helping her apply make-up , then my turn..then ruixia…wha all look so different..around 0245 went home as mum wan me at home or els……ha brought all my machine spray n pins to ruixia house..later need to help them wit hair..wha super heavy lor…dots then yee xing coming to meet us but she dunno how to come up..we keep truing to lead her in the phone but coulden..so I went down..wah she look v nice for 1^st time dressing something like tt..then we both same ar..the heels..difficult to walk ha..went back n quickly changed made the hair n stuff..left house around 530 ba..

Then saw a lot of others look stylo sia..example our class de guys..ha most of then big change..joel look like mafia sia wit the sliver gel..ginleon hair made him look very refreshed v different wei quan also..ha they should do it offent..ha roy also no bad instead of a jacket or blazer he wore two shirt if I am not wrong..but the colours matched really well..n gary wha..”白马王子”!!! white white one..ha haoyi top also like白马王子ha…then theres also jian ming’s suit look cool but the shoes look abit lol..ha.. xuyao suit also quite nice because of the cutting..n darren’s jacket colour very nice the texture too…if I am not wrong the texture is something like cloth de soften the look..

For ladies..my vanessa look so lady sia..ha..liwen also look elegant I like her shoes..frances shoe also…qian yi hair style till v nice!!! but the spary they use like not tt good..puiyan the curls very sweet n nice.. all “奴 大 18 变” 16遍。。。哈

NOTICE!!!

tune in to yes 9.33 tis wedensday at 8:30!!!!.....hmm...i have written a letter to 9.33 xian ge ji yi..but dunno if they will chose my letter...but i make till quite nice de......N hor i am afraid tt i write the wrong address leh...hee lol...but PLEASE try to tune in to it ok...???hee thank you...lub lub...hee

exam finish..!!

YOZ loong time no see everyone...!!exam finally finish le..but then now worry if we did well...my physic like wat sia...but now cant worry mush..yesterday nite got my class gurad...ha..very lol..but quite enjoyable...hee..today start to go shopping le..but very sian leh dunno why..suddenly like lost like that...hmm...i acturally got alot of things to say the but...ha now like nothing...hee ..ooH i dun even know wat i wanna buy later...dots...hmm...but i know i making my own dress..dunno if it will come out nice..but it saves cost...ha but very special also wat..no1 will have..ha then....

FOR those who are still having exams..!!jia you!! we are all waiting for u guys to finish tis war!!!hee

jia you!!!

wha...my pratical...die le...physic even worst...the 1st time i panic till dunno like wat sia...be4 exame still happie happie tell sis surely got time de...but i was wrong...AAAHHHH last few secs left but i didnt grab the chance to write my last statement...if i did i would get one more mark sia..!!!but its right not to cheat....{.....act holy.....}plus forgot to change all to SI units....!! wha....

got my art paper2 le...but my bro took the camera overseas..luckily zhao mu to my rescue..!!!ha he lended me his video cam...so thankful..!!! but now must rack my brian to think about my paper2 le...cher ask me do scared sites....then do lor..ha after all i also cannot make up my mind...hee but i don want to paint temples leh..truelly...scared places got alot..like trees..stones..so paint those can anot ar???ha don wan to paint humans...cause humans very difficult...

anyway hows studying for all??mines not very smooth os fast...not touching my science...n language...die die...but because kept doing amaths..now i think got some progress...start to like doing it..ha cause no need use alot of brain space..lol...now must try other subjuect le...da jia jai you..!!!its very easy one...ha...chozz

lol

ha today at last i am doing some maths..but...most of it dunno in the end mostly vanessa doing ha...then physic lesson so funny..the videos mr KOH showed us..ha lol lor..got one is alot of matrix matrix stund de..another is about a IT worker who is crazy about computer..hold his girlfriend like going do something..but suddenly.....he use it like a mouse..click click her n dere..ttts the most funny one lor..whole class laugh like hell...

art by tml must finish le..but now alot of problem...watever i do i like wrong lor...shit...waste my time..hai promised ms phang to finish n i will..! don care le lar...ha

misses n..............

hai..doing art again..do till sia tts y here...ha..miss the days where we slack see tv n play on sat...cartoons on sat is v nice u know..ha..still cannot focus on my studies...so die..

must jia you..!!like joel says motivate myself..ha his way is eat...then i try lor...but later becomr round round...ha hmm..if i really come to motivate myself must thank him..ha dunno wat to write cause now v sian..oh yes..!something big happened in school juz now..n like always i missed the best n KEY part..lol..some "vanderlisum" happened juz now..n quite alot of ppl when to see..i blur blur still in art room miss all the action...lol 4e4 or e5 class room was attacked again n the class inside was all messed up..brooms were hanging like some1 juz comited susided..there is also lights hanging like those temple RED little lights..the whole set up was like a funeral place..which is kinda creepy..but too bad i didnt got the chance to see it so cannot describe it well..hai so bad like tt make the class..but heard it has been going on for quite sometime...

but they also quite pro leh..do till so real n in a split second..they should make good use of their talents els where..not tis way..ha..but its a mistery how n who did it..must become dectactive n check on it le..ha the mistery continues...........

sorrie

today morning didnt go school..go see doct..ha funny..take bus e-link card no money..then alighted to top up n waited very long for the next bus..wha..then feel terrible in the bus..tt driver dunno how to drive properly ar...nearly vomit..heng nope..then listen to the doct telling the other all about my problem..intresting..n she told the "more pro"doc tt i am an emergecy case..oOoh...ha..hope can get it done fast..but after promp lar.. or cannot eat..ha..

got back to school raf gave out the cca results..wha..i shock sia..!!n super dissapointed...the results put B4..wha liao..i was like thinking..of all the time i put in all the commitment..all onli worth B4..??is tt wat i am reconginsed as..?? so de wat lor..the like wat i always do..think n think..think too mush..then...u know...ha...sorry raf tt i so like wat u think..but..i will try to be stronger...like ms phang said..there is more problem i will face in my life..cannot like tt...

art was the same..today wanna complete the buttons..if can the whole laptop...!!n touch up some back ground..jia you jia you..!!!

sad asd ar...

hai..take back results le...so dissapointing...onli maths improve the rest drop...so die..n L1R5 not much change...lol...how sia...13 more days to do art finish le..wander if can finish in time n finish good...now really need all the help i can get...anyone whom i have helped be4 n wan to help me would be very goodl if u guys help me now...ha but don think got anyone willing ar..hai so shi bai...

my amthhs still getting 9..so dunno wanna continue anot..but i will n i must..!!hope ms phang hadnt gave up on me..but by her body language n wat some1 had told her..think stil asume i still wanna give up n so no need help me..hai...so...nvm....now is art MUST finish 1st...!! then my science n amaths...

to all like me..jia you..!!choz

prelim DOWN!!

prelim down..o lovel to go...hai..so stress..now must rush art le ar...left about 2weeks plus need to pass up le..how...not enough time sia...plus the 8boards dunno how to do sia..done two le..still got 6 more to go...prelim die le..so difficult sia all the science especially...hope can do well[well everyone does rite..?] lol...if can go three months then good lor...go..but i don think can ba..ha..so LOW confident in myself...but after the three month still will surely go ploy de...JC juz too stress for me..n not intresting...ha..[sorry to those who wanna go JC]

these few days so sicky sia...running nose..[must go n catch back]..then cough..yesterday even cough out my meal..luckly not blood can le..ha...now doing art..but relaxing..ha..morning 8plus do till now leh..so bored..no1 to to to so kept quiet..mouth breath stinks..ha n dunno juz now eat wat..stomach not feeling very well ha..anyway hope everyone fine..gtg..think its coming out anytime..going toliet...ha blad:P

holidays...nots holiday

ah...at last one week "holiday.."but..don think it is one..every single day also need to go back school...boring...so far still cannot concentrate on studying...juz found out tt i can onli concentrate best n study good when i am happie...but now...not happie at all....got ppl who refuse to take up responsibility to gif an answer...got ppl wit quite a powerful actions n tone of talking all n all which adds to my unhappiness....

hmm..but something to be happie is that i helped ppl around me...though i know sometimes they made use of me...zick says i too soft le...hmm...am i...??? still wondering...ha

RESULTS

AR...tis week is the week we got our results...hai..so die ar my marks...amaths F9 again..but i must jia you..ha..be4 that must strenghten my other subjects 1st...so now the real battle have juz begin..cannot slack le..juz now tt jayne ar...complain i nv update..so now i update..ha..who ask everytime i wan use com rite...surely got ppl using de..then i nv wan use..its free..wha...on purpose de...

now art still got quite alot...so u all still must buck up okie...?! DnT ppl more die..got 6 more days onli rite..??must do fast fast le..n must make sure its good or rather don do lar..ha...so must put in the best in everything we do..lets work hard..ha

i onli know how to tok ar...cant really do it well..yesterday spend most of my time day dreaming..ha.in the end go arrange my table...lol..anyway also wanna take the chance to wish DOREEn..a HAPPY BIRTHDAY...1st cry is tml ar...ha..good luck n best wishes..take care folks...choz...

today very tired..ha maybe because of all the things happening yesterday..n today got exam..!!!ha..must jia you to all..dunno y today the exams like very easy leh..wha..die le..the more easy it is the more easy to fail ar...ha..then all my comic reading got put to good use..ha my compo wrote about somethings i read from guess wat..??''ba wang ai ren''..!!ha..then i thing for paper2 my question & all wrong le lor for the vocad...

after exam when art..didnt go amaths..cause they all dunno go where le...suddenly smell something..wha..got fire in the classroom near art room..5A1 ba..then i quickly take pail on the tap..but hor..lol lar..the art room tap sooOOooOo slow...then i dunno should wait for it to fill up the take or should take the little amount out..ha the door also cannot open..sugar sugar...!!!by the time we ran out wit the water too late le...ha they no need liao..hai..

around 1 plus the sec2 called me go down..thing they singing song 4 me..!!ha..then in de end got cake..!!wah...so touched..the sc1 also got give me card...wha at least our efforts didnt go to waste...the sec2 drill also getting better le...then accturally no1 wan eat my cake de..so we played wit it..chase aroung n throw cake..in the end i fall down..wha laio...ha..play cake not enough..play water somemore...ha..but it was fun..thank u sec2s n 1s...love u n miss u...hmm next yr still have..??ha..then when i wanted to save some for liwen doreen they all the rest wanna eat...ha..funny ar u all...then now cut small small give ppl..share the cake..nice rite the flavour...ha..now must continue on my art lar...mst jia you orh...!!to all the ppl taking olevel art n dnt..!!don give up..!!we can finish it in time de..!!ha

muhaha..!!today is the day..!!

1stly wanna thanks those who gave me present..2ndli is those tt wished me happie birthday...3drly is those who celebrated my birthday wit me..4thly is those who remembered my birthday...5thly...erm..enough le ba...ha

early 12am got my 1st wishes from JOEL!!!haha..thank u for not falling asleep..hee..
then morning wake up early go school wit wen n qianyi..wen wanna listen to FM so i morning go hunting for the battries..wha reach school all playing chess..lol sian..then when upstairs find liwen..she treat me eat longan..ha sweet sweet..but don eat too much ar...ha 1st person to give me present is ethel..a card wit 10cents..stylo ar...??ha..then is from chew hua n xing ying..niang also have...then about 8:20 went downstairs all my classmate come le..!wha all so smily wit me so happie..then jayne jocelyn came n wish me bithday..hugg some of then esp RAffi..!!ha weijie also got come n get..ha jiejie so good..ha..then we when for PE!!ha

PE lesson was fun but we still need to run two rounds..ha then mr ng also remembered..!!ha he n mr ong got wish me happie birthday...thank thanks..then me n caier played tennis together in the rain so swang...ha then our class go up play capti ball..1st match alot of the outgoing ones didnt play so pity tt we lose it..but muhaha we won on the 2nd game wit the 4T1..wha they r soOoO tall sia..then the girl in front of me so pitiful cause i keep scaring her wit my shoutings..ha..but good game..then wit the 3E1 also..but we senior wat..if lose ar..very erm u know rite..?ha..luckly we didnt..then our class so united sia..all cheer together.."SEC4E1..! SEC 4E1..!!" ha..but though we win 2 match still cannot win the guys ar..then more pro their match super fast n ming wei jump up tt time wha..!!so style..!!ha

after PE was chemistry...went to lab..ask wei quan got miss me anot..then he laugh..say i always ask him tt..ha fun wat..wha..my partner somemore nv give me present ar...??ha jkjk...the blur blur me kana scalded me finger wit the 'hard glass' test-tube...sugar ar..!!pain pain..the wei quan so good help me on tap put me hand there...ha..

recess also got alot ppl wish me birthday but kor kor n ah bang ar...tis birthday dunno where they all die to le..didnt see them..ha..the english class wha...ok my e-Q low lar..so tts y cry..ha..ms sheila ask me come up n ask me question..then suddenly rx they all give me present..BAG BAG..ha acturally i saw le lar..but dunno y also v touched at tt moment..then the class sing song 4 me..wha..y i cryin sia..very lol lor..should not have cried rite..??ha..then wan say thank u also say till very funny like tt..ha..then e-maths class ms phang come for 1 period only...after school got CSP again..then frances lol lor..CSP till half juz come in..not scared leh..ha..after CSP we went plaza c if wanna change the bag...hmm..on another thought since they choseen tt for me..should juz accecpt le rite..??got bag still complaint somemore ar audrey..!!so bad..ha don give u then u know ar..ha

then dunno y rx ask me quickly go back school...wha..my shoe cannot tahan the speed ar..scared later break...ha..then reach school they bought birthday cake for me..!!wah my 1st official cake...!!too bad no camera like wat norman says..ha..then when they sing song give me tt time very touched also..then tt stupid water tap insede me open again...hai..thank u thank very much...very happie...(^-^) then went to see NDP concert wha..ask them don sing play the song can le ba..ha or we sec4 go up n sing lar..??ha on anot..??ha...then wait for wen n doreen me read miromo comic..!!so funny..ha..ms sheila also came down n talked to me..n wat she says really comes to me..now i realised tt i am being loved...its juz tt i didnt relised it..well friends..i LOVE u ALL TOO!!![u all know tt rite..??...ok now u know..ha]

reach home must buy my own dinner...dad say i wan wat also can...then me wan go buy chicken chop..but the lol auntie don wan take my order...hump..!!even the xiao di di the order she also take don wan take mine..k lor...i not as cute as him also dunno to ignore me de wat...wha..then go up but zu chao lor...ha..at nite jun qi sms me..ha..no present ar..??ok..me xiao le keep saying present..but wanna spread the joy of my birth wat..ha..wei quan also sms ask y i cry..hump..sorrie lar..ha..

today i hugg 5 ppl...sake 30plus hands...ha..n hor...MY HANDS NOT SWEATY!!!ha...ok tts my story..long rite..??but memorable...mucks to all..n a BIG thank u!!!

solo

5 more days to my 1st cry...!!

ahhaha...today acturally kp ask me go art wit her de..in the end she cannot..then i go solo lor..ha..completed my wire..then help kp done her drum...next must draw my mecanic bird le..scared will destory ha...now dunno wat to do or where to go..raining very big...lol

yesterday acturally wan go buy marker at plaza only de..then i say i wanted to see hat..so me n kp went lemon tee..in the end v lol lor..we saw plain shirt..then buy to do printing..then move in front abit saw skirt..but the pices show $30plus then we put back..then the shop keeper told us its priced 2for $10 onli..!!we both shock sia..then 1st time i so on stright away say ok on buyin it..!!ha..the buy alot of other stuff ar..witin half-an-hour we spend $20 plus..n its in PLAZA leh!!!lol rite...?but the scarf kp ask me to chose not i start to regret chosing tt..cause i wear like abit weird..should have taken the 1 be4..but its still nice...!ha..n hor kp ar...the blue shit i took like abit too small leh...how..die die le..ha..

hmm..read some blogs while i free...ha..yar wen i feel abit left out lar..ha but i not sad n i wont say those things..ha mayb is mornin blues..??ha wat happen to ur work piece..??need help..?? u know i will help de lar..n do jia you..!!i also need to do that lar..i left more then u..lol..
n about sheilding him..i will now say it clearly tt i would NOT sheild him cause his not worth..n he got wrongs..but try to understand tt hearin n knowing all this will affect me a little so i didnt really show whose side am i on...[but i still wanna know...at least i am not under the dark so must tell me k..?]
then also saw a few quite lovin in tagg box ar..[wha..da qing ma qiao ar...]ha then also add NP dere cause of u know who rite..?ha [no offence...i guess de..might not be true] hmm..n aiai u don stress lar..though watever i say may not be of any help n i don think i don hav the zi ge to say but like u always tell me is all in u..fate is in ur hands..ha but its how u see it that really make de difference..well i also don wanna say much cause as u should know i am also not entirely happy about all tts happening ..n after so much things tt i have been unhappy wit u i still try to trust u but at times i cant..so i am sorry if i don believe some things u say...oh anyway u still owe me my letter...remember..??ha...

lol..tis few days so fun..!ha n best of all

7MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!...yeah!

yesterday went hospital whole day take 4 x-rays...dots expose to so many gama rays..hmm..mayb is alpha ray...??dunno lar..ha..quite fun leh...!then return school at about 12pn..every1 thought i was late...ha no lor..alot of ppl dunno i go hospital wat..y u say vanessa last 1 to know..??lol.. don anyhow say lor..then after sch say wan walk together de..make us so happie happie tt then in the end go grandma house...[act onli]ha..tt 1 today use alot lor...ha our class got a firece lol teacher tt come today...wanna take us for CME but our cher got come then give us attutide..scold john some more..tell him our cher here he don believe..then later paisae..ha only know how to act ar...?ha

then when ms sheila come it we tell her alot..she ask us to do graffit art sia..worte things about today..ha..yesterday also completed the book cai er lend me..its soOOoOo nice...!!very touching sia...n inspire-in too...!!
A POEM FROM THE BOOK i wanna share...

i love thee with breath,

smiles, tears of all my life___!

and if god chose,

i shall but love thee better after death.

die die

OMG...alot of work keep nv do...n everyday after CSP so tired how to do sia...pus i still got 6 items haven draw..8 items haven paint..die le...tis few days eQ very low ar...n very depressed de..ha..but smile smile wait 4 time pass lor...lol..ha..u say he looks at me in a different way..but i don think so lar..i juz think tt he dosent dare to face me...ha

dear lao gong..don so aggitated wit ur that friend..in life u will always meet different ppl..some worsten ur life some help brighten it...the decision still lies wit u..its a choice...n do make a choice u wont regret..watever u do,make the best out of it...! me will be dere wit u...n remember to smile...!!muckz

listening

muhaha...now writing 4 the sake of letting tt tow woman read..ha..tis week changed my 'xing xiang'ha quite funny lar they all say...but kai xing ju hao...can let me 4get things..ha by being not myself..!!muhaha...ok let vote...which style of me better..??ok..now must be doing art....today plan to draw finish everything..then can paint others..still got alot unfinished...die die..ha..later got listening must jia you oh everyone..!!

juz now juz watch finish NKF replay..hai..then something shoot me...hai things change super fast..to think last days still smsin u from u...now...nothing..my phone used to be soOo super busy..now whole day not even one sound...then i clearing my inbox n outbox..read all the things i used to recieved..why..?why..?why..??i want answers..!!reasons...!! something so tt i can reason wit myself...!!when i read all my outbox..those things i used to sent....from acturally doubt u..then trust u..then really fall..arrrgh..!!!!how i wish to really scream everything out...!!!!!is it worth giving so much i kept asking myself??

how i wish can brain wash sia...lol..i tot i can but i cant..hai..here to physco myself...

a poem goes...
"if u love some1 let them go..if they return ur love...it is meant to be..if they don..their love was nv urs to begine wit..."so it really shows tt its not meant to..so juz forgive urself lar girl,,forgive urself 4 being so niave....
n its true....a poem that i made when i am sec2..??litreture class..??ha

"wat is love..?is it a wind that blow pass..or is it a thorn that stays n hurt..."
yes...its a wind...it passes very quickly...n when its gone..they always leave a thorn which hurts..

ur back..

ur back..the back tt i got so used to...
the back which i would always see..

i wander..had u ever look back..?
whenever we go our own ways i always turned n face u...
counted to 10 in hope tt u will turn back n smile..
its a fantsy..a fantsy which is untrue..

the things u had said be4 were all lies..
lies which i trusted n believed so much on..

does things have to happen tis way...?
its bad enough to lose some1..n now i lose2..
is it worth to give in so much..n get nothing back..?

haiz

yoz! hows life..??mine..??disater sia..now at scholl using com while doing art..paint till v sian liao..plus cant really concentrate on everything i do...hai hai...ppl c i happie happie but i think only lao gong n raf they all know my type lar..[well maybe others know but they nv told me...]i always cover myself up wit an act..ha..can go become actress le...ha..juz few days only n everything in my world is upside down le...hai hate myself AGAIN..hai alot of times i do feel quite better under my act..but its different now...still v weird..numb ba..but luckly me i found a place which is so peaceful n nice..its like i can 4get everything bad tts happening to me....n the sky...its always there..always by my side..ha sometimes when i am down it will cry 4 me(ha rain lar)how i wish i can be dere 4 ever........

.....?

tis few days another 180 degree change...back into his old self..??like nothing hav happened weird...n confuse..but somethings is surely different...hope it wont affect us..hee..!!read to him the things le..made him v gulity like tt only...nothing le...hai he hor..dunno how to pamer ppl one..v dot dot..but really happie that its ok now...!yeah...! but i dunno wat he thinking now...

yesterday went queensway wit raf they all.ha..1st meet rx..then see her dress till so nice i v dot dot...then lol we go change..then i wear till super de lady sia but don act till v lady lar...they say overall still ok but better dont wear till like tt 1st..ha..walk around abit be4 we go settle the banner thing..ha do till v long sia..saw a cap tt looks abit like kp de..nice sia..wanna buy it but 30bucks leh...!!also saw the nike ORANGE band..ha but nv buy...ha..acturally wanna go buy something for monday de..but in the end didnt..cause don really know if i should buy 4him..is it worth doing so much..???ha..after finish doing the banner we go walk around again i trying to c got any sunglasses i like de..but not alot..then me raf n rx brought the same ear rings...acturaly wan buy some other stuff also but in the end didnt..then around 4plus then go back..sorrie hor didnt know u are free only at those time...but kinda dissapointed tt u cant come down..ha..too bad lor..cause i know i may nv wear something like tt out le..ha..then me n rx go park...i feel v relax there..its a nice place...n quite alot of memories..ha quite fun sia..!!sit on the swing...swing up n down..then got two mei mei come join us...they say next week meet same time same place..!ha got book the swing 1st..ha...there is also a boi boi v young de but his balancing skills v gd sia...shake here n dere wont fall de...future good sufer sia...!!ha...go market spec shop c some glasses..among them only like 1..but don really like the colour..ha..

LoSt soulD

yesterday nite quite happie leh..!!ha n even found my phone...guess where is it..??in a basket of cloths...dots..no wander cant hear the ringtone lor...ha n my oral v lol...going to finish le leh..!!then i say a english word...wah....!!!n i dunno y yesterday go do stupid stupid stuff...ha..after oral went up stairs..then went to class n went back again..total went pass 4 times like tt..but don think * knows..ha then pity rx..listen to me sing n sing..ha..at nite called n said to meet at 6:50...n i waited n waited n waited....4 around 20+mins...7:14 on my watch le...i gave up waiting...ran after a bus n got sch in only 5mins..!![ha..fast rite??]but i am super numb now...alot of things ar happening n all of it makes no sense to me..make me so confuse n bulr..dunno wats happnig now n * didnt say anything...cant really concentrate on my stuff..my 6sense was kinda rite...n i really dunno how to react now..hai...got alot of things wanna know..wanna ask..but dunno how to..hey..u stress ar..i haven even stress u stress me..v funny rite..??aiya dunno wat i doing..thinking..typing now...lost....so lost

y like tt..??i don understand..

tis few day morin walk wit them..n always wit them..he same lar..play soccer n everything..then dunno wats wrong wit him...really tt tired meh..??sms nv reply...say lazy..oOh so toward me is lazy le lar..??hai..now thrown into 'len gong'le...sad ar...ahhh...!!! yesterday when to see alot like love wit sis..wha super on sia..but the show not tt nice...watse my $$...ha..Finally after all the not replying dere was a call..!!!soOoo happie...ha but sound so tired n unhappie..ask le also don wan tell me...really don trust me so much meh..?cant tell me..acturaly happy happy de listen to wat u say also sian diao le lor..so many excuses..crap..haven tok finish dad took away my phone le...hai...then at nite think alot..really alot..my 6sense even told me some stuff which i refuse to believe...how can some1 give up on another so easily....?u think wat..?i present is it..??all those things u said be4 which i believed in is FAKE de lar??? told u gys be4 le..i HATE ppl to cheat me...n i cant hate u...i am now hating myself...hatting myself to trust u n belived in u..now u tell me u don know why did u said tt at tt time...u got the guts to ask me about S* n u made me believe in u n really like u back..n wats is tis..??hai..tml got oral..don think too much lar...go 1st 1st..n another sad thing is u didnt even wished me luck..hai..i dunno wat to expect next...

1st day of SCHOOL!!!

OHAIYO!!! 1st day of sch le...new start n hope everything is good..!!n must add oil on my work le...half a year have gone pass le...n i have been doin nothing much..perserver girl..!!u can do it...n of cause alot of ppl will support u...!![well dunno if its true..pyscho myself tt..ha]
Moring walk to sch together..then saw alot of ppl...ha even kp also saw..ha i don even know she saw sia...Reach class saw all my classmate..!!hee miz them so much..!when zick came then start to distrub me again..ha my 'husband'wat...ha ask me got miz him anot n ask 4 hugs n everything...ha..always bully me de..then after school acc wen they all go walk walk...he also quite busy ar..o c movie..wha...they say initial D nice leh...next time buy vcd c it...hee

school again...

hai...last week of holiday le...but is like start schhol liao like tt lor...keep going back school...dots..today acturaly dont wan go de..but have to sia..the 8boards de header lor...hai dunno y tt time tues we dunno...then every1 do le we nv...ha..then now cannot finish my homework ha..wha then at com lad is wanna do my logo 4 the 8board de...in e end busy helping thenm do the banner thingy...hai i very 'wei nan'leh...cher like abit not happie wit me le then u all still expect me to do so many things...wei..i also need to do my own work de lor...haiyo..haven start school give u all stress le lor...not funny..later more whit hair..ha

S.SHORT..!!

today super early wake up..!!6plus ba..wanna cook stm 4 my sis...she going exam wad..then he also say maybe mornin can go c his house..so i didnt really slp..but in the end dear overslept...dots...so still dunno how his two story house look like..ha...930 like tt when kp house see beads n handycrafts then acturally say after tt want go sch do art again de..but in de end didnt...ha cause they don feel like it...not long later kp took out liwen cloth ask me pass her..n take out some extra de say she don wan ask me n jayne try..wha..quite alot lor..n most of the cloth she wear once or nv wear till then wan gif..after we try them out we were like y not wear like tt go out..??then we really did tt lor...wah..power sia..the skirt is the shortest i even worn..but i really like tt top...always wanted to buy something like tt...ha..overally quite nice...but i don think i will ever wear like tt in front of the rest of them...cause they will surely say alot of stuff de..hai..when come back from fareast when to meet dar..he nv say anything...hump...but got sms say nice..ha..thanks!! evening when to eat dinner wit frances.wen.doreen.chew hua and jolyn..we also went walk walk in the parck n sit down chat...knew stm big from chew hua..ha..they also tok about him..say he shy ar..n about the hand thing...hmm...frances got tok to him about tis..y didnt he tell me..??nvm...ha...he should be v tired le ba...don distrub him...i think i also go sleep le...kinda tired after a long day...nite nite...(6_6)

number scale

46587697989today early morning go school do my ART...ha..but stuck sia...dunno how to continue..then siao siao go repaint it all white again....ha..but quite nice sia after the white...then i tried the new bg i wan to paint on top on anothe piece of wood..tt one v nice..but on the big board do the too dark le..then become like illusion like tt more stylo sia...if only i can juz pass up like tt...ha..quite happy wit myself 4 such a work done..24325354363but from mornin i waitin 4 her64364 to msg me..acturaly wan msg her de..3654765847353536but told myself not to..73476347373737577so wait lor..c how much she care to msg me...74547658698-09-7963or like alot of time i start 1st de...32521541543654868but the result made me so sad...9plus wait all the way till 4 plus then recieve a msg...659708-906784635252525n the msg is 1 tt says about fooling around..flirting..dots...2354375879808-8957435232i know he say be4 i not like gal more like guy..25647587658785856856856but i am still a gal..a lady..![ok too over le..ha]58686555585463u 'flirt' wit others but don even talk directly to my eyes...235436547657 v heartbreaking leh...325436547now i wander..359730550 or how much do i stand in ur heart...?32576854365476586976 zero to ten....wat type od person am i to u 87493202984vain..??2649843284 noisy...??27482374 irritating..??92174932 nosey...??732432739048032...ok..stop it aud..u are getting super paronid.......................go sleep don think too much...nite....328753253423

all grown up

juz now go my grandparents house eat so many different food...!!hee home cook food is de best..!!then play around wit all th cousions..wha..they all grow up v fast sia..now no need us le..ha..then got alot of plastic ball ball we all take and throw all of the..like having war like tt...ha melyn starting to be like her sis..hmm..well her dressing lar..then sheila [the cousion same age as me] chio bu ar..ha got sexy curve sia..but i like the belt only..LOL..adrian will be future yan dao..ha..haiz keep self entertaining..but i till thinkin abt juz now...think its kinda not counted ba..if he could tok to me face to face like how he sms and tok on phone i will be soo happie lo...ha

game

morning in sch got match n the e3 got join..me wen n doreen meet to go together..in the end only me n wen,doreen late wake up..girl say she 9will reach..in the end 9++ then wake up sia..ha..must have done too must facial..cant wake..haa..in the end when she reach sch also nv tok 2me..is i go tok to her..LOL lor..how i hope she more auto abit...as if i super daring like tt..sorry lor..i also shy de..but i took up the courage..after the 1st match more n more ppl came to support them..Eg.frances,chew hua,jie ling and joesphine(dunno spell rite anot..)wha..u should see the differences..they dress so formal sia...the match was nice but a pity tt they gotten 4th only..then we went 4 a drink n everything..frances started to tok to me about him...about my holding of bag...lol sia..but when i walk home i already did wat i could le wat...put my hand in front of him..ha..very cartoon like tt lor...then say my plam sweaty...hurt me deep deep...while walking home talk alittle wha tt stupid guy say me..as if he v gd like tt...after tt reach home spend half an hour thinking wat has happend...and if wat i did is rite...think kinda wrong leh..hai..sad sad..now going grandparents house..eat eat eat...ha..be back later...chao...

digging my own grave

AAHhhh...!! v sian arh..and the worst thing is..i don even wanna do my homework...all i do is laze around..die ar..one more week to end of holiday le..i still got alot of exam papers haven do..how..?keep sleeping..c tv do every single thing but homework...when school reopen surely mati..next week will be busy don think have think to do le...hai hai...

playin non-stop

today go out c movie...ha quite fun..but v funny sia keep asking wat's next...cant deside on things at all..wan me to deside can..i become boy u become gal lor..ha..but dunno y ** keep looking outside,around, dunno where ar..ha..today go out..yesterday also...yesterday when out wit Np de ppl..go bukit timah eat then go west coast..fool around..play like crazy mOnkEys!!ha..hope we still can spend time together as a squad..miss Np so much..!ha..don say le..later all cry..sobs..SMILE..hee(^-^)

aww...

hmm....janye urge me to create one...but i don really know how does this thing work..ha..must go figure out 1st...plus tif yr hor..hai..exams exams..will be busy lol..