busy............busy

lol...ok i dunno who is this zaff person..but if jayne were to be here..she will say the same thing...Audrey!!please update..!!haa...so u see soo long nv update u an guess the reason ba..too busy?ha..been busy getting over my obssion wit FO..trying to let go and help in ways i can..yar..now i plan to go back CADC as MIU..mobile intensive unit..haa cool name huh??wha..but MIU sadded lor...must stay all the way at st john..it like 6days long!!gosh!!i am not a no.1 fan of st john i tell u..kinda dislike it very much..i dunno how i gonna survive tt..sometimes thinkin about it makes me wanna..back out??i am scared of st john!! but cannot let my friends down!!ha anyways thinking of st john makes me think of jim..ha my SA..but sad to say we are not tt close now..very saddening to me..but we'll see the light i believe..believeing is all i can do now for him i think..yar..then cause i nv be PC also quite good ba..cause i also can go SD camp and help out in both..so is like something good out from the bad..yes!look on the bright side?haa..yar ha but i know where ever i go i will do watever i can to help..yups!but remember to pace out..don chiong till break down..yar applies too everyone k?yups..

well alot of things happen to me this few weeks..yar one thing is maybe some ppl when MIA liao..then some ppl tt i don know become very good close to me..yar like 180 changes around me..lost lost..and i dunno wat to believe in or trust in..i can say i lost my navagation since the FO thing ba? yar..and i know my friends..yet i found out tt i don know all of them well..y audrey? i realised tt u have become so..sooOOoo..robotict? ahh...yups..must melt the ice ice inside..hmm yar and i can tell u i knida pissed wit my boss now..yar the survyer one..always late and stuff..arrgh..don have alot of responsibility u know..arrgh..and my black working shoe i think rotten liao..ha got hole here and dere since the last time i wore it..ohoh..need to spend to buy??haiz..yar..and very very tired this few days..i don have alot of idea y..but juz tired...oh!! yesterday i remember dreaming about surveyer sia!!ha..and the other one i cant really remember..lols..



yar today i took day off from work to meet doreen and rx out..acturally going for another job interview..but didnt cause rx not feeling well..ha and wang jia came to have lunch wit us..yups..then after lunch he go gay wit dunno who?yar tts wat rx say lar..ha..yar we when down to heren..yet agains..i have been going down dere everyweek like tt...haa..acturally say wanna go see movie or go vivo??ha..yar..but nopes...when heren walk walk..yar..cause i very long nv dress up i kinad played alittle tiday and tried a dress i nv wore be4..yar and i think i spoil my heels..sadded..lol..dunno how i do it one winner lar..yar..and we walk whole day i tell u..walk walk and then go chinatown wit doreen to take keys...acturally wanna go central..?then didnt..cause we lazy and tired...take a few more mins..i fell asleep..yar very tired lar..they say i sleep till..i forgot wat is the term used..ha then we when to bpp also..ha not home leh!!ha..yar the shoes i acturally saw to replace the working one is sold out liao..doubble sadded..ha..yar nvm..then we when to tak bus...ha and i saw xie hui!!gosh!i tot wat i do sia y one ganster or 'bad looking' guy stop me! shocked..then look at him longer then realised he is xie hui!!haa..now he at lasell not nafa..not bad..or maybe i remember wrong?dunno lar..then at the bus i think got 3 guys down der insulting us? or making fun of us..at 1st i don really realise till they alight..he say 3 ugly girls...i was like WAT THE...as if we did anything to them??and they look so darn underage..follow ppl smoke..and act cool..vomit blood sia..disgusting...eeks..and he forgot his wallet..haa lol..we very nice one..take to the bus driver..yar be4 tt we check to see if its his also lar..got his photo i think..ha..but no e-link card..got one POSB card..atm leh..and he like tt throw..haiyo..ppl this days so weird..haa..

well tml i hack hack think mia from work..hees..yar tml going to class outing!!yeah!!haa..tata!!time to rest abit le hee..take cares ppl!!