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yeah yeah....as u can see i think my last post is way way ages ago??yar u guessed it..very busy.....this few weeks plenty had happen for me..today morning toto got briefing for FOP..but didnt..so stay back and help out and do gems for my friends...plus today cadc camp finish so tot to wait for them to come back..but well to tell u the truth i rather not wait..cause when i see them back wit all the campers..the new faces and stuff like tt..i feel even more leftout..like all my friend had gone..lost the time to be wit waimeng jasmine they all..haiz..then was abit emo..though kept on smiling..but the thoughts keep flahing through my head..after tt was thinking of going home but when to chinatown wit the rest to get thier stuff..well think i feel better when he is not dere..if he dere ar..wha always look at me like wat sia..i feel like a suspect..asking me to watch out..and like in a sense making use of me? i dunno y maybe u always jump into conculsion? yeah u know at u are doing..but others dunno..and i kninda feel u nv convay the msg well to them..and a little bit of the way thigs is going is very wrong..y don ask??nvm..the rest of the guys was very nice..dunno wat they think of me..but u guys were great..hope i am k and not tt bad too..ha..thanks xueming for helping me hold my stuff..but i dunno y u so lol go and notice me like tt!! is u ditry minded lor..not me..bleah!!and i dunno y tt yongsheng..wha..know the water very ex nv tell me till i go and order tt time then know...sobs..

2more days to SD camp.hope REALLY HOPE it will go well..as far as i see..the camp theme is tied really well good job ppl..but the others is not tt well at all..tt time briefing when we going to start singing the 25th song i was still thnking tt we really shouldent do tt yet in front of the campers...arrgh...embaresmem..after reading some stuff ha i gotta admit i agree wit wat he says..all talk and not tt much actions? yeah i also know how to talk..but as how everthing is going we cant do much but jus try to make things simple?and powerful..don need to fancy already..

my teeth is going on quite smoothly..got all the braces on..but haven pluck 2 teeth..dunno y i brush go blood at times..wha..sacry lor..somethings teeth too pain till cant eat tt well at all..and the brakets keep cutting my mouth..pain very pain i tell u..through these days..started to tak more wit him..ha..he quite lol at times really..but i dunno if he is still feeling he way he did be4..but i kinda don think so..i really dunno..and cause the other is also abit waiting for my answer..the though of juz forget the who issuse came to me..its like if i don agree to any..i can treat every guy the same way and they can treat me the same way rites??ha.. ohoh!!be4 i when china town say weesoon and weizhong..wha they say i not girl..nvm we brother!!lol as man..and today yuanliang saw a picture of mine..everyone says it dosent look like me..!!they don believe its me..well now i will tell u audrey has alot of image..dere is even the extreams ends of being a tomboi[man] to being very vainty[girly]ha..u all nv see be4 onli...anyways..really tired le..nites...tak care ppl...