haiz

yoz! hows life..??mine..??disater sia..now at scholl using com while doing art..paint till v sian liao..plus cant really concentrate on everything i do...hai hai...ppl c i happie happie but i think only lao gong n raf they all know my type lar..[well maybe others know but they nv told me...]i always cover myself up wit an act..ha..can go become actress le...ha..juz few days only n everything in my world is upside down le...hai hate myself AGAIN..hai alot of times i do feel quite better under my act..but its different now...still v weird..numb ba..but luckly me i found a place which is so peaceful n nice..its like i can 4get everything bad tts happening to me....n the sky...its always there..always by my side..ha sometimes when i am down it will cry 4 me(ha rain lar)how i wish i can be dere 4 ever........