Holidays?

hi ppl....holidays for me..yet not holiday for me...well no more lessons..but still haven finish handing up assignments..this coming wed and Friday is submission...chiong ar!! oh know wat??SERIOUSLY tis few days ALOT of ppl have been adding me in msn and i dunno who they ar...all guys...ekks...all hi..then ask name..ask from where and wat age...like got 10plus ppl..i really cant remember which one is which..don even remember tt time say those things to me de is who..got one send me e-mail to ask my birthday..dunno wanna let him know anot...lol

today woke up and fall asleep again...when chinatown by myself to get some stuff..don plan to buy any top or clothings de lor..buy y...y CLEMENT...see lar because of u i walk tt place 1st..then see big sale..go in see..then brought a cardigan...saw a few dress which is super nice..but i don wan buy..yet try and see how i looks lar..cause i nv buy then the sales girl pin pointed me lar..say i waste ppl time to take for me..but isnt tt ur job? like u keep telling me all nice here and dere..u see me one person come in good to physco and buy alot rite? i keep reminding myself i cannot buy...cause i brought alot..and most of the time i think i buy because i like abit of it onli..then cause i try alot i feel gulity so buy from them..or yar lar..being physco by the sales person or y friends..haiz..the sales person like tt pin pont me say this type of thing onli china ppl will do not singaporean i feel very wat lor...ok embaress cause she abit scolded me..but like she supers countryisi...not good not good...i think back and feel like audrey u are such a loser lor..ur are the coustomer they give u service u are the HEAD y let them push u? lol...aiyah work as promoter be4 i know their feeling lar..but is like super too auntie le lor..will go back and buy still evn though i don really like the aunties..but they quite helpful..juz abit pushy..and the main point is the cloths there are acturaly quite cheap..the dress wit a long pom pom skirt is 30like tt onli..ok ba..but will be quite long later to go back...


the dress tt i liked...cost 30plus...

the bottom of the dress..which i think is really cute and nice!![then i tried the kahi coloured on of this..tts y tt auntie say me

after tt meet clement to go find wz and ah boi..tt clem..see lar..play card play so long..and the friend, i think all mistook think, i his gf sia..haha cause all look at him wit tt kinda eye..lol..finally reached orchard...well is late of cause..when to fareast to get clem's toy 1st..and off we go to search cloths for them...for both the ADD and CNY..me? i don think i need any for now..u throw me any occasion i think i also got things to wear go de...ADD? got the so call "every girl's little black dress" le...and well acturaly have alot of new dresses...appreciation dinner dunno wanna go anot..maybe can juz plan something for the family ppl..tts the main purposely we going mah after all...hmm..then walk and walk...i think the most useful things they brought today is the booster pack?haha..when i lef wz brought quite a stylo shirt..hopes hw can make an image suitable for it..haha...

they when back to farseat and see clem's turtle neck top..dunno ahboi wanna find wat..then i when to gramdma's house..wha..alot of things to eat..also got chocolate fundue..i nv eat be4..but i know wat it is..ha..oh!! also got crab..but was like i don really know how to eat it...cause think 12 years nv tasted be4? somewhere there lar...maybe 10?after eating alot alot..when up wanna try thinking ideas..but then watch tv..and pulled to go see and try cloths..ha the aunts brough quite a few cloths tt they brought for all and cloths they don wan anymore..those tt can fit and want can take tt type..so is everyone inside dere changing..see free show..and stuff..alot of bottoms i cannot take...haha sayang...caus fat big butt..haha [i admitt ok..] then 8th aunt brought over a dress she brough online from korea..she nv wear be4 and cannot wear..so say wanna sell see who can wear..melyn [i think i spell wrong...my gos..u don even know how to spell ur cousin's name!!] who is smaller size then me tried 1st..then was some think aunts..then i bigger size then melyn so they say me and sheila cannot wear..after alot of ppl cannot wear i cay i wanna try..have a hintch tt i might fit..then someother ppl tried..then my turn..i take a deep breath in..scared i cannot fit..then 1st aunt zip of me...AHha!!can fit..!and i let go the breath i don feel constrained..!!whoots..cause alot of ppl all cannot fit..be4 i try we were like saying its a version of the glass slippers from Cinderella, cause tt dress can fit is can fit..cannot is cannot..then whoa..i was supprised i really can fit..!ok..we also mentioned tt it wil be sold for 80bucks cause its so rear..and guess wat? it was said by my mum..lol..80bucks i don wan sia!!fee i wan..haha cause i spened alot..then 8th aunt say 15..i say 10..haha so called sold..but i nv give her $..and now the dress is with me..ha..so now wat?pay? or not to pay? lol...then now reach home..blogging..well like wasting time sia..i need to think for crowbar..now worry i don have time to complete for wed sumbission...best of lucks aud!


the white top tt i can fit but others cannot..hahah...


the cardigan tt i brought...looks like viveein one..


the amount of clots tt i got today..alot i wanna go and edit to another look..haha hope i can...

few more days...

aww..few more days and year 1 will be through...we will go to year 2[hopefully] and hopefully we will stay together as a class not splited next year...the year3s will then grad..go see their shows..[busy for us again...] and a long year will repeat..ha sound so boring ar? ha..morning wok up late to do project...when taking bus saw doreen whao!! and we were talking about finding a job during holidays...ha and then i tell her about tt messy FO issue...well i will do and stuff but i am unsure about my own commitment level..hope its a nice experience.. reach school then mingle around wit flash and dreamweaver..till 230? had lunch together..the when down SD to try listen to the FO..but they late late late...so chiong up the hill again to judge DDM's coprate identity...whao...some are super good lor...i next year also need to do..but is indvisual sia..will die..surely die..need alot of $$ to print and make all those stuff...so u get wat i mean by needing a job...ha

after tt is like 5-6plus le..do some dreamwever touch up and print out assignment..by then go down they finish the meeting liao..ha nvm..eat dinner wit khai in sch then left at 8plus...reach home and finished the IDS assignment..well tml the 2 assignments will be down...left 3more...and its all kinda big big de..tt one then die..haha now haven even fixed the idea or concept..how to save myself? next week though holiday i think i still wont be free...need to do the projects..submission next week...ha..

oh..tml our class going be have uniform day!! the day be4 we had class photo apity that not all was present...3werent here..but 2 of our lectures are inside...


abit of a formal shot...[eeks y i so big size!]


Funshot!!

we had alot of funshots..even did sp's 1st choice sign..haha..acturaly i remember wanna blog alot of things de..but then now the time is 230..and i gotta be in sch tml by9am for crit...so i seriously think i need to ZZZzzzZZ le...got time then say...bye take cares!!

arggh

ahhhhhhhHHHHHH.........helps.....neck pain pain neck pain pain...haha must be cause i sleep infront of the com and then like pulled the neck muscles...plus today whole day i keep watching tv..vcds...and i nv do work at all..wake up..erm for get wat time..but its late ba..then lesli called..dots..then i start to watch xiao yu er..say wanna watch till 2pm only..then do work...but then..haha keep pushing back..i watch till 8pm??haha...super long..then got lesser time to do work??haha...faced computer whole day..but at least i debuged a problem from my laptop..been have abit of problem last few days..esp on sat..wit sp's thumb drives...haha...

oh sat morning...guess wat?when i taking pics for my friend tt cat tt appeared at night appeared again...and this time wha liao...act cute wit me...ha came in and romaed around my hous lor...wanna push it put..but like so bad like tt...play wit it awhile..but gotta comtinue wit my work so no choice push her out..difficult lor...she don wan go out at all...push her out and she enter again...even play wit my paper...lols..and know wat?leave all her fur on my white card...make my photos got cat hair...dots..



ok..sat i forgot to bing my phone out to sch and i was late to do project..so i cant find them at all...heng got fidaus!! hees my saviour...borrowed her phone..called steff got a no..then called another and another link up to find my group mates...haha..when home instead of bigus wit peiboon..and luckly i did tt!! i saw my long lost primary sch friend!!haha..she is tt type of quiet soft speaking type of person..she is the one who saw me 1st..and don even call me..only tap my shoulders..then i saw her..heng ar..or i don think i can hear her when the bus came..ha and a kind hearted lady who sat a 2seater stand up and change place for us to seat...hee hee..but the time like so short cant catch up much..lol..she juz asked me about the handsome senior tt she saw when she came to the course briefing...lol..and the worst thing is i nv bring phone..she got my no. i not sure if i have hers..so ask her sms me..but so far i nv recived yet..aww...

well tml not lessons in the mornign..yeah!!sch start at 11am...but don be too happy..u got too much stuff not done dude..jus complete the 10item my friend needs me to do..well got plenty more...juz added tt i gotta design the blog for him??hmm...quite long nv read html le...die dies...but for now we do assigns 1st k?
gtg bye...

Photos tt i say will show...

ME!! at pei boon's party...

our class of DCMD 1B02..well not all...going to have a whole class on on tis tues...all waer nice nice ar...!!

this is i think quite long ago?ha i found it!!ha taking by mummy[yijia]

its the new try out of tt hand warmers..kinda like it!hees

slack

yoyo!!guessed wat?
now is 130am and i am like just reach home 1hr ago??ha something like tt lar..ha..today dunno why the tired me became the 1st one to be in class..WHOOTS..haha..then gotta wait for lau and the rest..hmm..haha then though about the idea..well i think i am self suicide again..cause instead of the painting which i might be better at..i when for something tt is..well not something i mastered yet lar...then when for a small briefing..wha..alot of compertition coming up..hees..hope to enter all and well maybe win some recgnation?
awards and the attractive pixes too if possible..ha then another want list might be down..!!haha...then was lunch and meeting leon to ask about my criwbar..wha..headache...then sian don wan think liao...haha..when down club..but like also nothing much until clem came and tp open door..haha then so called took clem's laptop as hostage?dots..that one is he say one...then of cause played wit gf and bf..haha..ps lar shoot u..but i wan ppl to see the handsome u mah..haha..

then the dinamic 4or 6ppl ar...dots..they all shoot me together...ming jian...dezhan..arens..and justin..wha liao..say my eyes..i got open lor...bleah...then haven taste my slippers..haha so wanna try??haha..then they left to buy computer..well and i watch movie...then alot of ppl enter and exit till i blur...only know sp is flaring up there and like cause i face the computer i neglated the rest of the ppl down dere..haiz bad audrey...ask jian ming come down u nv talk to him at all...then jim came in wanna talk to u u don care him...dots...how can like that...ha..then the yuzi...nearly scare me...talked wit heng heng and body fats about the FO little things..well u see...front also flesh back also i will do my best for both lar..and well i will say i am very open wit the songs..don worries..hmm i am jus stating my point of view lar..if it offended u all so sorrie...and like ppl keep saying i am "reaponsable" i will do the tasks that i am given..so will nice noce de..like u all i wont want a bad camp?and must see how much i am able to help also lor..some people minght not want any help u see...

After the talkings and stuff...[all talk till quite wanna hang ourselves lar]..calvin wanted to go city hall change his sarawiski crystals..hmm..but by the time those guys finish the computer and stuff..so late liao lor..eat dinner...then when to talk rest slack at esplanate...well told them water front can liao..see...go roof still need to come down...lol lar...left the place at 1130...reach home 1230...heng wz still got bus..haha nearly ar...lol

reach home place bag then wash feet come out...guess wat? shocked cause i saw a cat gazing at me from outside...ha acturaly find it so intresting and cute lor...ha.. i when to take the camera quickly...hmm but the quality was super bad cause of the night..and well...no DSLR...haha..ok working on now..see the cat...


this is the footage where is MEWOED..


like wanna eat me like that...ha and its meowing some parts so funning like dog barking like tt..played abit wit it..but the it is abit scary lor..suddenly came into my house through my gate u know!!ha and well it reminds me about my grand ma who passed away..[cold wind ar...]haha...then i don wannt touch it thought i don think its aggressive...abit wandering if its the few cats tt i brough home when i was young..then they come back find me..haha imaginative? lone today also like tt say me..alot of my ideas are quite imaginative..lol...i reacted but colsing abit of the door..well it got the message got out...but still lingers...and keep meowning at me...thinks it knows i am taking photo of it..haha


cute rites??haha...

it attepmted to enter again..well this time it enter the whole body lor...freakish!!ahhhhh i panic...very long nv play wit them le..and like...suddenly surung up and tailed u...oh my!!ha...oh today meet my so called "client" ha and talked it out abit...gotta rush some stuff for him..and gotta do project tml..guess i got to rest early le..haha...must wake up tml!!heesss nites ppl

sicks...

argh...i am sick of being sicky...is there even such a word?ha...today had to pull myself out of the bead to do project in the morning..well not very useful lar..not productive..but my throat was feeling very pain..was wandering if its the long john the day be4..then i suddenly then remember..must be yesterday run in the rain..then go into air con room..thats y catch tis...ya..must be..and cause of all the over working then immune system low..haha..well long day today...after class also have to go SMU again for the last crowbar talk..and its about PHOTOGRAPHY!! yeahs...but well we were late..so missed some parts ba?i rhink todays talk was all much better then yesterdays...ha plus dere was four speakers rather then3 the day be4..ha..yups there was films too..advertising flims..whoa..nice works..also got works tt u wont understand...lol..best part...or most important part is the fashion photography...well so so on the things he shares..but was and insight on how they do the things..BEHIND the seens..and he got quite nice works...paid highly u know...haha

Really alot of talented people out there..wander if i can make it somewhere there...nonononon..i will and MUST say I WILL...its a want and a BIG want!!ha..been stuffing tissue up in my nose so far...even now...my nose is so painful le...sobs...tml acturaly need to go interview..then plan nice nice and stuff..now tt it is postpone..and i am feeling not tt well..haha tml lock-kok go school...haha...later wai meng disown me...haha...got other interesting stuff tt happened lar.but i need to go orh orh liao...tml class early...at 830...haha..and OH sugar...juz now asked the number i forgot to write down.....dots...fantastic audrey...nvm...tml will take back all the drawings..and the grades..haha the nude drawings...haha who wants??lol...i don have place to keep liao...well then gtg bye...

sleep........

ello ppl...and yups going to complain tt i am still very the tired..i dunno why...acturally i have not been doing much things...and well like getting sick also..isit?hope not...ha cause now my throat feels sore and my nose tap cannot stop..ha...yups...no lesson in the morning..yeah!!but got gems test..reach sch earlyer abit to study the test..in the end nv study at all lar..tok to allan only...ha

when to snack wit wai meng...haiz...always kana shoot...then off to gems..haha crap..i dunno how to do alot!!!and cause nv read untill those part at all...but nvm lor..finished lar...then when back to club...erm help guan jie fixed up his bad..the zip totally came out...ha then we chatted for very long..not really lar..1hour plus?ha then wai meng finish class come find us..lol..then scold me agains...humps..then this time they tag team...shoot me..say i weird say i loud say i bad or wa tso ever...most importantailly ask if i am really a girl...!!haha...ok lar..no lor..not i so heartless initaited 4out of 6 itis for the better mah..and i am sorrie lar...nv lasted cause non last lor?ha..and like i mentioned u ask lor..u all ask will have higher percentage de surely..erm maybe not guan jie..ok maybe not any..aiyah i dunno lar..ha...

nvm then left to do project...erm erm seems to have problem wit it..tml need to do be4 school agains..oh yar..i nearly forgot sia.....after project was crowbar talk again..abit like not useful lar..tml is the last tok on photography..hope got use...think surely will have!!fashion photography...ha an area to explore...when to brought some crowbar books..hope its worth the 50bucks...ha zihao don make me regret lar...i will read it..but maybe not now only...where got time...then reach home 10plus help wang jia do his things again what de...then now after finishing blogging lor...well how about we say copyrighting? ha i don think i could be one...cause my spelling is so chan........haha...well then..going off rest eyes and hope full can do some work in the morning agains...ha tata

tired tired

突然累了。。。really sia..dunno y..maybe been wasting time on things tt dosent matter to some ppl cause it seems tt it dosent make any difference..woke up early wan to do some things for HCD survey be4 lesson later...well do till half sleep...then kor kor brough soya bean for me as breakfast...erm..i drink till sleep?? well i drop the whole cup lar seriously...no joke..then spend time cleaning it up...chiong to school..hmm...finished the form..well now need to find ppl do the survey and then do report lor..thats for HCD...i didnt do anything for VDS which is frightening...cause tts the CORE modue..and its 30%...audrey please use ur brain here...think deep!!throw the rest away..

ha well maybe wat pei boon say was right..replace the links wit something tt u will feel better after reading??ha..but i did read wat u written but then it dissapeared, guess u think its too stupid so u wanna get rid of it? oh well..think i nearly teared when i read tt..but i forgot..nvm after all not gonna matter le..hm..slept in lesson again...so sorrie ms huie...ha after lesson is 6plus le...acturally planned to take bus to clementi and the 184 will have more seates to take...well then 2 74 came mah...so pei boon they all ask me take tt.....lol.....super regret...cause i missed 2 184 buses as its tooo full...Stupid...hmm..but did alot of thinking for the VDS..dunno if its gonna work..and i really dunno how i going to execute it...lol...if illustration? i got a DWS to do le leh...wan to do 3for VDS ar? abit crazy leh...haiz...i feels so tired tt i reach home jus start at tv...ha...tml got gems test..don plan to study at all...then need to do project..and there is crowbar talk at smu again...dunno if should buy the book anot...the more i think the more i wanna buy..but i dunno...papa surely wont pay me de..ha...well dunno lar...go sleep and tml wake up then say lor...ha..(^-^)chaoz.....

15th jan!!

whoohoo!! today late wake up..oh yar dunno if clement did miss call me anot...ha..but i was late for appointment at NUH...haha so bad..1st meeting late...i am so sorries...ha..then was lessons...hmm ok...ok..yar the ids class i was pratically falling asleep..yar yar..u see...haiz...haha..tt pei boon today birthday boi then late for lesson ar...?ha..scrape myself throught the DET lesson..well well seems like i am doing DET work yeah?ha but not others!!oh oh!!! today i think i am dressed totally weird or wat? cause when we enter the canteen though khai and hui hui is walking in front of me a group of gals look at me like i offended them...oh no.......oh..!during ids lesson gou zhen weird lor...but then he asked me take a online plam-fortuen thingy test..well we are not experts so some of the lines dunno which is which...then dunno deep id how deep long and short watever...so i think the reading will not be tt accurate... wanna read it?haha...okies..[if don wan read can skip the next coming paragraph ok?? ha...

READINGS....
Your strong, deeply etched lifeline reveals a strong nervous system. In addition to that it reveals an equally strong physical constitution. The stronger the life line, the stronger the overall constitution, ensuring that there is stamina, vitality and good health.
Your defects in the life line is compensated and consequently you will enjoy good health and long life.You work after careful thought.Nothing is impossible for you.
You possess a delicate body and may suffer from illness during the period of life as indicated by the chain in the lifeline.
You are hard working, alert and work according to a planned scheme. You are quite willing to follow rules and regulations and also to have continuity in a family business.
You are wise and intelligent. You carry out your activities with forethought and conviction. Sensitivity of nature becomes very noticeable.Your moodiness is often uncontrollable, in the sense that the company of people you may be in will dictate your moods.
You may not be mentally strong and might become narrow minded in due course.
You are a person with a cold, unemotional nature with an inability to express love . You are more likely to consider the practical aspects of marriage.
You devote your feelings to a cause. Emotionally you throw yourself in to whatever you are attracted to which means that everything else takes second place. This attraction is mainly related to work and career.
You may not be trustworthy. You are adept at telling lies.
You will be active right up into old age.
A romantic relationship or marriage will head for a split during the time as indicated by heartline.
You may undertake many travels to many places.
Each braclet signifies a lifespan of about 30 years.
You may face setbacks in your career at the point of time the break appears.
You are a person with robust constitution and excellent immunity from diseases.

okie..so i have a healthy body?hope so..erm and i am a cold person..[hope not...] erm well i get cold easily..does tt count??ha..i work according to plan?well tt i kinda doubt...or i plan so much also like tt rite?ha..sensitive and ppl around me affects me..yeah kinda true...huh?nothing is impossable...don bluff...ha..work 1st then forget the rest...well tt jun qi have already discover for me le...ha so sorrie last time...ha but...erm applies sometimes lar not every time? hee..


hui hui and khai!!nice rites?twist!!

ok back to topic of today...after IDS was..do abit of the group work..then left for SMU...erm i voiced out to stop at doby-god le...but we stoped at city hall and walked all the way to national mesum...ke lian de hui hui..got blisters wearing her heels liao still need to walk like tt...the toks were...well some VERY nice and whao!!!seriously...but...some really de...erm ermmm...well don wan to comment...ha i see nic like staring in the sky already...then was reception and gallery looking..but we were all starving so chiong to the food we go!!haha and like alot of ppl following us u know........cause we walk 1st then they follow us..we so scared..cause dunno walking correct way anot...later they hump tump us...haha...then was looking at the gallery...i look abit slow..then they walked off very fast without me...saded..twice in a day le...1st time is the mrt..they when up 1st without me...haiz..then i juz keep quiet le lor...at the gallary they walk off then i also don try to catch up lar...then in the end was like they wait for me...guilty...reach home very tired le..and the leg super pain...dunno today will walk and stand soooOOoo much lor...pain sia in heels...wed and thurs need to go for other toks...well..wat can i say...juz tt i must really rack my brain on the ideas?ha...now i go sleep 1st mornig then think??haha so bad...must wake up audrey!!haha.....

ok then now to address ur issue..cause i know u will see this..[i am clever de ok...ha 'shut up audrey..']....
i am not who u think i am, i don even know who u think i am...
u are not who i think u are, and i still do not know who you are, how would i know if u have changed?
ppl accept one another cause of themselves, y worry? y change? juz be yourself.[tts wat everyone told me]
yups.perhaps perhaps perhaps..timing is a big factor, but wat u done in the time frame and after tt time frame speaks more..well u did nothing much and we'll see if dere is anything els..
A battle pronounced lost be4 the battle itself will surely lose, cause the warrior has already given up, is that wat u are implying?
The gift of speach from god is not useless..if one don speak up then how would others know? i cant read minds..and seriously..i have been guessing ALOT of things le...[will grow alot of white hair de leh!!]
(FINE....after reading it plenty of time..)
PERHAPS i bothered toOOo much! yeah continue...drown in your thought yes i am very confident if u say i am, yes i like to be in control if i showed that, yes i am totally out of this world...demanding watever, and yes u might be right about being insignificant and not good enough so why try why bother, it does not matter anymore. the line is drawn.thank you very much for knowing and trying to accommodating such a audrey.i will end your torment here and mine to.so like how u will like t end it when life goes on, life goes on...

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FREAKISH

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okie.....i know guys does....

and so wat does it gotta do wit me?

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then?

oh..then he offline le...lol....ok i go back try to do work...arghh....i really dunno how tothink of ideas.....

dots......

hi ppl...well today suppose to be a sch work woring day...but i am not doing anything at all......watched a movie wit my brother...then while waiting for him fallen asleep for very long...sugar...

well this few weeks or the past month keep getting ALOT of weird contacts adding me on msn...arrgh..then i have to so called entertain them? i got big problem remembering who is who..and then some tok to me in weird language...erm kinda scared they will say those love love sex sex things? cause dere was one who talked to me like tt last year i think...then i block him le...think nv saw him online anymore....ha and if i don remember wrong he is very young yet married to an old lay le?ha eeks rite? well now on list is 2 guys from lenbondor [think i spell wrong..] they are brothers, the elder one got my contact from the younger one...dots...dere is one from jb who talked to me yesterday...got 3 or 2 who talks werid language to me and keep asking if i am fine...think he only knows tt sentence? oh..and say hi lor...yar hor...comes to think of it all of them is guys leh!! sugar...yar yar..and juz now one of the weird language talking guy ask me if i got more pics..erm...Is this display pic causing all the thingy??

ok then changing..ha...

change to this!!hees very long ago de picture...me and jim my body fats!!


ha..but things between ppl are different already...kida hope this will shoo unknown ppl away and yup..remember how close the 'family' was...think i go ty to concentrate on my work le..tml got dental in the morning...and might have crowbar opening after school....well chaoz...

flaunt it!

by the power of the bear bear, i knight thee protector of the toys!lol...well it beacuse of the bear that i gotten during the "flaunt it!" party yesterday night...


the BEAR BEAR balloon...

yesterday was quite full of activities BUT firstly in the morning dere is lesson at 830 but i woke up at 9 like tt...lol..then late late very late...dots look through some stuff cher have for us then hope the time pass faster want to escape form the crowbar thingy...ha then yups!ended!!hees..when to eat lunch rushing alittle cause i have to meet yinzi 1st to give him the shirt..but then he didnt turn up wate my time wait for him like one hour?ha but hanged out at SD nearly fall asleep down dere...ha..then was the collectiong of shirts and coupon form the event..while waiting played wit wai meng..wha liao i dunno why whenever play wit him surely got big problem...1st time is jian ming and him make me at national museum..then tt day is he biong me wit the butt then wha wit his size and build the strength i nearly fly..[sounds abit wrong hor?]then i telling lay yan that i will fly..say until half wai meng suddenly 'biong' me i was not prepared at all lor...and i flew!!really flew leh!!fall flat on the floor...wha liao..pain lor...the half laughing half crying..dunno to laugh at myself or scold him...ahhh!!

after tt when off to taufik lcampus concert..actually dunno why i dere, don really know wats wit him and stuff..nvm even borther to bring camera like tt..the front of it okok..but the last section to the concert i was like super regret nvm bring camera ar!! he sang songs in his own journal..like justin timberlake my love and he resang i dream whoots!!so nice ans sweet..in tt monent i was so mesmorised by him sia!!after concert when to change the shirt...wha super big..size L..then we thought to tie it or cut it..in the end like all the girls down dere also tie the side..lol..hmm by the time me and hui hui when down deona says finish doing le..so like i dunno wat we can or should do anymore?so hang hang around...when back to SD played a game of upwords...well my english no good..oh yar..inthe morning al give sly and tp shoot..good lor..and tt py wanna make use of me help him find secetry...belah..i will juz promot them to be sub com..ha then we can do things together if have lar...[still dunno next year wan be active anot..]while waiting for khai's performance we when to make the balloon sculpture tt u saw up dere..hees but like very fast no air le..then some part untied themselves..nearly got saboohed by arun cause i nearly when up the stage to answer a wrong question..ha the guy tt when up instead answer wrongly then need to dance as a forti..lol audrey cannot dance as metion be4 i think...ha heng ar...after tt me and hui hui when hunting for food? to finish the coupoons..tp gave us afew more..lol i don need so much...eat till round ar....don wan don wan..ha we didnt finish it lar..passed tp back the left overs when we left the event..befor tt vincent wanna muder me lor...then wan me to dance wit them...lol..i gave the excuse of playing bubble..and watch them dance..ha but tt vincent cam down and wit the help of erm i dunno his name they pulled me up..and jian ming down dere also ask me dance...erm erm i dunno how too...they tell me move the leg...but but..the stage is shaking so violently lor!! scary..and i dunno how to dance jus stone dere? hmmm...so sorrie tt i cold blanket...not tt i want to..sorrie sorrie...be4 gong back when down to band room go and see if yu ting down dere, he say he got prsctise till 11..so hiong!!yups saw the whole band dere..but cant seem to find him..ha well and yup someone walked me out of school and waited awhile for the bus to come..but like erm weird don u find? yar y i dunno maybe u know or wat but clem told me to don bother lor..tt night did some treasure hunt thing till 4am..then sleep..cause today got nic's birthday party to attend..

Today morning well..not really morning...afternoon...i woke up at 2pm!!so late lor..nv did tt for so long..lols...and i late to meet them so when on my own..the birthday party theme is "red.hot" wha so stress for a party plus is for pei boon so must spend time to dress dress tt type...but dots...the rest of them so so the not formal lar...i wanna go home ar like tt....espically pei boon...haiz..con me...sadded...we palyed games toked take photos and dranked champagne...played game..oh be4 tt when we enter we need to walk the 'xing guan da dao' stressed?lol..u might say 'where got birthday like that the?' rites? ha but thats our pei boon lar...ha sign the poster like a star and pose for a picture like tt...We played siomon says..007 bang...musical chairs..zhong zi mi mah..and a korean game i abit forget how to say it le...tried to play alot of other games too..cause like nv really prepare hees....


here's our group photo..well very blur...more photos when i get them ba...oh asked zihao about his camera his set is 1.2k can anot ar? will look around for other lar...when i think i go sleep le..or tml late wake up..i wanna do alot of things tml one...now the time is 1:20..oh is 14th jan le...happy birthday to dezhan..ha bye guys! chaoz

long long day...

OH MY!! today got hcd lecture i dunno.....then turn up only when the lesson finish...lol wonderful..before tt still toking one one guy erm i dunno his name only recongise his face, telling him my lesson at 10..cause think no lecture...dots...so ps lar...then was IDS...well okok lor...then i think i am super stupid to bring laptop today...?no used de lor...so heavy some more...then had a quick lunch as tt baptis release late...then was criti...oh sugar i wanna hang myself up...in the morning i was still panicking about all this..nearly burst into tears when toked tok lau...ha i remember...nearly...cause i suddenly feel very kan chiong... thinking about the help i offering..and which is some how abused...then all the crowbar talks...and the sudden field trip and the call for meeting..well plus the treasure hunt report not yet really done...i am so sorries i could not produce an game report for sp they all..but the critict passed...i survived..but needs real further development...got only 2weeks to finish 2 crowbar award project...gosh!

then the big new for today was tt i found my thumb drive!!!YEAH!! thanks to lester cause he kept it for me...hees...huggies!!he like stone down dere....ha..the printed my work out for tml submission...finally when down to do free labor...but be4 tt i need to hekp jie jie colour...lol?y? haha...as if he cant do tt type of clouring himslef? funnie...well then i also dunno wat they doing juz add add here and dere lor...ahhh i still abit cannot tahan this sia!!humps...aud don thinkbadly about ppl...not on popurse one...ha..ok then of cause i played wit my weapon today..ha and py was the target most of the time...haha...oh..found a new wepon potential..ha...after dunno wat did somthing lar...also like did nothing...ha dunnos...i don even know or sure wat they wanna do..but on the way home out i saw the lights for the party tml..the lights ar nice..ha..well wander how tml will be...but i know its anot day of free labour?haha........and tml more is drawing studio 1st...and well need ideas again....i am so dead.....i fear i fear...haha...and well i suspect some1 knows about it don act act..ha but then so..like mention be4 like mah...n as u know it urself nothing will fall juz like tt..haha...finshed assign4 le...so i can pack and get ready to face death tml during drawing lesson..haha not lar lau very nice des......wont kill...ha..well all the best to tml things..impromto ba...ha..on tml going to see taufik[i dunno how to spell his name]ha..after tt then go help..hees...OH...and i still tell the girl i will meet her at 2? ohoh...s....lol hees

Shoes For Sale!!

Hi ppl! if u remember a post i mentioned some shoes tt were actually important that became unimportant...well then since i finished it, i decided to sell it online, don have time to make the so called shop yet..so this will do for now. All are purely hand made, stitched, well except for the making of the shoe itself.Shoes are in those size, if u wan a similar design in different size or colour,or any other specifications it can be done for u. But at a different price like 1-3bucks more from those posted here.

Flora 1

both sides of the shoes are made purposely in different colour,pompom flowers,with some curls and flora silhouette.
Price:$25
Size:6
[ordered by some1 already,but not sold yet.]


Poker-Dots

Dolly pink shoes with red poker-dots, some lace used on the top.plain and simple.More can be added if requested.
Pice:$25
Size:6


Flora 2

fabricated flower with swirls and circles, Other colours can be made.
Price:$25
Size:7


Old School

Repeated patters that i drew myself, trying to achieve an old school classy look.
Price:$35
Size:7


that all for now...hope it has interest u and its appeling to the eyes.Meeting place for collecting of goods is prefered on sat or sun at orchard,bugis,woodlands,choa chu kang or bukitpanjang.hees (^-^)smiles!

10jan

MY god...i left my thumb drive in design studio yesterday!! and tt means lost le lor...i when back to find this morning,well not there..then when to main library to do project with them??which becomes quite redundant...go back club use the com..then go back main library wait for gems...well tt guan jie pang sae me again...how can u do that to me!!ahhhhh.........!!ha..but i nv listen to the class at all...starting draw thingy..then stop and listen to her...listen until sleep?really head diong diong le..hahas...then waste time wait for the dona to get materials for us and do the fluant it things...my god...i know i got alot to do..but seriously i dunno how to start them!!!helps!!tml need to present ideas for crowbar but i though about NON!!

ahh this 3weeks i forsee its gonna kill me...and my friend..getting quite demanding for the things i suppose to help...hmm its starting to be not tt friendly le...i fell...pls don conner me..and on the other side its wat on earth are u gonna do now?or wan u expect me to do now?so far u done nothing and i did running.....but stupid lor..today after what guan jie told me...well yar lor..i run for wat? like onli mah. nothing els..ting they all also like tt last time i still okok wit them rites?ha..so no worries aud!hmm...questions doubts still floating...nvm...well and about her..well i also things i should not act like wat i am acting now? i know it myself tt i am acting very irresponsible..but then i also don wan to always be in the front line...so let her do lor..but she like also not at the front line...argh...i am confusing myself...but i decided to throw tt stupid idea away cause its dunb to keep thinking negative about ppl...live wit it lor..she is like tt is like tt de...as if everyone like audrey...think everyone hates her also..juz that they don wan to say..so audrey should not act like that..or others treat u worst...she got looks to pull her up up up and well figure? ha..but audrey got nothing...so u don thinkto much ar...watever...juz be ur stupid pig...or ghost like alot of ppl say u ar...fine..go scare ppl...!! ahh!!

juz now after leaving school acturaly want to go boonlay eat..but then in the end wen hui and kelvin came to bpp ha..cause he wans o take something from me...and whao like...jie jie keep teaching me super obsecene things...lol..but really very long nv see them le...then before that i 'tan chi' eat alot of oreo then my lips got a black line of oreo..gif them say and say...humps....ha...well i gotto start thing about some good ideas for VDS crowbar le..must think for small problems..hmm..think can start form mine?ha...gtg chaoz!!

New term!

whoots...tml is the new term of school yet i haven finish quite a number of things...well the shirt design do is do le..but i dunno can anot...seems weird to me...ha..well let me tok about day we had at the CCF...ha is friday 5thjan i think...ha we were suppose to meet 15min earlyer then reporting time..to get the shirt..so we did..but miss huei was late..ha..after half an hour or more the waiting..then yeah the shirt!!which is very nice i tell u...then me kahi zihuiand sayiful need to do a table painting..ha..at 1st we do till like dunno dunno...but it turns out good..!!ha a lectural say if we did it on canvers he can sell for us..whao!!and we can earn leh...but tthats not the main point..the main point is that its fun!!


our table top!!

the elephant we painted too...the yellow one is i paint de..haha...

Smile!!US and the table

not only the painting is...we had food and drinks and alot alot of things to eat..after the duty we when spinnovex...see the seniors work..and we also when to tour like freshman!!ha i nv did tt when i am in sec4..liwen they all only when nee ang on their own..we when to cool world..the moberly..ha i nv been dere be4..and they played pool dere...after then we when to drink free drinks..sponsered by the school...we got a food coupon worth 5bucks..used in sp only..ha we wanna go see marine world..but be4 tt we saw chocolate making calss...ha but i think they closing le..but the so called "teachers" over dere...lol...one is ITE student on is sec4?? don bluff...seems fake lor...and they are not even chemical process students?lol..then u can do this thing?ok nvm...we'll see...ha..

we really entered the SMA the stimulation room..whao..i nv seen it be4 u know!!amaized....then the ppl over dear ask us we waiting for results ar....erm erm...then khai say...we waitng to become year 2...ha ohoh....then his respond is "and wat does that mean?" ha ha...then we when tot he engie room? wanna sleep le...lol...then we run away...go macdonal and eat...hee..free dinner cum lunch..ha...then i saw yeow ann!!!lol..so suprized!!!ha and he can identifiy me leh!!!whao....after dinner we go home le lor..and while i wait for the bus i saw the guys from SMA juz now...haha wander if they reconginzed me...ha...but well fun lar...

as for today...not fun..ha stayed at homw whole day...and i don feel like doing wat i need to do..ha...well tml is a new term...jia you!!3more week only...wah...tt mean 3more weeks to finish all my unfnished assignment? dies...ha...gtg bye

fun day..turns bad?

yo ppl....today when to help in Design world!!cool and super fun..aloso when to see the other open hous stuff..who i mush have missed alot not going to oepn housed when i am in year one...well cause not of my friends liat time wan to come sp so they did come..hai..acturally i wann blog alot of things fun about today..but juz not few housr of msn toking made my whol emotion change completely....so next time ba??well..i teared...y?alot of factors...hmm 1stly i think audrey is gonne be sick even be4 the sch reopens.....my mouth is full of ouchers...then my head i painful and spinning now...and acturally i feww feverish...haiz...

theni was toking to Dz lst...i start to fell headacae..then to gou zhen...wha big theories...my head spins...clem still ok..thanks u been a great help...then i was really breaking myslef apart when i tok to jayne.....i tok and anylised..and think and think and recall...i cant believe i am tt observaent?well...on the bad side? off its negative point of some1 and is making me hate her? i don wan to hate ppl.....is it cause i fear them?? well i think i always feared everyone.cause i feel infeared to all of them.....all their works ar so good.....i fell tt my cousre is realy not tt wanderful...and i am starting to see the "poer" struggle..y cant we juz be together and created wanderful things together like wat my zihui kahi and shauful did today?everyone seem like acting...it it i hate my sel of being so soft? cheated easiyl? alot of things inside...and i am well..tearing while i think of it...funny? cluless.? well i am also not very sure....

pei boon? i suddenly feeli a sense of missing sharon very much to..thought she copies our ideas secretly..but i still fell she has some sense of truth..realness..hai....i dunno..ppl don like sharon bcace of tt....but we should ask our self if we did tt..cause i believe in a sense we did.....we ar no better from her...she is juz more straight forward wither her actions and thought and presents is a different way..which makes her special.....some time i feel am am better be being wit her or juz isolate myself......i am seriously losing it...u i all know wat i am toking?? i don think s......i am juz blabering nonsense....i rememer once auopn a time..i used to thing.......wouldnt it be great if i juz sleep and nv woke up again......yups..and sad to say..i am feeling tt again.......but please don drop further......haiz...my brain is abit toasted...well buy ppl.....till we meet again...............

last week

whoots...last week be4 school reopens..and well i am in kianda a big Sugar?? i have not finish my school work...yet i need to help ppl do things...and i juz rushed finish some things which is important..yet became not important...like kana con...sad sad...i wanna muder myself....and its a no wander i feel tt at 1st....arrrggghhhhh......

anyways news is tt......i got alot to finish...and i should not be here now.......haiz.....tml going to help in the open house...ppl can come down see lor...tml we painting table...haha also dunno for wat......lame...then can go visit my hippo..wander if teacher damaged it........i got alot of things to tell to say but i don think its good to say it here.....haiz....

i go off le

bye

Apperation Dinner

ello people.. ha yesterday when for apperecation dinner and the finalt them tt i know FINALLY is famouse people from the pass..lol keep changing..but nvm mah..i also never dress for tt..jus wear formal..like i am not even the limelight for wat??haha..in the morning woke up see deathnote..then slowly dress up..haha used 20plus mins for hair...and very very long for make up...ha cause smerge and need to redo..in de end i think my eye abt panda eye...haha...late to meet waimeng and liang liang to do treasure hunt///so sorry...then lol they wanna eat pizza...sobs..need to pay so much...ha...then after the long disscusion...we when for dinner...still need to wait..haha..oh they hired 2 potriat drawer..and drew our faces...wha mine draw till very ferice....i am sadded...ha...then the dinner not tt good lar i think..oh..i nv win the lucky draw also...sad..i am not lucky de...always nv win..the movie marton de lucky draw also nv win...hope next year more lucky..haha

sadded

ahhh......audrey is so stressed...sadded and i dunno watever...recentlly cause i overspend i kinda guilty...then cause dunno y...i really dunno lar..i feel stressed...maybe alot of factors...and my sch work i have do at all...ha still keep saying alot alot...dots...can jump down le...

yesterday when industrial visit...when to yatuk factory and bird nest...ha and i was sleeping through the talk..lol...and they say i lu kou suai...muhahaha...tt mean i am very tired ar...on the bus sang songs..then go bird nest farm..nothing much...after all those hanged out at SD a while heard peng yu's big dream...lol..then tok about both FOs...lol...peng yu please take st john ok??hees...then me and jian ming got hope to not go dere....yeah!!haha...then aiai finally picked up my call...when to find her..go job interview..as casher...lols..scary...and i really dunno if i can be a casher...i am quite insensitive wit numbers...wha..then interview still got test paper one...stun.....then i very long nv do maths le lorz...after that go in for interview...haiz..i feel damp lousy...i kinda lose it in front of the interviewer...i am so sorry.....i really dunno wats wit me now.....i juz wanna be lost is somewhere..somewhere out dere..but i know i cant..and should not...witin a day finished the photographs for wang jia..then dunno y i have another thing to do also...lol...

haiz..i don understand wats wit me...guan jie where are u? i wan to tok it out...cry it out...think it out!!audrey cannot continue like tt...hai..then last min need to gather classmates to do things the day after which is todayh lar.....wat a great deal u left for me cris...oh yar..andrea didn't came today?!! i juz realized!!lol...but thanks to kahi...vie mar..sp and steff...they came...and it kinda fun to work hand in hand...twist!!02 go go go!!hees...oh i also forgot to spray my hippo...and yar yar!!ppl...if u wanna see my hippo live!!got to Design World during out CCF..!!hees...its not at spnnovex..i am sorry..hees...

today after tt i tried to do assignment 4..but i still dunno how too...lols...nvm lor..tml movie marathon the ask sp..hope it ok...then today some1 i ver long nv toked to tok to me...lol..and dunno wat he totally changed...1st world to me is scold me le lors...cray fellow...but i really hope u are feeling alright..cause u seem like a completely different person tt i knew be4...don stress too much on it k? its ok to not be in a relationship de...SMILES!!its the best medicen.....ha then take cares ppl!!it has been raining for very long le...cover ur blankets!!chaoz.....




the set of vodu dools i made for my "families".....

ahhhh!!

audrey the 1st thing u must do is fasting...haha save as much as u can...cause u are crazyly spending ur lifetime money le...then to think next year u are going to do branding studio...then daddy buiness going to get poorer...then the next thing to do is to get a more stable job then banquet?ha...cause today i speding money again..then only tis week...i already spend 155bucks...on this...



wonderful yeah?and u still crap about saving for a DSLR? imposable...now i worry for next year ba..now i realized that i am really slacking alot le...aud..i think u kinda rest enough?u see ur schedule is packing up??tt means u should start to chiong on le...ha..so quick wake up!!warming my engine now..ha...tml no more class outing..but still got industrial visit..then most prob find a part time job like khai?whoots..we are gonna be twins lar..except tt i cant dance like u?haha...anyways...photos tt i promised...!!


the presents given by that 5brother...u know wat my mum say??she say u all kido..buy kido things for a kido me....lol..say take up space also...lols...




christmas card 2girls made for me at Singapore museum.




this are the headache bunch of girls..haha but fun lar...



the voleenter larnyard..nice rite? allows me to go an see any exbition inside..haha


at the magnitic board...they did this to me...acturally is i wanna make them like tt de..but 2 against one....i lose...

US!!

well i got more and more tings le..so if u wanna say faster say...or no time to entertaing u..haha...go go go audrey!!hees......chaoz....