juz now juz watch finish NKF replay..hai..then something shoot me...hai things change super fast..to think last days still smsin u from u...now...nothing..my phone used to be soOo super busy..now whole day not even one sound...then i clearing my inbox n outbox..read all the things i used to recieved..why..?why..?why..??i want answers..!!reasons...!! something so tt i can reason wit myself...!!when i read all my outbox..those things i used to sent....from acturally doubt u..then trust u..then really fall..arrrgh..!!!!how i wish to really scream everything out...!!!!!is it worth giving so much i kept asking myself??

how i wish can brain wash sia...lol..i tot i can but i cant..hai..here to physco myself...

a poem goes...
"if u love some1 let them go..if they return ur love...it is meant to be..if they don..their love was nv urs to begine wit..."so it really shows tt its not meant to..so juz forgive urself lar girl,,forgive urself 4 being so niave....
n its true....a poem that i made when i am sec2..??litreture class..??ha

"wat is love..?is it a wind that blow pass..or is it a thorn that stays n hurt..."
yes...its a wind...it passes very quickly...n when its gone..they always leave a thorn which hurts..