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cannot tahan le...!!!the day be4 still so strong willed say i will prove to the aunties tt i not so lousy de..then also told my manager watever thingy...then guess wat the aunties told me yesterday...?? they said i tis sat don hav to work...work monday tues n thurs on next week then don need to come anymore...

wat the...??!!! my manager didnt even say lor...the day be4 still dere tell me must get along wit the aunties...hey please lor...is they don wanna get along wit me de leh...then now wat..??i finish my job next week??chicken...tts y i said my manager not tt resposable...hai very tired le lar....

then chris in the end also didnt get any job 4 me cause don have...hai at least he tried...thanks dude...hmm...now if i work till next week only how ar...i now really very broke...cant take money from my parents le...n i used alot of money from my bank le lor...think used the egals also le...hai so fan ar...!!!!!help help help....

acturally i got a choice to ask liwen if got caisher job anot...but i scared causher...i think i will count wrong lor...i not tt good wit numbers u see...even seeing the number coad for the shoes also slow...ha...now very hungry go eat 1st...gtg bye bye

creactions

ha..here are some of my few handyworks tis few week which i sold some to my working mates...ha coments or orders for them ok..??haas

new place

AAAHHHHH.....!!!! the new working place is very de wat sia....1st is my traveling fees increase alot of times..then cannot anyhow move around to tok..didnt even meet much new ppl over dere...the two 'old birds' only tok to each other..don really borther about me...got one i think not tt happy wit me sia...everytime i try to talk to her she black face..then i got some problems wit numbers wat so find shoes a bit slow..plus i dunno the place tt well so even more slower...then they abit not happy...

meal time eat by myself..then whole person gone so dull le lor me...hai..my 1st day so die sia...i write wrong recipt to the coustomer n charge them less money...wha..must deduct from my pay..a i got ask lor..then one of the old bird say correct..hai wat can i do i noob wat...chicken..

then my working hours so irrigular...1st day i work 6hours only leh..minus my meal money n transpot fee i earn 30per day only...then yesterday i work 6 an a half hour...i thought mimium i should work 7 hour sia..tt time rong er say de...if its true then tt mean they trick me sia...

then my friend say got job to intro me tis friday one hour 6 also also got 3 dollars in CPF..but work 5 hour 1st slowly increase the hour..but if tis friday i work tt i cannot work my shoes..i must take tt day off..so how..??should i...??i thought to start on tt then maybe next time i get higher pay..cause my pay also about de same sia..

hai so fan ar...help help help...got any view or advise can tell me..???please....

haiz

wha..so long nv blog le...cause kinda tired...n slacking...after the gif wrapping job i got a job as shoes promoter...didnt i tell u guys..??i tot i did sai..ha..at scots de...??really didint say..??ha then i think i am carzy le...wha..today my e-link card expire..tt means we are adult fare le...NONONONO i don wan...........i wan continue as student..i wanna enjoy the 45cents trips on bus...wha....y like tt sai...i same age as the rest in JC wat...shit sia...i dunno y now i very scared n sad..i sacred my tavling fee very ex..n scared of my new working enviroment tt i am going tmr...am i the only one feeling this way...???

this few days keep hiding myself under the possesion of my televison..miss it sia...so long nv watch tv le...but then its not a way out...herd from my ex working ppl tt cannot tok much over my new working place as the supervisor very ferice...wha...how sai..then my manager told me there got two old birds who will teach me...i scared they very ferice...hai..y do ppl realise how fortunate earlyer...??last time work at taka we say there very bad...then i got scots..there i thought even worst...now going to bugis cant tok..can ask me go jump down le...

at scots really made alot of friends dere too...ha i even started a small buissnes over dere..ha..selling my handmade neckleace n earings..ha..but silly me don dare don dare to charge then higher...keep getting scolded from my parents n sis..say i waste so much time dere n don charge higher...i feel v lost n unsecured now..scared i cannot get back the money from them..cost quite alot leh...

then this feww weeks i feel i really hav changed...i start to spend alot alot sia..cant even keep tract of the money i spend..n i eat alot..going to become ball ball le...at times i feel i am sooOo numb to the seroundings le.....

yesterday went back to school for cca oreantation..wha...i miss being a student being in NP n being part of it sia..i tried to fit in but deep down i feel its not the same anymore...i am not in any part of NP anymore as i cant help or anything..no1 will remember me le ba..ha..when i heard the problem of the campcraft team i feel so sad sia..n i wish very much to help..but i cant, as i don have any position to do that..i missed the chance of goign back to be part of them..so i can only blame myself...haiz..hope my days ahead will be brighter...

i am really noe mentally tired sia...someone help...juz by lending a sholder will help alot..ha...oh yar think of my lao gong vannesa n jocelyn now..ha cause they always let a sholder..ha..hope my new place will be enjoyeble too...!!see ya..mucksz~*