ahhh...

i am so dead...i have alot of work not done and i have short datelines..alot of things i wanna do but nv do..audrey!!!concentrate!!

things to get done...
1) my 100 fruits
2)500 photography shots
3) coffee table book
haiz experience alot of problem for it...haiz haiz...
4)Event poster,flyers,banner.....
5)orderd shoes
some1 wanna buy a shoes from me but i haven make...
6)Visual journal
i have done all of it..
7)HCD project
8)self study??
9)my own time to spend wit friends??!!
10)wanna join crocs shoes design com..but dunno got time anot..

Ahh.......

HEY ppl!!

YO!! today is the 1st day of sch for SP..wander hows everyone..haiz..for me??not tt good ba...i feel tt everyone is so far from me..is i drifting away or they drifting?? i know i wanna go down SAC..but i go down also dunno do wat sia...haiz..hmm...my event...very rush...but i can do nothing also...can only sit dere and wait for my designs to come...and tis waiting is making me unable to concentrace on my other work..i am very scared everything juz BOOM!!gone gone....ahh....

today i also realise acturally i am very out...dere is no place i belong lar...[acturally i know..but its more obviouse to me now...]haiz...and i know i am not working at all...i see myself not progressing...no idenity...audrey u must really do something about this..and 1st is..i think stop oning ur laptop as often....??ha...cause ur base work also cannot do u think u can do advance one?ha..and know wat?? justin they all the pics damn nice sia...wandering if i wanna edit my pics till like tt anot...[ermhem! u think if u wan u can do meh..?]ok..i must tell myself i can...ha... TOday morning when sch abit earlyer then my class time...go club wan clear pigeon hold so tt go space put my shoes design docs..then chiong to lesson...pei boon say today i dress very bad...ha pls lar..i didnt go and dress at all..cause they wan us wear the black t so wear lor..ha...hmm..tml they said wan wear the green one..should i follow??haha or odd one..wed then wear...?haha..cause wed i tot to choing to bugis buy materials also..so be more boi on wed...tml be gal gal..haha..

OH..about class..IDS change cher..wha..then lame lame lor...another introductuon time...sian sian...ha..then DET...ohoh...i nv finish my work..but now i thinking if i drew mine correct anot sia....OMG..my class one all very nice leh!!audrey must put more effort on it le!!and then..please concentrate...cant seem to fix myself down now..during DET cher asked us to pair...haiz...something i dread...as a person whom is outcasted..i am scared of tt...at least afew ppl in my class go some1 close to them whom they can trust and hold on to..me?hold on to urself dear...OH MY!!audrey! get a grip of urself...i think i am breaking apart...after all the lesson..i wanna find comfort and stuff..juz wanna get rid of all this..go club..but then i realised..i go dere for wat??!! nothing....i feel so de......haiz..worst?acturally saw alot of ICE ppl...but i don think i did tok to much of them...or een nv tok ba...audrey is isolating herself again??DONT!!....ha

AHHH..ooverall i don think my 1st day was good lar...I FEEL..STRESS...SAD..DOWN..FASTRATED...aiyah juz everything on the nevigative side??haha

DI-respect

I HATE MY ELDER SISTER

DORIS LEE PEI TING!!!

do i need to say more?!!! y is this ass being so barbaric..and so temper! i really dont like to see her listen to her or even tok to her anymore!!!-------to think i used to respect her and so close wit this barbaric person!!i am sooOOOooOOOoo ANGRY!! sugar sugar sugar SUGAR SUGAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!u think wat! everything goes your way?...u love to fight so much?!!hey even though u ar elder so! BIG ar?! like SUGAR! i so damn feel like punching the daylights out of her.............................................

Class OUT!

YEAH!! i juz recovered form fever yesterday...heng ar...or tday cannot go class outing le..hee..today body fats they all coming back from camp..tot to go back find thm..and well maybe do some event things..[i am soooOOo dead for my event-_-"]but then when i reach sch they debriefing..then i don wanna distrub mah..dunno i can listen inside anot..don think so lar..then scared i wait outside stress them..so i when i hide in the toliet...haha..but cannot hide dere..got ppl attemp to hack open my door..lol..luckly i cause out fast...or OH...kana zhao keng...hmm..then seriouly i am lost of wat to do next...juz know i wanna come sch walk walk..but dunno go where sia...see..i don belong anywhere...lol..then i sit one coner try to d my 100watermelon...lame lar...don till4onli...heng heng i meet jian ming tey all..ha...they when back club wit me to take the proposal..but i think its the wrong one...then eat lunch wit me..can say pei me till 4plus lar..cause of me their friend whe off 1st le...gulity...THANKS really much!!hee...then of cause we tok alot lar...things we tok about during the bbq i when the day after break camp..ha n aiya..alo of ppl know my so called dark secrect le lor...think why meng dunno yet...heng..ha...

till 4plus le jim they all not done yet..so we go off le...i meeting my classmates mah..on the way we were toking about cheers and jokes..and i tell them a dirt joke lar...its wat i heard form yuting lar..or orginated form ben..??ha..the finger one..lol..and now we keep playing wit tt...cover the ears...[i am not listening..]those who don understand don worry... ask us..we tell u the joke..then u can play along...lol...finally meet the group of classmated going out together..planned to go ice skate de...but then dunno y today open till530 onli...we reach dere 5 le lor...so in the end we went bowling...

Look @the SHOES...!![got 2 odd..one extra extra odd...]

go till so far for a game at 2.50...but after the games then we realise its 3.90 per game cause is after 6pm...-_-" lame...ok...in total we played 2games...got 9ppl..then audrey as a half guy half gal is on half half team!!haha..but my score was placed wit the guys..it has been 2and a half yrs since i last threw a bowling ball..haha..wha..lose touch wit it i think..but 1st round not bad...84think 2nd or 3rd on the list..?ha marvin power..99..one more point to 100...ha..and alot of funny stun lar..u should see the way pei boon bowl hee..then bowl finish move back till i fall..also dunno y...steff drop her ball be4 she bowl...ha the andrea threw the bowling ball so lighly also can strike!!ha...vivien bowl also very cute one..the leg will kick backwards..i wander if mine will...?ha..and guess wat??!! i now then know when u bowl u ain the arrows on the lane!!!wat de...?! i always aim the pins right on sia...!!

act like bowling pros...

SMILES ppl~!!

ICE camp!!

1st Day of prep camp...
abit late in the morning...alot of ppl dere le...ha so i sway sway need to sit at the end of the good morning game...but acturally its a good thing ba..will try to remember more names...hee..after some games and intro to the camp we go put back at MPH..the place where singing audition was held..then sentosa we when!!wha...heng i got bring money...i really didnt know we need to pay so much ourselves...n i kinda think the admission we paide abit wastes sia...juz stone in sentosa..nv bring anything to play while waiting for the FLTS...aka..white lighters..wha..then supper sunny dere lorz...ok..after one full day at sentosa we when back sch prepare night walk..ha i tried to scare ppl for the 1st time!!yeah yeah....wha...while waiting horz..damn long lar..boring...in front i think scare till quite good lor...but behind i sian already..then lol lar..not scaring them..like act kid kid wit them...think if i got location and not wait so long horz...can scare ba..or i sleep sleep le lor...of cause must have ppl pei me lar...then orh orh time!!yeah yeah......

2nd Day of prep camp..
2nd day we did alot of games ar...we tried a night acctivity..wah..need to waot again..then my station de ppl..me..nancy and safiq all fal asleep lor...then the white lighters walk pass saw us!!so pai sae..!!then dere was station games where we GPs also form groups to play..ha alot very fun lor!!and my team wit trey..hong zhang..chin chin nigel..shermain..gary..kevin..adeline still got who ar??me memory not tt good...ha..our team rules in tortoise tortoise jump!! or like wat nigel aways say wron..turttle turttle up...??!! lol..ha we even invented a "exercise" specialy for this game...ha cause of wat i keep doing... haha..i always raise 2 parts of body...right hand left leg...left leg right hand..hee..the exercise really helped alot i tell u...ppl like me who cannot even kill one in the 1st game killed 2 GUYS for the 2nd round...nigel also...he cleared 8 lor!!we don even need to use our real weapon trey to play...haha..after the debrief we the graduation of the FlTS..and the presentation of shoes lace...ha we created the "a a a a ahhh..!!" and alot of things during tt time...really play till very high lor!!every sentance ppl say we ahhh them...ha..when tt finish we got to do props tt we nv finish..haiz..all so tired..i feel gulity tt i didnt help..but nvm lar...over les...hee..after tt alot of ppl left form home at 6plus...piggy me slept till 8plus am then when home...put all the cloths wit water melon and shower nice nice ar...

1st Day of ICE camp..!!
hee..then sleep...woke up abit late ar...but got others even more more late..haha..the 1st day of camp started by introducing us to the campers..and all the a a a a ahhhhh...things..ha...then dere was games of cause...got night acctivity..haha...we shower them wit host for mine..ha i cant aim-_-"...but not bad ar...we changed some of theirs cheers..bacome more funny lor..haha.."say say say.....!!"...then i cannot remember le...

2nd day of ICE camp...!!
when SENTOSA agains!!hmm...see nv learn our lesson...forget to bring ball to play agains...plus we GPs woke up a little late hee..then i forget to bring thing to change...so didnt go into sea right away...at 1st vincent keep trying to pull me in ar..but we wait for ppl till abit sian..play tortoise tortoise jump by ouselves...loser go swim...and i lost twice..so go swimmin oh..haha...heng got dry in time when our game ends...but my shorts atill abit wet..be4 we go back to school we also learn the 3 slope pomp clap!!haha damp funny i tell u...slope 43.5 degree ex! and pomp x2??haha...then we go back sch for dinner..and nigth acctivity..erms..tt acctivity acturally very blur about it..plus me and trey got a very ollu place...in the end we sleep down dere...please lar..not on pourpose one..so tired le..if u throw me down dere wait i surely sleep de lor...rites?ha then play till abit everyone different rule...ok..debrief..sleep

3rd day of ICE camp...!!
haha...ok..i am doom on tt day..cause i need to hold the station games...like so easy job hors?but then cause my partner will be away...alot of my manpower away...plus i nv prep this hor...haiz...disaster!!!during station games then i realise tt the way the station is places is wrong lor...tts y so slow..plus all the time too short...15mins alot of things cannot play well ar...100s no NG..and the down down down..plus the jump one fun lor..but not alot get to play...sobs...then is water games..wha...chum chum..cause the floor like oven sia!!how to play??ten we slowly transport water to cool de floor...lame...and y we waering tt think think polo on tt day??ha...hot sia...but its nice lar..i admit...ha..so see the caption ball more fun nicer to see..ha..then the mummy alive..alot of problem ar..finally they wash up..song section and night walk...this time i nv act ghost...cause i scared too sian..then i might play wit them again..then not scary...ha but ppl got different version for me leh...some say i cannot scare cause see my face they laugh...but some say i no need do anything the face scary le..ha..but this time the night walk fast sia!!so regret tt i nv bacome ghost...plus so many ppl pei me dere..haha..but i also damp tired ar...every interval like less then 5min..i also will sleep..ha..then ben and joey funny lor...joey 1st time scare ppl give ppl say u look like macdolans...haha..after nght walk wash up is 7am plus plus le...wah!!tired...next mornig all late wake up...

4th day of ICE camp..!!a a a a ahhhh......
we work up late..heng still got breakfast..then they will have telematch..haha very lame lar..we sleep down dere wit fan for very long time..then suddenly alot of ppl choing come here..afew mins finish le...ha..then we go clear up things...bellebanja...throw ppl here n dere..some high high song section...draw on the camp chief...ass camp chief..death god..and the night walk IC...ha..finally around 3 the camp is declared closed...wha u think end of fun??NONONO..ha we a a a a ahhhh.....all the way..ha..then pitiful death squads..we need to stay back...some more debrief...lol...debried all the way till 8plus...wha..then 9 or 10 like tt then reach home...phew!!manage to watch last eposi of jin shan sun...ha...then sleep next day till 3pm..ha a fun but tiring camp..but i really got to know alot of ppl sia!!fun fun fun lar....now i thinking if i wanna ba an mia personnext yr anot..hmm...ok lar...not inactive can rite??ha...well then i go rest rest le...

OMG....

ello...hee...i think the blog layout of my own ar..abit difficult to read...so hai...juz use wat they give me 1st..until i got more time then i edit more from here...hee..now at least u can read everyhting better!!?? yeah??hee...then my efforts of typing then got use..hee ahh.....tml going another camp le...may god bless me to have a wanderful time dere...and of cause enought rest??hee...i think everyday sleeping at 4plus am sia!!ohh....hee..and i am still at blur blur mode...not prepared for the camp??hee...haven pack and got alot of work haven do...well will be away till 14th nites..take care ppl...and wait for me ks??haha...

TO body fats and all the IC ppl...i am so sorry to dissapoint u..but if i were to back out oF ICE now..its even more irresponsable..u guys take care of ur voice..pace urself out..don over do it now...u will need the strength to go on..! hope u all understand my position [wit all the work i have and the time left to choing it...]and not think wrongly..yes i know u may say tt thought i have all this work i will still play and stuff..so 3more days go no diff..but wat is the after effects or of all this camp..will i have some more strength..?and i do not only have my club my ccas..i also have my life..my sch..my other OWN self...i have been losing touch wit it very long le...hees i really seek ur understanding...i feel am very sorry...

ONE GOOD NEW BE4 i go!! my SHOES design PROPOSAL has been APPROVED!!! APPROVED!! yeah! and tt means more work for me....-_-" but a hope to really whao the things up! project com..i really need ppl wit me...ARE u GAMED??hee...well then tata

Trenggnu STUDY TRIP!!

yeah yeah!! i am backed!!anyone miss me??lol....haas...aiyah but come back must get into work agains whahaha...projects and proposals....hmm..juz went to a logo design lesson or can say tok yesterday..ha he is quite inspiring lar...cool too...acturally i tot he will teach some skills like tt..lol..gotten this shirt which is designed by him..think he is quite well know in korea..he designed alot of other things too for levis and stuff...nice lor...also asked his signiture...ha anyone wanna buy?? cause it toooooo large for me i think...guy L size..haha...but go my name le...ha..

Shirt from JAY the korean designer...

ok!!now about the trip!!ha think u all more intrested about tt rite???hmm...form 27th aug ba...sunday..we were to meet at 6pm..most of us went early..but because we didnt had dinner we rushed to clemiti eat..then late...ha..so we got up the bus and entered malaysia through 2nd link...wha the malaysia bus we were to changed to damn long lor...wait and wait...ha..the rest of the trip was normal..all the way till monday morning when we reach trenggune at last..ha eat breakfast dere...roti prata..but over dere they call it a different name...

Our big cheif!!

then we took speed boat to perhantian island!!whao...speed boat for the 1st time...nice sia!!the feeling the view...ha only seas and seas..saw some werid thing poking up too...leon say is shipwrack...but also say is fishing rod..so wat is wat..??i also dunno..but the island we reaching is so pretty!!the clear waters...the 1st time i am seeing it sia!!u can even see things under the water...whao...then we got our keys to the rooms..even more cooler and cute lor..u got ur own little cottage...sweet...but hmm..the person wit me dosent make it as sweet...ha...after we unpack we when arounf the island to play look around..some of then kanchiong strat taking along of photos le...ha..

having FUN on some boat i ransacked...ha..

1st day on tt island we need to start painting le..but after the painting we played volley ball and stuff wat the guides...ha be4 tt i saw the sea at its low tide...ha even mor pretty..os sad the pics not wit me i cannot show u...the water wat so low tt u can even see some rocks or sea plants by walking on the sand!!while walking if u notice..dere are even fishes within ur reach!! some of them saw clown fish and some other creatures...pity me tt i didnt saw..only saw a few big clams...ha no pears inside..ha...then dere was dinner and some playing in our own rooms!!hee...

2nd day on the island...we when more other places..!!tell u something..we took alot of speed boat on tt day!!hee..i woke up late tt day..didnt tried their breakfast..but got up in time to go to the village to see their lifestyle...play wit them..ha..after the visit to the village..we went to vist the turtles...and had fun wit the strimps...ha..pain pain sia...we were suppose to stept into a pond full of srimps and let them clean our LEGS!!!ha...they are like bitting us lor!!nibble nibble on our legs..itichy..i think the feed on our dead skin on the foot ba...

The Children Playing soccer..!!

The shrimps in tt pond...look at it on our foots!!

after the visit to the shrimps..we played wit baby turtles...ha acturally on the 1st day we also saw and played wit some medium tuttles on the island we live in..and [haha..i hav aome ways wit the turtles u know...ha]other who tried to hold the turtle got hit by their powerful flippers...ha of cause i got hit at 1st..but then i sayang the turtle...ha..then turtle nice nice to me le..feel so sad tt it is being place in a bucket of sea water onli..not freed...but was glad to hear that will be freed on malaysia's national dayon 31staug i think...hee...

The baby turtle!!

after the visit to the turtles..we when snookling!!yeah! acturaly worry that i cannot go in..but i did!!hee...heng i did..cause i really experience alot of things...touched alot of corals...saw alot of fishes...saw the trigget fish..ha..it dosent swin striaght u know...ha slanted de..and swim and played wit the coral fishes...one one pervert fish...1st nibble my heels...then nibble my butt when i swim lor!!ha...then alot nibble my hands...the 1st time u let tthem nibble u will scared lor..like pain like tt...but u will get use to it..like wat the guide says..ha like kiss ur hand like tt..ha also feed the coral fish..a guide wah!so power..caught a fish bearhanded...ha..the guide also used the sea cumber to make fun of us lor...ha..miss them so much...then was lunch and outdoor painting..and dinner...after dinner night drawing..haiz...me me me...constrained again..y do i always constrain myself?i don feel safe letting it go?maybe...haiz...i cant break through..can break through..dunno y...hmms...

The guides HUT..

Third day is the last day on the island le..missing it so much…so I decided to wake up early in the morning to enjoy the island more…!! And see the lids go sch too…heng I saw the kids let in time..and heng syaiful got wake up to say a bye…then I took a few photos of the things dere…and of cause wit its beautiful sand so fine…we tried to make a sand castle!! Wah..very scorching sun…I got a bit burn on the neck cause of tt lar…after the breakfast we check out and took coach to the water fall and hot spring…wha..nv managed to say a proper good bye to the guides….sad sad sia…when hot spring…wha..!the 1st pool right at the top!! whao…HOT sia!! But the center one still ok lar….very slippery onli…many of them slipped…then fell all in…lol…the bottom one abit difficult to get to lar..but wha..so shoik…cold de…the clam moving stream…tot of going to find the water source ar..but walk till quite far a lot of algae so nv continue le..the pebbles in the stream abit painful ar…like go foot message like tt haha…then the lunch dere was crappy lar…wait so long yet my friend nv get their food…abit salty lar…spicy too…but the chapedak was nices!eat it for the 1st time…fried jack fruit instead of banna…hee..then after the soaking in the hot springs then we go take photo at dunno which water falls...hee...nv when all up..cause we slow..sad...sad..then was dinner in some hut which sells satay..cause will be a long trip so go eat some stuff..suddenly it rainned.wha.all the corcorach from dere invaded us lor...ha...abit eeky..cause the 1st crochack climb till my knee dere!!wha!i tot is paper or wat...heng i swept it off...or dunno where it will go sia..lol..then in the big rain we tried to find ways of going back to the bus..ha and continue our trip to the hotel...at last we reached..wha...its called hotel seri i think...outside look like nothing much lar..but inside is cool!!ha pretty lor..got air con somemore!! leon then treat us eat pizza..hee..so brefing and the sleep...play all those...

One of the water fall...hee NICE?

FOURTH day..the last day where dere is acctivity..wha..going to last day le...feel bad sia..we started by going another waterfall area...a nature reserve it hink..wha alot of ppl go dere play.... wha if spore go waterfall fun sia!!this one is more difficult to walk lar..plus the day be4 rain heavily...slippers...yups...and i fell down at dere of cause... trying to get this photo...

then i on a stone wat...my freind call me i turn then fell..cause the stone slippery...also tried to take pics of insects...lol..they move damn fast for some...ha...after waterfalls..we when to a lol place fr lunch agains...wha..i hate eating luch at those places...always wait very long de...plus difficult to communacate over dere...after tt pissing lunch..we take a lao kok kok boat to another village...wha...dere is worst then perhantan village i tell u...more stinky??ha...but don think dere is school dere ba...nv saw...the sky over dere is also very nice..all nicer then spore can le..hee...after tt we go back hotel..got to settle our own dinner..had KFC..lol.like spore don have...hee...then go watson but thigns..wha cheaper then spore lor...next time must go dere buy..haha..then gou zhen buy colour dye...ask me help him dye hair...ha and yups i did...but not musch colour can be see ask his haor don take the colour in...hee...be4 helping him wit the hair..we had a debrief in my hotel room..cause it has a widest space in the center where everyone can come in..its room 111..ha...the debrief let me see tt...haiz...i missed a chance to get closer wit my classmates..and tt this trips is a head start for all of our friendship...at least i know all their faces ar..hee...

DCMD 2006/2007!!

friday morning...going back day to spore..we take our dinner at the chinatown again..and pack load up de bus...in the mean time we prepeared a special gifts to the leacures who came and spend this memories wit us lunch was better..hee..after lunch we briugh alot of tibits and nonsense form a mamam shop beside..haiz..i nv buy alot...cause eat till broke le...ha..we continue the trip..wha..the bus driver is killing me lor...make me super montion sick..wan vomit cannot...then also toked alot wot sharon..but alot of time tok to i cannot tahan the motion thingy must stop..ps ar..hee...finally reach spore at 9pm..reach school 930 ba? then sharon parent send me home..mucks so nice...hee..or yups it will be abit difficult to get home ars..hee

tts all about the trip!!now got anothe rcamp to choing...jia you!!oh...and a coffe table book to do...