yoyo!!

hello......back form the last fireworks!!ha nice nice at the back..!!but the photos......arrgh!i don like lar...maybe the back few onlis??ha...

today woke up at 12pm!!haha cause yesterday sleep late late...think today also late...ha dunno why...maybe wanna feel the quiet lonely nite..?ha a good time to think...and for slow music....ha so "lovely"...be4 going esplnate dere i went bishan to claim back my shoes..and saw some of the designed ones..!!whao...its nice lor...sad that i didnt took pics..but also happie..u know know why later....ha...but some shose abit over lar...cannot wear de sia i think...ha ok cause i late so they didnt eat...we went city hall right after seeing shoes! i saw sarah's last year design on poster!!!wha...nice nice lor...she is so cool!!

we reach esplanate quite fast...then found quite a good spot ba...hope later don have crapy tree like yesterday for mine........argh...but then after we setup got egale fly pass!! seagul too...so gracful and mighty!! they flew pass very near us at some point of time, then we took pictures of it to practise...after awhile i went up the bridge to meet up my classmates as they was stationed dere...[i didnt wana be dere as i go be4 le..wan try new places] then when i go back down......tt yuting...AAHH!! really wanna be killed by me sia! accidentally delete all my egales photo!![tts y i say heng i nv took the shoes pictures...or he surely die..] but also difficult to get egale picture leh...................ha but wat can i do...really murder him meh..?? no lar...so like tt lor...if i lost of my firework pics also like tt lor...lost is lost le wat...but of cause will try to get it back if i really wanted...[ha to ppl this is trying to tell u...if u lost something..and u really wan it back! u can! but u really need to wait and work for it!]hmm...but i sometimes self contridict....i suddenly recalled that i told jasmine that some ppl, some things onces lost can nv come back...counted self contridicting....??haha

then the day juz carried on like tt lor...at some point of time very sian..cause they nv tok to me ha..but i think i should juz sit down dere and think about other things lar...i dunno y i feel i need quiet time now ba to ballance out..ha...how wanderful if i am beside a beach now..then maybe jim or whoever lend me shoulder...rest...so tired...ha...then the wind blow..the sound of the waves...ha all those lar...juz now at esplanate close lar..feel very differently..ha ok back to fireworks..today's fireworks is the most crowed one i think..yesterday not tt bad...today ar!!!wah...don like the ppl dere..they stand and sit until like dunno what sia!then u wanna go out they don allow...say cannot walk..please lar be more considerate..as for me..?i still squeeze out...for fun lar..hee...they tell me go out cannot come back..but i still can enter leh..hee hee..after fireworks the crowd acturally moved quite slowly lar...then i got a very big shock lor!! please lar...singapore is very clean de..at least do ur part to keep it clean lar..?but the whole place is like...WORLD WAR II.....all the paper..bottles..food..lay around every where!!even the mats they sit also..haiyo u all think wat sia...at least throw nicesly lar...make the cleaner job soOOo difficult...juz a firework like tt sia...i nv been to NDP actural day..i wander how it looks......

then i acturally wan go right home..but the singaporean sprit is out again....the bus-stop so chaiotic...the bus lane bacome human lane...then make the cars no place to go..jam the traffic...aiyo...basic rules also cannot follow...the bus should juz bang them down!!then they will move back...that why at leas traffic better lor...u see..cause u all like tt the bus come slow..then u all drag...everything in life is linked lor..even the smallest things...ha..then saw vincent n daryl go eat and drink wit them instead of right home...cause my bus full..then i als very bad luck lar....i from 960 cause no seat i take one stp go change 190...missed one bus which is abit empty...then took a bus which has no seats...but know wat??!!directily behind it got another 190 quite empty leh!!!wha...how "fun"....

now the time is 340...around the same as yesterday..ha..oh!did i mention that its hoilday for me le??!! but my hoilday really wont be like a holiday lar..i got super lots of things to do...now not tt depressed and stressed as last few monthshow i can manage my time now...hee....I REALLY WAN FIND TIME TO MAKE THINGS...!!ha

*confused and unsure about some stuff happening...say one way act another way..WAT IS THIS!! i am no toy...i can feel and have emotiontions..