last day

tml is 1st dec le..ha sound like going to jail the next day like tt...but kinda scared the ppl i am going to face in the next few days...like i said be4..today is the last day to enjoy...but didnt enjoy much...turns out didnt go out again..hai..when will i really go out..??must wait till everyone go back to school meh...??

the class this friday mayb going to watch chicken little..but i cant join...hai..then i also have not watch harry potter...see lar..make myself so busy for wat..hai...didnt enjoy my holidays so far...hai..nvm lar..go slave myself to work..then don have to think about so much...oh yar..n mayb missing jayne rx n gary's birthday party...wat the...i dunno wat to say...kinda lost everything even myself after all the exam n prom fuss..i am confuse about alot of things..but also dunno wats so confusing..i am juz over reacting rite..??yar lar yar lar..ha..anyway..good luck and take care to all..!!choz~ miss me n root 4 me...ha

training

today when out find job job again...then found one..!!yeah!! but the job quite lol de...wrapping present..lai lai lai...present wrapping..!!ha

then when training..tis thurs can start work le...then they also provide uniform...but quite lol de ha..got apron like ahma like tt...wha..then the colour of the shirt...lol lor..should give us green wat..blue.....no christmas sprit..ha..

the training like jayne say is abit free labour de sia...wander if we are paid to do ribbons...ha..very money face..but who wont..??then the person incharged very lol lor..so funny..he also told us some taka ghost story..but me too invloved in doing ribbon nv listen..ha..he also keep telling us the tings we will encounter..n the real world outside..so.."whao...!"ha...but the way he say it very joker one...then he described some ks singaporeans..but we have yet to see 4 ourself...think its gonna be an v intresting..n demanding..job..ha..get to see different ppl...

n we even got lockers..!! like in shows those kind..?but of cause share wit some1 els de lar..ha..now must try to enjoy my last day be4 tis jobbb..must go play play tml..!!ha..be4 i am stuck dere...n the prob is..i don know my way around orchard tt well...ha die..jayne only same shift wit me for 2days...then lunch or dinner don dare to go eat already lol...any1 passing by taka n going to have lunch or dinner find me ok..??ha or i am going to starve..ha...okie..i gotta take the lol colour shirt n the aunty apron to rinse or got tt new new smell ar....see y guys latter...choz..

job hunt

early in the morning at 6 o'colok... no lar...10plus..ha when to school to pay fees..acturally wanna see the NP banner that we gave ms phang de but was stop by teachers from going in further...haiz say i not in school u cannot go in..lol the next time go back school see teachers also must wear school u meh..??? i wan see the banner lar.............raf say very nice de...hump..

then when to meet jayne..today acturally wan go sun tan de but didnt...so when job hunting...saw frances n liwen..they also going to find job..yeah..!!everyone jia you..!!they when jolyn house 1st but me n jayne when to bugis..gone to a few interviews but most want 18years n above..sad lor..ha..then acturally wan wait for kian shing to come then we see if we wan work there de but tt lol guy say coming at 1..then become 2..so we left to orchard..slowly walk walk n find lor...when to tangs n others but they want full time worker..luckly doreen they all at orchard so go find them see what they found..wha..they like find alot sia...so good..me..??nothing much...jie jie ah bu don forget me leh...ha

then jayne cannot jion the banquet one so go find others wit her..after that leg quite pain the go home le...liwen frances doreen they all still finding..wha still travel to many other places leh..then the banquet tis sat i dunno can go anot...need to find my aunt leh...then miss out one chance to earn money....haiyo...hope frances sis the fish n co dere can work then maybe can go wit them..but they like not tt happie wit me or wat leh...the atmosphere very weired...so over here i am sorry if i did anything tt offend u guys...at least tell me wats the problem can..??thanks...and choz..good luck to all job hunting..!!

a trip to the zoo

today frances they all going east coast roller blade…wha..i wanna go too…but cannot…need to go ZOO..lol..ha but quite fun sia…see all the animals tt we didn’t see for such a long time..but I didn managed to look at all the animals…hai I left early..the most funny animal we enjoyed is the baboon…ha..all their bottoms very “er xing” lor.. like tumors like tt..they they even did it did it in front of my younger cousins… like tt time we mt k ppl at bukit timah hill see de..wha..n they keep teasing the monkey’s that thing very red..n the hair can do rebonding n stuff.ha…

then there’s another monkey I dunno the name but they keep screeching n my cousins n I followed..ha went also went to a show got a native man came out n threaten to cut off my cousin ear..ha then animals start to appear. There is the snakes…n the chimpanzee sahsha…there is also a monkey which can swim leh..!!!ha but half way it start to rain…didn’t get to see the elephant…but saw them rushing back to their own shelter…ha

when the rain stop we when to find food..ha went KFC..around 0330 then I left them le…sad sia nv walk finish…I tried my own way out n take bus to bukit timah..but got kinda lost again..luckly found my way back…ha

GO walk walk

today when to SP open house..haiyo very sian sia…as all of us very tired…think a lot of place we didn’t go..got archery at the field leh…but we didn’t go..when dere eat only..ha..then go expo cause rx wan go dere…she say wan c mp3 but I think is see some1 ar…??ha..then we eat dere again..ha acturally wanna go “durain” de..but quite late le..all wan watch tv..ha..so when home…the daddy also dun allow me watch zhen ming tian nu…hump…I wan tv I wan tv..!!!

AT promp!!

We waited quite long outside..think got 1hr ba..ha..then went in le..all very hungry sia..but still cannot eat..ha we was 1^st introduced to a few games..then the potentional king n queen came out for a dance..ha jiquan looks cool but he movement quite stiff maybe tts how he move..ha zikai like shy shy like tt but all of their performance very good..!!before the dinner start I kept going to my class table wha they dere so 热闹 like very fun like tt…then something lol happen…ha..my inner skirt drop..wha…throw face leh…luckly no much people saw…hee (-_-“)…then we all there laughing..lena they all also know..ha..wha lena yanjun n peggy look nice..but I agree wit peggy tt the person didn’t do much 4 her hair…

Then dunfu treat jolyn sOo sweet sia..help her lay the cloth..help her reach for food..wha..gentleman wOoo….Then they start serving the food wha..that lady who serve us food very ‘zho ding’ keep blocking my view of the stage…while eating they show some of our old photos..ahh..all so tot…ha….the “MC” also very funny keep asking us to eat ..eat..when he ask for people name startin wit A acturally wan go up de…but when stand up the chair fall then I also fall so didn’t get to go up…lol..then the food is so little..not full at all…n the desert I don eat one..waste sia..think a lot others also like tt…then a lot of people won lucky draws..our table puiyan win a computer thingy…melvin won a DVD player..wha…

then gary won the best dressed male student..ha when he walk pass I keep shouting him bai ma wang zi..ha then I won the best dressed female..wha I am v surprise as there are many others who dress very nice too..!! n touched as all my hard work n blisters was paied off.. on the way up abit cryin cryin le…very happy tt there are people who like the things I created…ha..then gary shake my hand..aiyah should have hug him then people won know I tearing…ha..then we have to walk..ha very funny cause I still stand dere blur blur then gary hook my hand…but it should be the other way round..ha so we change..then walk..wha..we walk v fast..then abit fall fall like tt..when wat to the right side I didn’t stop in time the got fall on him,,wha now think back a bit pai sae…ha..but he was ok wit it..luckly..but I am kinda surprise how they know I made it myself...i only told liwen they all n some of my class people..rx say is teachers say de..maybe ba…as I saw ms sheila outside she asked me where I brought some of the stuff I wore so I told her from fabric shop…ha..after she knew I made it she joked back tt next time when she married ask me help her make..ha…yar can..if u not scared it will break or drop..ha

around 12 plus am the thing finished then they start dancing…but we didn’t join nothing much to do plus very tired after so many days of shopping ha so went home le…wha spend quite along time to clean off the make up sprinkles n gel on me..n I end my day at 2 plus..!!ha such a fruitful day…!!hope u guys enjoyed it..!! miss me…chaos..(^-^)

before prom!!

Yeah..!!our long waited day has finally came…!! GRAD nite 2005 was so fun..!! woke up earyler in the morning n start all the preparation around 10 plus xuiqi came n I help her wit her hair..looks very nice at 1^st sia…but then at night drop le..sad lor…then clear the messy house abit as its full of my treads n bits of cloth from my dress…ha

Left house at 1 like tt to go jayne dere..saw Norman n decklean[dunno spell rite anot…hee]they juz got their hair cut…told Norman to lend me his jacket if I am cold…then he say his jacket very thin..nevermind wat..i can wrap two times…ha jk jk

Reach jayne house her mum helping her apply make-up , then my turn..then ruixia…wha all look so different..around 0245 went home as mum wan me at home or els……ha brought all my machine spray n pins to ruixia house..later need to help them wit hair..wha super heavy lor…dots then yee xing coming to meet us but she dunno how to come up..we keep truing to lead her in the phone but coulden..so I went down..wah she look v nice for 1^st time dressing something like tt..then we both same ar..the heels..difficult to walk ha..went back n quickly changed made the hair n stuff..left house around 530 ba..

Then saw a lot of others look stylo sia..example our class de guys..ha most of then big change..joel look like mafia sia wit the sliver gel..ginleon hair made him look very refreshed v different wei quan also..ha they should do it offent..ha roy also no bad instead of a jacket or blazer he wore two shirt if I am not wrong..but the colours matched really well..n gary wha..”白马王子”!!! white white one..ha haoyi top also like白马王子ha…then theres also jian ming’s suit look cool but the shoes look abit lol..ha.. xuyao suit also quite nice because of the cutting..n darren’s jacket colour very nice the texture too…if I am not wrong the texture is something like cloth de soften the look..

For ladies..my vanessa look so lady sia..ha..liwen also look elegant I like her shoes..frances shoe also…qian yi hair style till v nice!!! but the spary they use like not tt good..puiyan the curls very sweet n nice.. all “奴 大 18 变” 16遍。。。哈

NOTICE!!!

tune in to yes 9.33 tis wedensday at 8:30!!!!.....hmm...i have written a letter to 9.33 xian ge ji yi..but dunno if they will chose my letter...but i make till quite nice de......N hor i am afraid tt i write the wrong address leh...hee lol...but PLEASE try to tune in to it ok...???hee thank you...lub lub...hee

exam finish..!!

YOZ loong time no see everyone...!!exam finally finish le..but then now worry if we did well...my physic like wat sia...but now cant worry mush..yesterday nite got my class gurad...ha..very lol..but quite enjoyable...hee..today start to go shopping le..but very sian leh dunno why..suddenly like lost like that...hmm...i acturally got alot of things to say the but...ha now like nothing...hee ..ooH i dun even know wat i wanna buy later...dots...hmm...but i know i making my own dress..dunno if it will come out nice..but it saves cost...ha but very special also wat..no1 will have..ha then....

FOR those who are still having exams..!!jia you!! we are all waiting for u guys to finish tis war!!!hee

jia you!!!

wha...my pratical...die le...physic even worst...the 1st time i panic till dunno like wat sia...be4 exame still happie happie tell sis surely got time de...but i was wrong...AAAHHHH last few secs left but i didnt grab the chance to write my last statement...if i did i would get one more mark sia..!!!but its right not to cheat....{.....act holy.....}plus forgot to change all to SI units....!! wha....

got my art paper2 le...but my bro took the camera overseas..luckily zhao mu to my rescue..!!!ha he lended me his video cam...so thankful..!!! but now must rack my brian to think about my paper2 le...cher ask me do scared sites....then do lor..ha after all i also cannot make up my mind...hee but i don want to paint temples leh..truelly...scared places got alot..like trees..stones..so paint those can anot ar???ha don wan to paint humans...cause humans very difficult...

anyway hows studying for all??mines not very smooth os fast...not touching my science...n language...die die...but because kept doing amaths..now i think got some progress...start to like doing it..ha cause no need use alot of brain space..lol...now must try other subjuect le...da jia jai you..!!!its very easy one...ha...chozz

lol

ha today at last i am doing some maths..but...most of it dunno in the end mostly vanessa doing ha...then physic lesson so funny..the videos mr KOH showed us..ha lol lor..got one is alot of matrix matrix stund de..another is about a IT worker who is crazy about computer..hold his girlfriend like going do something..but suddenly.....he use it like a mouse..click click her n dere..ttts the most funny one lor..whole class laugh like hell...

art by tml must finish le..but now alot of problem...watever i do i like wrong lor...shit...waste my time..hai promised ms phang to finish n i will..! don care le lar...ha

misses n..............

hai..doing art again..do till sia tts y here...ha..miss the days where we slack see tv n play on sat...cartoons on sat is v nice u know..ha..still cannot focus on my studies...so die..

must jia you..!!like joel says motivate myself..ha his way is eat...then i try lor...but later becomr round round...ha hmm..if i really come to motivate myself must thank him..ha dunno wat to write cause now v sian..oh yes..!something big happened in school juz now..n like always i missed the best n KEY part..lol..some "vanderlisum" happened juz now..n quite alot of ppl when to see..i blur blur still in art room miss all the action...lol 4e4 or e5 class room was attacked again n the class inside was all messed up..brooms were hanging like some1 juz comited susided..there is also lights hanging like those temple RED little lights..the whole set up was like a funeral place..which is kinda creepy..but too bad i didnt got the chance to see it so cannot describe it well..hai so bad like tt make the class..but heard it has been going on for quite sometime...

but they also quite pro leh..do till so real n in a split second..they should make good use of their talents els where..not tis way..ha..but its a mistery how n who did it..must become dectactive n check on it le..ha the mistery continues...........

sorrie

today morning didnt go school..go see doct..ha funny..take bus e-link card no money..then alighted to top up n waited very long for the next bus..wha..then feel terrible in the bus..tt driver dunno how to drive properly ar...nearly vomit..heng nope..then listen to the doct telling the other all about my problem..intresting..n she told the "more pro"doc tt i am an emergecy case..oOoh...ha..hope can get it done fast..but after promp lar.. or cannot eat..ha..

got back to school raf gave out the cca results..wha..i shock sia..!!n super dissapointed...the results put B4..wha liao..i was like thinking..of all the time i put in all the commitment..all onli worth B4..??is tt wat i am reconginsed as..?? so de wat lor..the like wat i always do..think n think..think too mush..then...u know...ha...sorry raf tt i so like wat u think..but..i will try to be stronger...like ms phang said..there is more problem i will face in my life..cannot like tt...

art was the same..today wanna complete the buttons..if can the whole laptop...!!n touch up some back ground..jia you jia you..!!!

sad asd ar...

hai..take back results le...so dissapointing...onli maths improve the rest drop...so die..n L1R5 not much change...lol...how sia...13 more days to do art finish le..wander if can finish in time n finish good...now really need all the help i can get...anyone whom i have helped be4 n wan to help me would be very goodl if u guys help me now...ha but don think got anyone willing ar..hai so shi bai...

my amthhs still getting 9..so dunno wanna continue anot..but i will n i must..!!hope ms phang hadnt gave up on me..but by her body language n wat some1 had told her..think stil asume i still wanna give up n so no need help me..hai...so...nvm....now is art MUST finish 1st...!! then my science n amaths...

to all like me..jia you..!!choz

prelim DOWN!!

prelim down..o lovel to go...hai..so stress..now must rush art le ar...left about 2weeks plus need to pass up le..how...not enough time sia...plus the 8boards dunno how to do sia..done two le..still got 6 more to go...prelim die le..so difficult sia all the science especially...hope can do well[well everyone does rite..?] lol...if can go three months then good lor...go..but i don think can ba..ha..so LOW confident in myself...but after the three month still will surely go ploy de...JC juz too stress for me..n not intresting...ha..[sorry to those who wanna go JC]

these few days so sicky sia...running nose..[must go n catch back]..then cough..yesterday even cough out my meal..luckly not blood can le..ha...now doing art..but relaxing..ha..morning 8plus do till now leh..so bored..no1 to to to so kept quiet..mouth breath stinks..ha n dunno juz now eat wat..stomach not feeling very well ha..anyway hope everyone fine..gtg..think its coming out anytime..going toliet...ha blad:P

holidays...nots holiday

ah...at last one week "holiday.."but..don think it is one..every single day also need to go back school...boring...so far still cannot concentrate on studying...juz found out tt i can onli concentrate best n study good when i am happie...but now...not happie at all....got ppl who refuse to take up responsibility to gif an answer...got ppl wit quite a powerful actions n tone of talking all n all which adds to my unhappiness....

hmm..but something to be happie is that i helped ppl around me...though i know sometimes they made use of me...zick says i too soft le...hmm...am i...??? still wondering...ha

RESULTS

AR...tis week is the week we got our results...hai..so die ar my marks...amaths F9 again..but i must jia you..ha..be4 that must strenghten my other subjects 1st...so now the real battle have juz begin..cannot slack le..juz now tt jayne ar...complain i nv update..so now i update..ha..who ask everytime i wan use com rite...surely got ppl using de..then i nv wan use..its free..wha...on purpose de...

now art still got quite alot...so u all still must buck up okie...?! DnT ppl more die..got 6 more days onli rite..??must do fast fast le..n must make sure its good or rather don do lar..ha...so must put in the best in everything we do..lets work hard..ha

i onli know how to tok ar...cant really do it well..yesterday spend most of my time day dreaming..ha.in the end go arrange my table...lol..anyway also wanna take the chance to wish DOREEn..a HAPPY BIRTHDAY...1st cry is tml ar...ha..good luck n best wishes..take care folks...choz...

today very tired..ha maybe because of all the things happening yesterday..n today got exam..!!!ha..must jia you to all..dunno y today the exams like very easy leh..wha..die le..the more easy it is the more easy to fail ar...ha..then all my comic reading got put to good use..ha my compo wrote about somethings i read from guess wat..??''ba wang ai ren''..!!ha..then i thing for paper2 my question & all wrong le lor for the vocad...

after exam when art..didnt go amaths..cause they all dunno go where le...suddenly smell something..wha..got fire in the classroom near art room..5A1 ba..then i quickly take pail on the tap..but hor..lol lar..the art room tap sooOOooOo slow...then i dunno should wait for it to fill up the take or should take the little amount out..ha the door also cannot open..sugar sugar...!!!by the time we ran out wit the water too late le...ha they no need liao..hai..

around 1 plus the sec2 called me go down..thing they singing song 4 me..!!ha..then in de end got cake..!!wah...so touched..the sc1 also got give me card...wha at least our efforts didnt go to waste...the sec2 drill also getting better le...then accturally no1 wan eat my cake de..so we played wit it..chase aroung n throw cake..in the end i fall down..wha laio...ha..play cake not enough..play water somemore...ha..but it was fun..thank u sec2s n 1s...love u n miss u...hmm next yr still have..??ha..then when i wanted to save some for liwen doreen they all the rest wanna eat...ha..funny ar u all...then now cut small small give ppl..share the cake..nice rite the flavour...ha..now must continue on my art lar...mst jia you orh...!!to all the ppl taking olevel art n dnt..!!don give up..!!we can finish it in time de..!!ha

muhaha..!!today is the day..!!

1stly wanna thanks those who gave me present..2ndli is those tt wished me happie birthday...3drly is those who celebrated my birthday wit me..4thly is those who remembered my birthday...5thly...erm..enough le ba...ha

early 12am got my 1st wishes from JOEL!!!haha..thank u for not falling asleep..hee..
then morning wake up early go school wit wen n qianyi..wen wanna listen to FM so i morning go hunting for the battries..wha reach school all playing chess..lol sian..then when upstairs find liwen..she treat me eat longan..ha sweet sweet..but don eat too much ar...ha 1st person to give me present is ethel..a card wit 10cents..stylo ar...??ha..then is from chew hua n xing ying..niang also have...then about 8:20 went downstairs all my classmate come le..!wha all so smily wit me so happie..then jayne jocelyn came n wish me bithday..hugg some of then esp RAffi..!!ha weijie also got come n get..ha jiejie so good..ha..then we when for PE!!ha

PE lesson was fun but we still need to run two rounds..ha then mr ng also remembered..!!ha he n mr ong got wish me happie birthday...thank thanks..then me n caier played tennis together in the rain so swang...ha then our class go up play capti ball..1st match alot of the outgoing ones didnt play so pity tt we lose it..but muhaha we won on the 2nd game wit the 4T1..wha they r soOoO tall sia..then the girl in front of me so pitiful cause i keep scaring her wit my shoutings..ha..but good game..then wit the 3E1 also..but we senior wat..if lose ar..very erm u know rite..?ha..luckly we didnt..then our class so united sia..all cheer together.."SEC4E1..! SEC 4E1..!!" ha..but though we win 2 match still cannot win the guys ar..then more pro their match super fast n ming wei jump up tt time wha..!!so style..!!ha

after PE was chemistry...went to lab..ask wei quan got miss me anot..then he laugh..say i always ask him tt..ha fun wat..wha..my partner somemore nv give me present ar...??ha jkjk...the blur blur me kana scalded me finger wit the 'hard glass' test-tube...sugar ar..!!pain pain..the wei quan so good help me on tap put me hand there...ha..

recess also got alot ppl wish me birthday but kor kor n ah bang ar...tis birthday dunno where they all die to le..didnt see them..ha..the english class wha...ok my e-Q low lar..so tts y cry..ha..ms sheila ask me come up n ask me question..then suddenly rx they all give me present..BAG BAG..ha acturally i saw le lar..but dunno y also v touched at tt moment..then the class sing song 4 me..wha..y i cryin sia..very lol lor..should not have cried rite..??ha..then wan say thank u also say till very funny like tt..ha..then e-maths class ms phang come for 1 period only...after school got CSP again..then frances lol lor..CSP till half juz come in..not scared leh..ha..after CSP we went plaza c if wanna change the bag...hmm..on another thought since they choseen tt for me..should juz accecpt le rite..??got bag still complaint somemore ar audrey..!!so bad..ha don give u then u know ar..ha

then dunno y rx ask me quickly go back school...wha..my shoe cannot tahan the speed ar..scared later break...ha..then reach school they bought birthday cake for me..!!wah my 1st official cake...!!too bad no camera like wat norman says..ha..then when they sing song give me tt time very touched also..then tt stupid water tap insede me open again...hai..thank u thank very much...very happie...(^-^) then went to see NDP concert wha..ask them don sing play the song can le ba..ha or we sec4 go up n sing lar..??ha on anot..??ha...then wait for wen n doreen me read miromo comic..!!so funny..ha..ms sheila also came down n talked to me..n wat she says really comes to me..now i realised tt i am being loved...its juz tt i didnt relised it..well friends..i LOVE u ALL TOO!!![u all know tt rite..??...ok now u know..ha]

reach home must buy my own dinner...dad say i wan wat also can...then me wan go buy chicken chop..but the lol auntie don wan take my order...hump..!!even the xiao di di the order she also take don wan take mine..k lor...i not as cute as him also dunno to ignore me de wat...wha..then go up but zu chao lor...ha..at nite jun qi sms me..ha..no present ar..??ok..me xiao le keep saying present..but wanna spread the joy of my birth wat..ha..wei quan also sms ask y i cry..hump..sorrie lar..ha..

today i hugg 5 ppl...sake 30plus hands...ha..n hor...MY HANDS NOT SWEATY!!!ha...ok tts my story..long rite..??but memorable...mucks to all..n a BIG thank u!!!

solo

5 more days to my 1st cry...!!

ahhaha...today acturally kp ask me go art wit her de..in the end she cannot..then i go solo lor..ha..completed my wire..then help kp done her drum...next must draw my mecanic bird le..scared will destory ha...now dunno wat to do or where to go..raining very big...lol

yesterday acturally wan go buy marker at plaza only de..then i say i wanted to see hat..so me n kp went lemon tee..in the end v lol lor..we saw plain shirt..then buy to do printing..then move in front abit saw skirt..but the pices show $30plus then we put back..then the shop keeper told us its priced 2for $10 onli..!!we both shock sia..then 1st time i so on stright away say ok on buyin it..!!ha..the buy alot of other stuff ar..witin half-an-hour we spend $20 plus..n its in PLAZA leh!!!lol rite...?but the scarf kp ask me to chose not i start to regret chosing tt..cause i wear like abit weird..should have taken the 1 be4..but its still nice...!ha..n hor kp ar...the blue shit i took like abit too small leh...how..die die le..ha..

hmm..read some blogs while i free...ha..yar wen i feel abit left out lar..ha but i not sad n i wont say those things..ha mayb is mornin blues..??ha wat happen to ur work piece..??need help..?? u know i will help de lar..n do jia you..!!i also need to do that lar..i left more then u..lol..
n about sheilding him..i will now say it clearly tt i would NOT sheild him cause his not worth..n he got wrongs..but try to understand tt hearin n knowing all this will affect me a little so i didnt really show whose side am i on...[but i still wanna know...at least i am not under the dark so must tell me k..?]
then also saw a few quite lovin in tagg box ar..[wha..da qing ma qiao ar...]ha then also add NP dere cause of u know who rite..?ha [no offence...i guess de..might not be true] hmm..n aiai u don stress lar..though watever i say may not be of any help n i don think i don hav the zi ge to say but like u always tell me is all in u..fate is in ur hands..ha but its how u see it that really make de difference..well i also don wanna say much cause as u should know i am also not entirely happy about all tts happening ..n after so much things tt i have been unhappy wit u i still try to trust u but at times i cant..so i am sorry if i don believe some things u say...oh anyway u still owe me my letter...remember..??ha...