Friday, January 05, 2007

fun day..turns bad?

yo ppl....today when to help in Design world!!cool and super fun..aloso when to see the other open hous stuff..who i mush have missed alot not going to oepn housed when i am in year one...well cause not of my friends liat time wan to come sp so they did come..hai..acturally i wann blog alot of things fun about today..but juz not few housr of msn toking made my whol emotion change completely....so next time ba??well..i teared...y?alot of factors...hmm 1stly i think audrey is gonne be sick even be4 the sch reopens.....my mouth is full of ouchers...then my head i painful and spinning now...and acturally i feww feverish...haiz...

theni was toking to Dz lst...i start to fell headacae..then to gou zhen...wha big theories...my head spins...clem still ok..thanks u been a great help...then i was really breaking myslef apart when i tok to jayne.....i tok and anylised..and think and think and recall...i cant believe i am tt observaent?well...on the bad side? off its negative point of some1 and is making me hate her? i don wan to hate ppl.....is it cause i fear them?? well i think i always feared everyone.cause i feel infeared to all of them.....all their works ar so good.....i fell tt my cousre is realy not tt wanderful...and i am starting to see the "poer" struggle..y cant we juz be together and created wanderful things together like wat my zihui kahi and shauful did today?everyone seem like acting...it it i hate my sel of being so soft? cheated easiyl? alot of things inside...and i am well..tearing while i think of it...funny? cluless.? well i am also not very sure....

pei boon? i suddenly feeli a sense of missing sharon very much to..thought she copies our ideas secretly..but i still fell she has some sense of truth..realness..hai....i dunno..ppl don like sharon bcace of tt....but we should ask our self if we did tt..cause i believe in a sense we did.....we ar no better from her...she is juz more straight forward wither her actions and thought and presents is a different way..which makes her special.....some time i feel am am better be being wit her or juz isolate myself......i am seriously losing it...u i all know wat i am toking?? i don think s......i am juz blabering nonsense....i rememer once auopn a time..i used to thing.......wouldnt it be great if i juz sleep and nv woke up again......yups..and sad to say..i am feeling tt again.......but please don drop further......haiz...my brain is abit toasted...well buy ppl.....till we meet again...............

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