One down...

ONE DOWN and many more to go!!whaoo!! finally done my crocs shoe finish...but my fruits finish till 79 only...got 21more to go...!!haha...then my photo journal also stuck...scared...hee dunno how to ask or dunno how to art direct sia...lol...

This is my finally completed crocs shoes....

haiz haiz and my family demorlise me......OMG...say ugly ugly and cant wear de...can lor...can wear lor...haiz..tml the drawing lesson die le....i haven do..and i don wan bring so many things dere...for the creative journal...is really alot i tell u.....cause after tt i still going out wit my secondary school ppl....so hee.....hope wont die...well nites then ppl.....

FAINTING...!!

AHHH!!!! i am so tired...everyday 6am wake up to go school..reach around 730 so tt can give out flyers..OMG the ppl...they look at you then glance at wat u wanna give..then turn away..wha laio..show tt face....don wan say don wan lar...yesterday i saw my coloured flyers inside the dusbin somemore..!!wha ex leh...20cents i tell u...u throw away like tt.....then some ppl still throw away the hp chain tt we do like siao[kennth u watch out i tell u..haha lol]

Good thing is our hardwork did get abit payment...the ppl do have the awarness that there is such a thing going on..!!!good good!!! everyone JIA YOU....haiz..but ppl are hard to please......OMG keep asking if they can have tis type tt type of shoes...keep demanding things...wha..and questions me....and alot of parttern partten...so many stun...AHH...

yesterday reach home juz fall asleep...and then very blur till i pay 20dollars more for the thing i wanna prchase..OMG...can go and die die lar.....ha haven finish my crocs...tml need to hand in le..then tml got a class gathering when i got a debat GM...oh.i wanna go gathering le...maynot be able to go debate dere..how how....?haiz....now lesson...gtg

Updates!!

CrowBAR award 2006

Last friday was the crowBar award 2006..my class about 10ppl go together..ha we paid like 30bucks to attend this lor..abit not worth..

Had a long day on friday...crapy too 4hrs of Drawing lesson...half way tt stoopid banner company suddenly come liao..nv say earlyer...and yiynag nv tel me earlyer tt they will come most problly at 10....shitty...i ran all the way down to SAS within 10mins to collect, pay the banner then run back.....so messed up...then missed the important part of the tutorial......NOT WORTH!! i am secrasficing so much for my club.....[aud u should do more for urself now..]

then after banner settle.class finish i when back home to baths change for the ceremony.when art friend to get materials for the crocs shoes 1st...then we rushin for time wat so buy anyhow anyhow lar...can use can le....peiboon and zhi hao so bad....i wear till nice nice make me run so insanely ugly...haha

the display of the crowbar award was inspiring i will say...but then some of the designs are seen be4 tt type the...then the award ceremony was really lame lar..but i also also tell myself next yr i will get my work in and winning!!jia you le!!

after the ceremony we choing take the book..the whole buliding like no aircon like tt lor..so unconfortable...so i wanted to go out asap...will be more windy ma..but the hase super heavy...anyway we reach laopa sa and have a little sack then when home le...hee

7th Oct
today acturally morning should go down see the guys match de..but i work up at 12....ha the training starts at 830 or 9 like tt lor...piggy...nvm...then i cannot remember wat i did already...today acturally also got a ICE outing to laopa sa..but yesterday i when le..so i stayed at home to try do finish more og my work...think i completed 45 or 50 watermelon...50more to go...!!hee..then i tried cutting out the things i wanna put on the crocs shoe...wha!!hand pain pain sia...!!

then i think i slack alittle...read on abit for HCD project..but i nv really gone to do it..which i regreted lar...cause yesterday and today chiong like what sia...and i am so gulity towards zihui and khai.they do alot lor..!!and i always like do very little.....omg!!

9th OCT:
this few days keep going to sch extra early...do event things...cause i wanna go right home after sch...? hai but later got interview...OMG i dunno wat on earth i wan lar...i think i self contridict alot in tt interview...the having the shoes things and my work load on me...well i dunno if i can complete all this in time to hadel another heavy job...i wanna interact wit the campers...be like a PC..but don wan do report..cause i will die le..so tired and stress...but like tt like nv do the PC job well...plus i think give others chance to prove to themselves they can...i been in ICE OC le mah..many more haven tried this type of work..well to all

GOOD LUCK!!
jus do ur best in whatever they assigned to you lar...don need to feel too sad if u get into one u think u don like...cause u can grow to like it better de...(^-^)SMILES...

At last i asked aaron to help le..and he agreed to STAR in my photoJournal...but then i now need to start art direction lo...!!haha i don 70fruits le!! yeah...30more to go... Stay on TASK??!!hee hee


10thOCt:
wha today swai....? moring we gave out flyers for the 1st time...werid lor...and i seriously know we not enough flyers ba...ha but nvm...try out best..but the my regestration booth was nv set up in the end...y y y???

In class my eye very itichy....then tear and everything...cannot take it then i took out both sides..ha then cannot see properly sia...dunno how i see the bus to go home..abit funny lor...i am pratically stucking my head out to stare at the number...as for 184 ar i got ask the near by person..haha...then wit the contact gone..no more pair le...haha must go buy...


Well then....Take care ppl because of the haze!!
alot of other work to choing...HCD...event things...100fruits gogogog!!!

haiz.....

hi dere guys...i feel down...really really feeling the distance beteewn me the normal ppl...ok..i am not normal...plus the stress in the event..and my school work...hey i am not wander woman...and audrey...y are u blogging here...??i have things not done yet...hmm..but i dunno how i can get it started and done wit...

Finally got my banner and posters designs approved...!!yeah..but i think banner will arrive on thurs fri or monday...so chan..i hope i don have to come down on thursday...haiz then today meeting hor...watever i say yiyang must repeat for me one..haiz..my speach ability also losing le....haiz haiz...well nvm...heres a quiz tt i juz seen in my mail..haha u all wanna try?? mybe u all do be4 ba...

AMAZINGLY ACCURATE!!

Whatever you do, don't cheat!

FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK ANDYOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.
THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.
DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.
IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY

1st. Get PEN and PAPER

2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW

3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.

4th. SCROLL DOWN
ONE LINE AT THE TIMEDON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.

1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.

2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1 & 2 ,
WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?

3. BESIDE the NUMBERS 3 & 7 ,
WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.
CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT

4. WRITE ANYONES NAME
(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)next to 4, 5, & 6 .
DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID

5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10, & 116. Finally

,

MAKE A WISH

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KEY TO THE GAME
1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE YOU MUST TELL ABOUT THIS GAME is found in SPACE 2

2. THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE

3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7
4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in SPACE 4

5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.

6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR LUCKY STAR

7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3

8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7

9. THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT YOUR MIND

10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE

11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR LUCKY NUMBER

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My answers:

1] no.2

2] no.4?

3] i think don say ba...its lame...

4]kelvin

5]Pei boon

6]doris----[OMG my sis?impossible!!]

7] its link to the 3rd...[acturally i cant think of any name de...put down liao then hor...wha...]

8]Only Hope

9] all for nothing

10]Forever in love

11] here without you

haha....try try the maybe coment me on ur results??hees

ahhh...

i am so dead...i have alot of work not done and i have short datelines..alot of things i wanna do but nv do..audrey!!!concentrate!!

things to get done...
1) my 100 fruits
2)500 photography shots
3) coffee table book
haiz experience alot of problem for it...haiz haiz...
4)Event poster,flyers,banner.....
5)orderd shoes
some1 wanna buy a shoes from me but i haven make...
6)Visual journal
i have done all of it..
7)HCD project
8)self study??
9)my own time to spend wit friends??!!
10)wanna join crocs shoes design com..but dunno got time anot..

Ahh.......

HEY ppl!!

YO!! today is the 1st day of sch for SP..wander hows everyone..haiz..for me??not tt good ba...i feel tt everyone is so far from me..is i drifting away or they drifting?? i know i wanna go down SAC..but i go down also dunno do wat sia...haiz..hmm...my event...very rush...but i can do nothing also...can only sit dere and wait for my designs to come...and tis waiting is making me unable to concentrace on my other work..i am very scared everything juz BOOM!!gone gone....ahh....

today i also realise acturally i am very out...dere is no place i belong lar...[acturally i know..but its more obviouse to me now...]haiz...and i know i am not working at all...i see myself not progressing...no idenity...audrey u must really do something about this..and 1st is..i think stop oning ur laptop as often....??ha...cause ur base work also cannot do u think u can do advance one?ha..and know wat?? justin they all the pics damn nice sia...wandering if i wanna edit my pics till like tt anot...[ermhem! u think if u wan u can do meh..?]ok..i must tell myself i can...ha... TOday morning when sch abit earlyer then my class time...go club wan clear pigeon hold so tt go space put my shoes design docs..then chiong to lesson...pei boon say today i dress very bad...ha pls lar..i didnt go and dress at all..cause they wan us wear the black t so wear lor..ha...hmm..tml they said wan wear the green one..should i follow??haha or odd one..wed then wear...?haha..cause wed i tot to choing to bugis buy materials also..so be more boi on wed...tml be gal gal..haha..

OH..about class..IDS change cher..wha..then lame lame lor...another introductuon time...sian sian...ha..then DET...ohoh...i nv finish my work..but now i thinking if i drew mine correct anot sia....OMG..my class one all very nice leh!!audrey must put more effort on it le!!and then..please concentrate...cant seem to fix myself down now..during DET cher asked us to pair...haiz...something i dread...as a person whom is outcasted..i am scared of tt...at least afew ppl in my class go some1 close to them whom they can trust and hold on to..me?hold on to urself dear...OH MY!!audrey! get a grip of urself...i think i am breaking apart...after all the lesson..i wanna find comfort and stuff..juz wanna get rid of all this..go club..but then i realised..i go dere for wat??!! nothing....i feel so de......haiz..worst?acturally saw alot of ICE ppl...but i don think i did tok to much of them...or een nv tok ba...audrey is isolating herself again??DONT!!....ha

AHHH..ooverall i don think my 1st day was good lar...I FEEL..STRESS...SAD..DOWN..FASTRATED...aiyah juz everything on the nevigative side??haha

DI-respect

I HATE MY ELDER SISTER

DORIS LEE PEI TING!!!

do i need to say more?!!! y is this ass being so barbaric..and so temper! i really dont like to see her listen to her or even tok to her anymore!!!-------to think i used to respect her and so close wit this barbaric person!!i am sooOOOooOOOoo ANGRY!! sugar sugar sugar SUGAR SUGAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!u think wat! everything goes your way?...u love to fight so much?!!hey even though u ar elder so! BIG ar?! like SUGAR! i so damn feel like punching the daylights out of her.............................................

Class OUT!

YEAH!! i juz recovered form fever yesterday...heng ar...or tday cannot go class outing le..hee..today body fats they all coming back from camp..tot to go back find thm..and well maybe do some event things..[i am soooOOo dead for my event-_-"]but then when i reach sch they debriefing..then i don wanna distrub mah..dunno i can listen inside anot..don think so lar..then scared i wait outside stress them..so i when i hide in the toliet...haha..but cannot hide dere..got ppl attemp to hack open my door..lol..luckly i cause out fast...or OH...kana zhao keng...hmm..then seriouly i am lost of wat to do next...juz know i wanna come sch walk walk..but dunno go where sia...see..i don belong anywhere...lol..then i sit one coner try to d my 100watermelon...lame lar...don till4onli...heng heng i meet jian ming tey all..ha...they when back club wit me to take the proposal..but i think its the wrong one...then eat lunch wit me..can say pei me till 4plus lar..cause of me their friend whe off 1st le...gulity...THANKS really much!!hee...then of cause we tok alot lar...things we tok about during the bbq i when the day after break camp..ha n aiya..alo of ppl know my so called dark secrect le lor...think why meng dunno yet...heng..ha...

till 4plus le jim they all not done yet..so we go off le...i meeting my classmates mah..on the way we were toking about cheers and jokes..and i tell them a dirt joke lar...its wat i heard form yuting lar..or orginated form ben..??ha..the finger one..lol..and now we keep playing wit tt...cover the ears...[i am not listening..]those who don understand don worry... ask us..we tell u the joke..then u can play along...lol...finally meet the group of classmated going out together..planned to go ice skate de...but then dunno y today open till530 onli...we reach dere 5 le lor...so in the end we went bowling...

Look @the SHOES...!![got 2 odd..one extra extra odd...]

go till so far for a game at 2.50...but after the games then we realise its 3.90 per game cause is after 6pm...-_-" lame...ok...in total we played 2games...got 9ppl..then audrey as a half guy half gal is on half half team!!haha..but my score was placed wit the guys..it has been 2and a half yrs since i last threw a bowling ball..haha..wha..lose touch wit it i think..but 1st round not bad...84think 2nd or 3rd on the list..?ha marvin power..99..one more point to 100...ha..and alot of funny stun lar..u should see the way pei boon bowl hee..then bowl finish move back till i fall..also dunno y...steff drop her ball be4 she bowl...ha the andrea threw the bowling ball so lighly also can strike!!ha...vivien bowl also very cute one..the leg will kick backwards..i wander if mine will...?ha..and guess wat??!! i now then know when u bowl u ain the arrows on the lane!!!wat de...?! i always aim the pins right on sia...!!

act like bowling pros...

SMILES ppl~!!

ICE camp!!

1st Day of prep camp...
abit late in the morning...alot of ppl dere le...ha so i sway sway need to sit at the end of the good morning game...but acturally its a good thing ba..will try to remember more names...hee..after some games and intro to the camp we go put back at MPH..the place where singing audition was held..then sentosa we when!!wha...heng i got bring money...i really didnt know we need to pay so much ourselves...n i kinda think the admission we paide abit wastes sia...juz stone in sentosa..nv bring anything to play while waiting for the FLTS...aka..white lighters..wha..then supper sunny dere lorz...ok..after one full day at sentosa we when back sch prepare night walk..ha i tried to scare ppl for the 1st time!!yeah yeah....wha...while waiting horz..damn long lar..boring...in front i think scare till quite good lor...but behind i sian already..then lol lar..not scaring them..like act kid kid wit them...think if i got location and not wait so long horz...can scare ba..or i sleep sleep le lor...of cause must have ppl pei me lar...then orh orh time!!yeah yeah......

2nd Day of prep camp..
2nd day we did alot of games ar...we tried a night acctivity..wah..need to waot again..then my station de ppl..me..nancy and safiq all fal asleep lor...then the white lighters walk pass saw us!!so pai sae..!!then dere was station games where we GPs also form groups to play..ha alot very fun lor!!and my team wit trey..hong zhang..chin chin nigel..shermain..gary..kevin..adeline still got who ar??me memory not tt good...ha..our team rules in tortoise tortoise jump!! or like wat nigel aways say wron..turttle turttle up...??!! lol..ha we even invented a "exercise" specialy for this game...ha cause of wat i keep doing... haha..i always raise 2 parts of body...right hand left leg...left leg right hand..hee..the exercise really helped alot i tell u...ppl like me who cannot even kill one in the 1st game killed 2 GUYS for the 2nd round...nigel also...he cleared 8 lor!!we don even need to use our real weapon trey to play...haha..after the debrief we the graduation of the FlTS..and the presentation of shoes lace...ha we created the "a a a a ahhh..!!" and alot of things during tt time...really play till very high lor!!every sentance ppl say we ahhh them...ha..when tt finish we got to do props tt we nv finish..haiz..all so tired..i feel gulity tt i didnt help..but nvm lar...over les...hee..after tt alot of ppl left form home at 6plus...piggy me slept till 8plus am then when home...put all the cloths wit water melon and shower nice nice ar...

1st Day of ICE camp..!!
hee..then sleep...woke up abit late ar...but got others even more more late..haha..the 1st day of camp started by introducing us to the campers..and all the a a a a ahhhhh...things..ha...then dere was games of cause...got night acctivity..haha...we shower them wit host for mine..ha i cant aim-_-"...but not bad ar...we changed some of theirs cheers..bacome more funny lor..haha.."say say say.....!!"...then i cannot remember le...

2nd day of ICE camp...!!
when SENTOSA agains!!hmm...see nv learn our lesson...forget to bring ball to play agains...plus we GPs woke up a little late hee..then i forget to bring thing to change...so didnt go into sea right away...at 1st vincent keep trying to pull me in ar..but we wait for ppl till abit sian..play tortoise tortoise jump by ouselves...loser go swim...and i lost twice..so go swimmin oh..haha...heng got dry in time when our game ends...but my shorts atill abit wet..be4 we go back to school we also learn the 3 slope pomp clap!!haha damp funny i tell u...slope 43.5 degree ex! and pomp x2??haha...then we go back sch for dinner..and nigth acctivity..erms..tt acctivity acturally very blur about it..plus me and trey got a very ollu place...in the end we sleep down dere...please lar..not on pourpose one..so tired le..if u throw me down dere wait i surely sleep de lor...rites?ha then play till abit everyone different rule...ok..debrief..sleep

3rd day of ICE camp...!!
haha...ok..i am doom on tt day..cause i need to hold the station games...like so easy job hors?but then cause my partner will be away...alot of my manpower away...plus i nv prep this hor...haiz...disaster!!!during station games then i realise tt the way the station is places is wrong lor...tts y so slow..plus all the time too short...15mins alot of things cannot play well ar...100s no NG..and the down down down..plus the jump one fun lor..but not alot get to play...sobs...then is water games..wha...chum chum..cause the floor like oven sia!!how to play??ten we slowly transport water to cool de floor...lame...and y we waering tt think think polo on tt day??ha...hot sia...but its nice lar..i admit...ha..so see the caption ball more fun nicer to see..ha..then the mummy alive..alot of problem ar..finally they wash up..song section and night walk...this time i nv act ghost...cause i scared too sian..then i might play wit them again..then not scary...ha but ppl got different version for me leh...some say i cannot scare cause see my face they laugh...but some say i no need do anything the face scary le..ha..but this time the night walk fast sia!!so regret tt i nv bacome ghost...plus so many ppl pei me dere..haha..but i also damp tired ar...every interval like less then 5min..i also will sleep..ha..then ben and joey funny lor...joey 1st time scare ppl give ppl say u look like macdolans...haha..after nght walk wash up is 7am plus plus le...wah!!tired...next mornig all late wake up...

4th day of ICE camp..!!a a a a ahhhh......
we work up late..heng still got breakfast..then they will have telematch..haha very lame lar..we sleep down dere wit fan for very long time..then suddenly alot of ppl choing come here..afew mins finish le...ha..then we go clear up things...bellebanja...throw ppl here n dere..some high high song section...draw on the camp chief...ass camp chief..death god..and the night walk IC...ha..finally around 3 the camp is declared closed...wha u think end of fun??NONONO..ha we a a a a ahhhh.....all the way..ha..then pitiful death squads..we need to stay back...some more debrief...lol...debried all the way till 8plus...wha..then 9 or 10 like tt then reach home...phew!!manage to watch last eposi of jin shan sun...ha...then sleep next day till 3pm..ha a fun but tiring camp..but i really got to know alot of ppl sia!!fun fun fun lar....now i thinking if i wanna ba an mia personnext yr anot..hmm...ok lar...not inactive can rite??ha...well then i go rest rest le...

OMG....

ello...hee...i think the blog layout of my own ar..abit difficult to read...so hai...juz use wat they give me 1st..until i got more time then i edit more from here...hee..now at least u can read everyhting better!!?? yeah??hee...then my efforts of typing then got use..hee ahh.....tml going another camp le...may god bless me to have a wanderful time dere...and of cause enought rest??hee...i think everyday sleeping at 4plus am sia!!ohh....hee..and i am still at blur blur mode...not prepared for the camp??hee...haven pack and got alot of work haven do...well will be away till 14th nites..take care ppl...and wait for me ks??haha...

TO body fats and all the IC ppl...i am so sorry to dissapoint u..but if i were to back out oF ICE now..its even more irresponsable..u guys take care of ur voice..pace urself out..don over do it now...u will need the strength to go on..! hope u all understand my position [wit all the work i have and the time left to choing it...]and not think wrongly..yes i know u may say tt thought i have all this work i will still play and stuff..so 3more days go no diff..but wat is the after effects or of all this camp..will i have some more strength..?and i do not only have my club my ccas..i also have my life..my sch..my other OWN self...i have been losing touch wit it very long le...hees i really seek ur understanding...i feel am very sorry...

ONE GOOD NEW BE4 i go!! my SHOES design PROPOSAL has been APPROVED!!! APPROVED!! yeah! and tt means more work for me....-_-" but a hope to really whao the things up! project com..i really need ppl wit me...ARE u GAMED??hee...well then tata

Trenggnu STUDY TRIP!!

yeah yeah!! i am backed!!anyone miss me??lol....haas...aiyah but come back must get into work agains whahaha...projects and proposals....hmm..juz went to a logo design lesson or can say tok yesterday..ha he is quite inspiring lar...cool too...acturally i tot he will teach some skills like tt..lol..gotten this shirt which is designed by him..think he is quite well know in korea..he designed alot of other things too for levis and stuff...nice lor...also asked his signiture...ha anyone wanna buy?? cause it toooooo large for me i think...guy L size..haha...but go my name le...ha..

Shirt from JAY the korean designer...

ok!!now about the trip!!ha think u all more intrested about tt rite???hmm...form 27th aug ba...sunday..we were to meet at 6pm..most of us went early..but because we didnt had dinner we rushed to clemiti eat..then late...ha..so we got up the bus and entered malaysia through 2nd link...wha the malaysia bus we were to changed to damn long lor...wait and wait...ha..the rest of the trip was normal..all the way till monday morning when we reach trenggune at last..ha eat breakfast dere...roti prata..but over dere they call it a different name...

Our big cheif!!

then we took speed boat to perhantian island!!whao...speed boat for the 1st time...nice sia!!the feeling the view...ha only seas and seas..saw some werid thing poking up too...leon say is shipwrack...but also say is fishing rod..so wat is wat..??i also dunno..but the island we reaching is so pretty!!the clear waters...the 1st time i am seeing it sia!!u can even see things under the water...whao...then we got our keys to the rooms..even more cooler and cute lor..u got ur own little cottage...sweet...but hmm..the person wit me dosent make it as sweet...ha...after we unpack we when arounf the island to play look around..some of then kanchiong strat taking along of photos le...ha..

having FUN on some boat i ransacked...ha..

1st day on tt island we need to start painting le..but after the painting we played volley ball and stuff wat the guides...ha be4 tt i saw the sea at its low tide...ha even mor pretty..os sad the pics not wit me i cannot show u...the water wat so low tt u can even see some rocks or sea plants by walking on the sand!!while walking if u notice..dere are even fishes within ur reach!! some of them saw clown fish and some other creatures...pity me tt i didnt saw..only saw a few big clams...ha no pears inside..ha...then dere was dinner and some playing in our own rooms!!hee...

2nd day on the island...we when more other places..!!tell u something..we took alot of speed boat on tt day!!hee..i woke up late tt day..didnt tried their breakfast..but got up in time to go to the village to see their lifestyle...play wit them..ha..after the visit to the village..we went to vist the turtles...and had fun wit the strimps...ha..pain pain sia...we were suppose to stept into a pond full of srimps and let them clean our LEGS!!!ha...they are like bitting us lor!!nibble nibble on our legs..itichy..i think the feed on our dead skin on the foot ba...

The Children Playing soccer..!!

The shrimps in tt pond...look at it on our foots!!

after the visit to the shrimps..we played wit baby turtles...ha acturally on the 1st day we also saw and played wit some medium tuttles on the island we live in..and [haha..i hav aome ways wit the turtles u know...ha]other who tried to hold the turtle got hit by their powerful flippers...ha of cause i got hit at 1st..but then i sayang the turtle...ha..then turtle nice nice to me le..feel so sad tt it is being place in a bucket of sea water onli..not freed...but was glad to hear that will be freed on malaysia's national dayon 31staug i think...hee...

The baby turtle!!

after the visit to the turtles..we when snookling!!yeah! acturaly worry that i cannot go in..but i did!!hee...heng i did..cause i really experience alot of things...touched alot of corals...saw alot of fishes...saw the trigget fish..ha..it dosent swin striaght u know...ha slanted de..and swim and played wit the coral fishes...one one pervert fish...1st nibble my heels...then nibble my butt when i swim lor!!ha...then alot nibble my hands...the 1st time u let tthem nibble u will scared lor..like pain like tt...but u will get use to it..like wat the guide says..ha like kiss ur hand like tt..ha also feed the coral fish..a guide wah!so power..caught a fish bearhanded...ha..the guide also used the sea cumber to make fun of us lor...ha..miss them so much...then was lunch and outdoor painting..and dinner...after dinner night drawing..haiz...me me me...constrained again..y do i always constrain myself?i don feel safe letting it go?maybe...haiz...i cant break through..can break through..dunno y...hmms...

The guides HUT..

Third day is the last day on the island le..missing it so much…so I decided to wake up early in the morning to enjoy the island more…!! And see the lids go sch too…heng I saw the kids let in time..and heng syaiful got wake up to say a bye…then I took a few photos of the things dere…and of cause wit its beautiful sand so fine…we tried to make a sand castle!! Wah..very scorching sun…I got a bit burn on the neck cause of tt lar…after the breakfast we check out and took coach to the water fall and hot spring…wha..nv managed to say a proper good bye to the guides….sad sad sia…when hot spring…wha..!the 1st pool right at the top!! whao…HOT sia!! But the center one still ok lar….very slippery onli…many of them slipped…then fell all in…lol…the bottom one abit difficult to get to lar..but wha..so shoik…cold de…the clam moving stream…tot of going to find the water source ar..but walk till quite far a lot of algae so nv continue le..the pebbles in the stream abit painful ar…like go foot message like tt haha…then the lunch dere was crappy lar…wait so long yet my friend nv get their food…abit salty lar…spicy too…but the chapedak was nices!eat it for the 1st time…fried jack fruit instead of banna…hee..then after the soaking in the hot springs then we go take photo at dunno which water falls...hee...nv when all up..cause we slow..sad...sad..then was dinner in some hut which sells satay..cause will be a long trip so go eat some stuff..suddenly it rainned.wha.all the corcorach from dere invaded us lor...ha...abit eeky..cause the 1st crochack climb till my knee dere!!wha!i tot is paper or wat...heng i swept it off...or dunno where it will go sia..lol..then in the big rain we tried to find ways of going back to the bus..ha and continue our trip to the hotel...at last we reached..wha...its called hotel seri i think...outside look like nothing much lar..but inside is cool!!ha pretty lor..got air con somemore!! leon then treat us eat pizza..hee..so brefing and the sleep...play all those...

One of the water fall...hee NICE?

FOURTH day..the last day where dere is acctivity..wha..going to last day le...feel bad sia..we started by going another waterfall area...a nature reserve it hink..wha alot of ppl go dere play.... wha if spore go waterfall fun sia!!this one is more difficult to walk lar..plus the day be4 rain heavily...slippers...yups...and i fell down at dere of cause... trying to get this photo...

then i on a stone wat...my freind call me i turn then fell..cause the stone slippery...also tried to take pics of insects...lol..they move damn fast for some...ha...after waterfalls..we when to a lol place fr lunch agains...wha..i hate eating luch at those places...always wait very long de...plus difficult to communacate over dere...after tt pissing lunch..we take a lao kok kok boat to another village...wha...dere is worst then perhantan village i tell u...more stinky??ha...but don think dere is school dere ba...nv saw...the sky over dere is also very nice..all nicer then spore can le..hee...after tt we go back hotel..got to settle our own dinner..had KFC..lol.like spore don have...hee...then go watson but thigns..wha cheaper then spore lor...next time must go dere buy..haha..then gou zhen buy colour dye...ask me help him dye hair...ha and yups i did...but not musch colour can be see ask his haor don take the colour in...hee...be4 helping him wit the hair..we had a debrief in my hotel room..cause it has a widest space in the center where everyone can come in..its room 111..ha...the debrief let me see tt...haiz...i missed a chance to get closer wit my classmates..and tt this trips is a head start for all of our friendship...at least i know all their faces ar..hee...

DCMD 2006/2007!!

friday morning...going back day to spore..we take our dinner at the chinatown again..and pack load up de bus...in the mean time we prepeared a special gifts to the leacures who came and spend this memories wit us lunch was better..hee..after lunch we briugh alot of tibits and nonsense form a mamam shop beside..haiz..i nv buy alot...cause eat till broke le...ha..we continue the trip..wha..the bus driver is killing me lor...make me super montion sick..wan vomit cannot...then also toked alot wot sharon..but alot of time tok to i cannot tahan the motion thingy must stop..ps ar..hee...finally reach spore at 9pm..reach school 930 ba? then sharon parent send me home..mucks so nice...hee..or yups it will be abit difficult to get home ars..hee

tts all about the trip!!now got anothe rcamp to choing...jia you!!oh...and a coffe table book to do...

miss me..!!

ello~~ppl........

tml going off le.haha....but then i still haven pack finish...slack slack........haven buy sour plum...haven change malaysia money...haven..erms...quite alot lar..ha...tml then do ba...hmm...my bag quite light leh...hee...so i thinkin wan bring pillow or bear bear anot...hees...should?? i think ligh because i alot of things nv bring...i only bring 2shirt...hees...wash and dry during the trip...haa..

hmm....tis few days no1 tok to me leh...sad...then like i am now driffting away from everyone le...i wander wander if i will be missed....haha..no lar...haha...but i will have fun tml..!!hee...tata...take care dudes

YEAH..hmms...haiz

wahoo..!!had a busy day yesterday and today...but yesterday was more fun..haas......we meet at orchard[also dunno for wat..]to buy our things for the trip..sandels and stuff...or art materials...but popular der only got one A3 size skecth book..so we didnt buy dere...instead when abit shopping...ha..brought shorts..pei boon buy shirt..!!nice nice..but i think he will look old again...ha..then we go jourong point...popular..and go dunno wher see cheap sandels..but i see all those cannot go hiking de...ha i don wan bring track shoes..so sandels good one...[thought i nv wore sandles in agessss....]then cause we walk till quite long..quickly go back sch do login php...my last page for the whole project..the most headache one...can do till 5plus onli..cause gotta rush to meet aiai...we go swimming...!hee then dinner....finally brought most of the things needed for the trip ba...but i still wanna get some stuff...ha that day spend 60plus sia..i am dead...

Thursday:

last night sleep damn late to help justin wit some work..ha..then morning go back sch do touch up on the IDS and to pass-up...but i can do till2 only...got meeting...[today will be rushing alot of meetings...but haiz]suddenly alot of probs wit the IDS then i do till 230 then run to meeting...they say meetin very fast in the end loong till i nearly cannot eat my lunch...then i was late for my next meetin at 5...haiz..this meetin ar..say also not good, dont say also not good...haiz...i was damn sad and dissapointed...can say its the 1st meeting tt i am going to hold fully...yiyang nv help much..all by me...i prepare everything...wan to give jobscope wanna get it started and going ASAP..cause i know everyone will be busy later...but...only 3 came...worst still...most of my family member is in my com..n they didnt come...[tried calling afew of them...but nv pick up...more dissapointed...] haiz...then really lor..wats the use of holding...i nearly wanted to say lets cancle tis lar..but i don think its nice or resposable about tt...so i carried it on...inform them...n disscuss wit them...HAIZ..so muchfor getting our com involved...yar..tis is my respond...i am letting u all do the job wit me while i oversee and finalist..but where were u ppl?? now because of this....i am all wacked up lor..proposal late summit..late approve...late start..and u think i can do by then??NO! i will have another project le... haiz..sobs sobs

then no one no where to dis stress tis part of emotional...sugar...hai..think i am losing everyone to the world of games..i think i go and lose myslef lar....

friday:

Me and Raf..!!

The girls..

From left:Doreen, Liwen, Rui Xia, Raf, Me

whee....!!a start of a new day!!should be fun today..meeting some of my sec sch friend..be4 tt i need to go back to sch...wanna finish the proposak be4 i leave on sunday so tt when i overseas can approve...hee..but...-_-" all the printer cannot find work all the crap lar..so wasted my trip...clubhouse also nv open..pissed off...so sit at fc4 ALONE...self entertain lorz...till 11 like tt to meet them...but i late cause the bus slow...raf was more late...ha..after all the waiting...we finally got to marina square...keep going to different places dunno wat to eat even thought everyone is hungry...wha i really really alot of food nv eat be4 leh!!next time must go eat eat...try..ha...we when breaks eat the set meal in the end...hmms..nice...the ice-cream like nicer then swensn de lorz...haa...okies..so we chat slack dere..after tt go see see shop shop..[i am dead...] acturally i say cannot buy de..cause o speand 60plus le..but i...erm..brought 1...heng ar..one onli...acturally see another one nice nice one lor..but a top..75bucks...i still not so crazy yet...ar...always see tt kind of top so ex de......on the way eat and snack abit...think i spend 30or 40 plus ba...oh my...we go quite afew places lar...walk the whole shopping center and also esplanatd..ha wander y they all can feel so much for tt place..all say romontic n alot..but..i juz still don feel anything...haiz i start to hate me...i can feel for ppl or can sense things...seems to be tighted up in between myself...

i hate tis feeling....but how to slove....? y is everyone so cold?? i don wanna think about it le....let everything go.....

HOLIDAYS??!!

hmms...dunno if i mentioned it to u..but most of my holidays is GONE!!!gone gone all gone......sobs sad ar..i cannot plan things to go out wit all u ppl...u all keep saying ur holiday boring...pls lor..at least u can plan acctivities for urselves...mine??is got timing de...the thought of this week bye bye again so sad lor..humps..i think i will pon the meeting on friday maybe spend time wit u all be4 i go toooo the study trips...haha[say till very scary like tt...no lar..acturally it will be doubble the FUN!!-----i HOPES!!(^-^)]so anyone wanna book me??ha...

this week is my "2nd" week of holidays but so far i have been going back sch...[OH i 'love' the sch soOOo much -_-"]last week the cameras...and tt lol song sesion...then monday juz when for extra lessons..[10am to 6pm somemore]--worst then sch hours...but then playing wit paint was lots of fun...!!(i prefere tt then drawing...SERIOUSLY!!)then today went sch see the guys play soccer..and do project...STONE sia...keep stuck wit tt login PHP...but heng our saviour is coming!!ha ms jan says she got time teach us tml...[which means i gotta go back sch AGAIN!!!dots...]---i think i am really "LOVIN" it..ohoh...today when i really sit down dere and see them play soccer...reminds me or e3 sia..haas miss all of them...the cheering team..blah blah blah..ha..very long nv see them le..sad to say even see them play...n the weird thing is tt today when i going home after diner wit syaiful i saw the "manager" of e3 soccer team!! ha---is liwen lar....[my friend from primary5 all the way till now...]ha so tiaco!!but i didnt saw her 1st...i saw her shoses...lol..i see the shoes intresting and is hand drawn de mah...so notice quite long..then dunno how FINALLY see the face look like liwen sia..ha..i didnt realise it at 1st...psps..hee

she also didnt saw me lor when i walk pass her...call her mei nu she also nv answer...cause ears plug wit the ear phones..ha..then i walk her to her block while we chat...sit at her bolck down stairs chatted think like 1hr??ha..friday meeting them...hmms...i dunno i should be happie or should worry...worry? or happie? erm..but i am happie tt doreen b.day coming lar get together..

reach home then eat agains..fat PIG lar audrey..think no.25th still not full...guan jie also called me juz now..feel so sorry tt i didnt concentrate fully on the conversation through out..but i did when u were toking about her...[a i turn off tv and com..juz 4 u 4 know..ha...]---then guang jie say be me stead quite easy life sia...every date bring me to different places try nice food can le..really meh??!!ha[trying to sawn me alot of food nv eat be4 ar...???]--haha i don think i am the only one...N horz...u say u will bring me go eat all those de ars...don 4get...[ppl always forget they owe me treats...haa]

ahh...!!tis holiday i really hope can do alot of things sia.....alot alot...like play badminton..basketball..bowling..cycling ..rollerblading?swimming...tracking..iceskate..kbox/k-ster..DIY's..alot others...i cant think le..ha but of cause most improtantly!! SPEND QUALITY TIME WIT ALL MY FRIENDS, FAMILY and LOVED ones...ha...(^-^)...but now see my schedul....i abit scared all lost again...sobs..

MY SCHEDULE!!!

tml packed fully le...so cannot go ice skate wit jasmine they all...SAD..going to buy trip stuff wit my class ppl..acturally only meeting afew..now alot...lol..like another class trip sia..haa...then go back sch..PROJECT---now abit fear tis word rite??!! then must reach home by 530 meet aiai...haa...thursday pass up project..plus one small meeting but now..got 2 meeting...from 2pm...think i meeting till 8 plus le lar...-_-" friday got meeting one..like i say i going say bye to it...hees..then meet doreen they all till 5plus...after tt who wanna meet me..??haa..then i sat pack bag ba??---of cause lar or sunday meh...[hammer myself..!!]then suday 5plus bye bye to u all...will miss u all des...mucks~! monday do outdoor paintitng and night photography i think...got beach vollyball game also...erms..i dunno how to play tt...-_-"..hees,tues is photography...snookling!!! and night drawing...ha wander wat i will SEE...muhahaha...lames...then hiking and all the others all the way till 1sept then come back..[no more teachers day...awws..i miss sec school....]come back cannot rest..2nd sept got lesson at 12..or is it 11..??cant remember...then we need to start doing our coffe table book.. but i think can rest abit le lars...haass tts when u all can book me!!QUICK!!1st-come-1st servered...LOL..from 3rd-8th sept can rest..hees[heng in the end i nv go tt 1st aid course...]----or i cant rest...9th go camp..but 10th can go off..or something like tt..?ha..11then go back organise camp...all the way till 14th...WHA...15th rest..pack...set off on 16th for another camp @ john island...eeks..don really like tt place...18th come back....OH!!must do gems on tt day[yar hors so wat gems u all going?? we go de same one leh...haa tell me ars??] after tt i am "free" free to do my assignments AGAIN...whahaha...winner sia.....

well guys now tt u know my schedules...please save me out form all tis works...ha..but then don last last min tell me..i might be too tired to SO Ooo on go out tt excate moment tt u ask me to..ha well thens...gotta mugg agains....u all take care okies??miss u all and must miss me lots lots....haas

Lots of LOVE...audrEy(^-^)

1 to 100 little ME...!!

hi dere ppl...haven posted for awhile...mayb not very long..but alot of things had happen...1st i shall say...audrey has lost her self..lost to who?? herself lor...the "head" of all the audrey is too worn out mentally and emotionally...until tt line breaking point...SNAP! everything is gone...she is then gone gone gone gone gone....being captured by the rest of the 99 little audrey[erm..can say she wanna be locked dere herself lar....]high up in a certain tower anywhere, everywhere, nowhere...for 2whole days or more...haa...audrey is really not the same anymore..think it can be felt easily lar..then deep inside something is wrong...everyone keep asking the audrey's wats wrong..but bottm line is the big aud doesnt wanna speak..and say truely...she dosent even know wats wrong...[i don wanna think about it le...too tired to even think wats the problem...]

At times the big aud wil look out the tower window and listen to things tt other ppl wanna tell her...[most of the time don wanna listen] Haiz...then she knows alot of ppl don like her to be like tt...alot of ppl wan the audrey to be back..but seriously..at that point of time..audrey juz cannot be bothererd wit it..u see...she always open herself up to tok play and feel for ppl..but when she does tt she juz don get back the same treatment [so much for treat ppl the way u wan to be treated...] as time goes by...think she hurt and stuff lar...dunno why when big audrey locked in the tower..things little aud's see seems unreal..all fake one...the concerns..then words...all juz cannot reach deep enough to the aud tt is in the high tower...hmms...now ar..cause she knows tt she cannot continue hiding and tt dere is ppl who care...she is making her way down the tower lar...near the door stept le...but haiz...she is still half sleep like tt...cannot feel much things as no one has touched her heart to awaken her...

--------ok something funnier to brignten the things up...!! deyi managed to tok to 1-7aud...ha if i don remember wrongls...aud 25 is the hungry one...eaten 3packets of chips at one go!! hmm...then dunno which aud...so bad..wanna kill deyi..wanna break his wrist when is already injured...haha LOL...i know....its abit crazy...tooOOoo drama...haha too much DET le lar tts y...[DET---design thinking]ha...

ok then...about other things...LAME lor...on friday...4PM!!! daddy camoe home from work..then i going to school...madness...juz for the song sesion...ok..since i love song and cheers so i am FINE wit it....but then i tell u i super regret going sia....less the 30flies went...dots..then the song they sing...i knew them all le...[except linger...] but then KNEW onli...cause the one tt i KNEW and the ones they sing tune and stuff alot of differences sia....!!and it sounds...so awful to me...sad sia..spoil all the nice songs and cheers tt i LOVE soOOo much......!! then i am suppose to lead the cheer bom chicka boom...ha our PL fav cheer!! so happie lor that at least i can play!! but then...i shocked sia......their version no actions one...[hee hee our version damn lots of actions and effect..] then they don wan follow me lor...spoiller.......Don care..they ask me lead they need to folow me...ha must do all the sexy or shitting actions...ha...going to be a nice sho...!!hmm..their there was a stream also weird no little one..

theri version---"jus a tiniwenny stream" ours is --"jus a tiniwennt little stream" aiyo...its difficult to change lor....Worst of all is the PERLLY SHELLS!!! one of my FAV!! wha......sounds so wrong and not fun lor...i wanna cry liao lar in tt song...not tears of sweet love...but tears of hear break ar...sobs...other updates i tell u all next time......

photos!!---not edited....hee

Some photos i promised...SOME onli...ha coments...(6_9)


photo taked during the trip to esplanate wit guan jie:

the esplanate it self....

ME...taken by guan jie of cause...ha

boat boat...Juz nice position...ha....

i really like tis lighting and framing quite good...romantic sia..ha


Photos taken during SP NDP celebrations:

Sp band welcoming the principal[part of it onli...]

The Sp kinderland kids!!cuties...hee..FLAG.....
Alot of her pic acturaly...dunno y cannot upload...ha...



Photos for my birthday!!:
my birthday pizza...nice...

DONT take my pizza!!humps...haha....[act only..]

Me and peiboon wit my cake!!hee

andera's birthday!!

ELLO~~!! ha today is andrea's birthday!![cher always mix up my name and her name..] she is also one of the four august babies in our class..oh...guess wat??!! all the august baby name all starts wit A also lor...lol...ok..so we acturally meet her 12..but we say wan meet 1130 1st...i was late..cause toking to other on msn tok till nv go out...hee psps...and then i also alighted on the wrong stop..need to walk more..but andera have come... HENG AR...hee

then andera gotta sent her friend off flight so will be late..we decided to go sydney dere wait lor...but it is raining..then we only got 2 umberalls..ha then we solowly transport one another dere...so bonded like tt...ha after tt the rain abit better...whole group chiong in the rain to the complex!!ha..OH!! then inside syndy go something so facnsting!! so intresting!! ha..next time i bring u all go dere play!!ha...[i think while i playing down dere the couple look at me..] juz when u enter the door the floor got some interactive things one...then so cute lor...our class play alittle dere...[ok i keep playing dere...]then we went down to see wat movie to watch..it was..ant bully...see no evil...lakeside...or click..! steff watch click le...so we do wan tourture her...tot to see others...lakeside seems nice...oh!! the my super ex girl friend seem cool too..but we cant decide...later see birthday gal...so we go and prepare the things for her...we set up de cake..go into hiding and everything...wha..she got icecream cake sia!!n big big somemore..sobs..audrey sad....i get......hmmms..nvm..i also happie for mine!!haha...

FINALLY! ur limelight is here....!haha...then we take action! whaoo..shocked her wit the cake....she really thought she need to do work on her birthday lor..quite sad about it sia..ha..but its all a lie...horhor...then tml still need to go take photo..ha..after the tasty cake and all the present giving...we go buy ticket for movie...in the end also watch click..ha..wha...long tickets lor..but i believe can be longer...ask the whole class or my whole club come down..ha can beat 12de lar...i remember tt time watch coach carter....our sch so many ppl go...hmm..be4 movie we go have lunch...at KFC...ha wah..all mad ppl le...more lame then yeaterday lor...my class is getting more n more intresting day by day...lol...well..CLICK, a nice show...really nice...got cry lar me..ha but i think its quite statsifiying..like wan cry more but ok lor..then it really ENLIGHTEN me..i must treasure the ppl around me..!!so now i will tell u guys!! I LOVE U ALL!!!hmms n i dunno y i suddenly feel very vounderable after the show...[emotionaly vounderable..] suddenly reliving in the moment which i experance few months or weeks be4...really feel the need of support...then all the confusion filled me...i feel so messed up...i really got the rashness to juz react wat was on metorgarden..a one month contract..ha..[anyone wanna sign wit me..??ok i think one week ba...or one day??!!] but after toking wit guan jie and thinking it out...hmms...we concluded tt i juz wan to love and to be loved...ha..falling in love wit love..??!![wat me jim and jas will say]ha...same as jas...very dangerous u know!!
























oh...back to andera's day...we also got take neoprints!!ha fun fun...after that i left wit khai and zihui...they take mrt...i take bus lor..haiyo full again..so stand through out...wan sleep also cannot sleep....hmm..then i tok to guan jie, acturally wna to like last ime 4hrs lor...but mummy scold..so tok 2hrs onli...but it help me clear some of my clouds..ha...need some more toking to different ppl...ha cause i think all this toking helps myself to see clearer...ha...oh...need to sleep early tonight...tml long long day...morning photography..then evening also...afternoon go eat eat..FOOD!!ha..and buy stuff we might need lor....hmm..where we going??!! little inda..!![have u ever wander y is it little..??racist..]ha...and of wat i know tml yu ting going operation..ha dunno esmond they all going down find him anot..but he mention tt he will sleep the whole half day..so think if they go down also see him sleep only...ha..but wish him all the best...and wish sharon the best too....i am so gulity tt i didnt give u the attention when u called me on sat...i promise not to do tt again!!best of luck wit ur second operation..i will try and pray for u..(^-^) take care everyone...love ya...bye

14th AUGUST!!!

yoz! 1st week of 'holidays' need to return sch again...lame..ok to return camera..meet class at 930..nearly late..heng ar...then we marched up ti the com tech...ha wha!!like suddenly all the ppl come in is us..then suddenly got so many things to do..haha...after much confusion we renewed everything and loan out things that we needed for wed outing..... then do tico..yu guang and esmond entered to return the camera too..syaiful see got ball to play he high sia!! [play wat ball??basketball football or my ball??-----the recordings of the prink calls...lol] so in the ed..yups..the guys did play...ha...the daryl took out his top lor...cause he wear long sleves...lol...in the end cause we blackmail him wit his naked photos...he no choice wear back...ha..

after i dunno how long...the tired..so send me and peiboon to buy drinks...ha me n peiboon skipped our way dere..ha so happie sia...very long since i skipped this way...remind me of the old days!! like flyin on sky like tt...but the problem is...peiboon cannot coordinate tt well...ha ok then the drink were brought back for them..then we were off to lunch!!ha...FOOD...all hungry sia...then they very warm wat..so we go piazz hut inside eat..wah.. 10% GST...but we ok lor...nv eat like tt goether wat...ha in the end all full full...nv finish the watermelons and salads...wha...wasted..then esmond they all juz nice come..ha so we offered our salad to them...oh!nearly forgot...some ppl don eat fruits or vegg de...so i think they also nv use de lar...after crapping alot...we when off...[really alot i tell u...i had nv seen they crap till like tt...even dear syafuil also lame sia!!]

then our next estination is SP GG...we all nv go inbe4...ha so abit sootong over dere...very funny i tell u...we go to the top floor walk down...then while walking down i saw bikini gals swimming!! aiyah...drayl not dere...only got vincent see wit me...lol..[tts the guys side of me ba??got this hobby from all tis guys....lol] then we go play arcade...lol no aircon de...then we no 20cent coins..canot play alot of game...sobs...but i manage to play a game tt i wan to play!!tt drayl...1st time playing so pro sia!!ha.....then they also play the soccer in the arcard...vincent very lol lor!! use sonic team to kick!! so KAWAII!! cutesss sia...ha funny..vincent also played the x-men x-men fighting game...ohoh...did i mention tt yu ting they all also come..ha..i also dunno y...but ok lar..i can link our clas to DDM...ha whaa...wei da..leh...!! after level7..when vincent finally fight till die....we go off...yu ting esmond they all play pool...ha be4 we go out..saw a room inside ogt FOC cold water...ha..everyone keep drinking like wat sia....funny...then we go down claim our cards...tell the lady.."nice place u have" ha she tell us join wat membership de...i don remember...

the we go back stadium track dere...crazy again..ha syafuil saw the flag tt peiboon hold be4 on th floor..we took it to play lor!!even record down wat we did!!ha...we like marching band like tt...follow the red flag..ha...then i dunno lar..anyhow anyhow....but the we sit down and tok about some1 birthday celebration tml..wha...then i sad...my birthday only...like tt......sobs...they where got plan so much for me...ha...nvm..but i am happie wit my cake...lol....after i think one hour...?? we tricked her to come out do "work" wit us...ha she sound pissed...but then gulity me..fell alseep abit..ha...power lor...still can sleep at the bench dere.....after tt go home lo......wha then my trip home so smooth..all the bus come so fat...then sleep quite ok on bus lar..not enough..ha..go homw choing shaman king!! nicez....aye so cool..sute..handsome..ha..! then go buy dinner....bro try to escape by going to sleep......so i buy lor...then call ppl tok tok..in the end even guan jie tok awhile also need to go off le...meet gal....wha...u all good liao lar....but nvm lar..i understand...ha

but good thing guna jie going to call me to chat later..yeah!!long time nv tok to him le...i still rembering toking 6plus hours wit him lor...n all thanks to him..i always got ppl to tok to when i go home..ha...well then tml will be a new adventure!!lets celebrate tml!! need wake up early again.............ha

yoyo!!

hello......back form the last fireworks!!ha nice nice at the back..!!but the photos......arrgh!i don like lar...maybe the back few onlis??ha...

today woke up at 12pm!!haha cause yesterday sleep late late...think today also late...ha dunno why...maybe wanna feel the quiet lonely nite..?ha a good time to think...and for slow music....ha so "lovely"...be4 going esplnate dere i went bishan to claim back my shoes..and saw some of the designed ones..!!whao...its nice lor...sad that i didnt took pics..but also happie..u know know why later....ha...but some shose abit over lar...cannot wear de sia i think...ha ok cause i late so they didnt eat...we went city hall right after seeing shoes! i saw sarah's last year design on poster!!!wha...nice nice lor...she is so cool!!

we reach esplanate quite fast...then found quite a good spot ba...hope later don have crapy tree like yesterday for mine........argh...but then after we setup got egale fly pass!! seagul too...so gracful and mighty!! they flew pass very near us at some point of time, then we took pictures of it to practise...after awhile i went up the bridge to meet up my classmates as they was stationed dere...[i didnt wana be dere as i go be4 le..wan try new places] then when i go back down......tt yuting...AAHH!! really wanna be killed by me sia! accidentally delete all my egales photo!![tts y i say heng i nv took the shoes pictures...or he surely die..] but also difficult to get egale picture leh...................ha but wat can i do...really murder him meh..?? no lar...so like tt lor...if i lost of my firework pics also like tt lor...lost is lost le wat...but of cause will try to get it back if i really wanted...[ha to ppl this is trying to tell u...if u lost something..and u really wan it back! u can! but u really need to wait and work for it!]hmm...but i sometimes self contridict....i suddenly recalled that i told jasmine that some ppl, some things onces lost can nv come back...counted self contridicting....??haha

then the day juz carried on like tt lor...at some point of time very sian..cause they nv tok to me ha..but i think i should juz sit down dere and think about other things lar...i dunno y i feel i need quiet time now ba to ballance out..ha...how wanderful if i am beside a beach now..then maybe jim or whoever lend me shoulder...rest...so tired...ha...then the wind blow..the sound of the waves...ha all those lar...juz now at esplanate close lar..feel very differently..ha ok back to fireworks..today's fireworks is the most crowed one i think..yesterday not tt bad...today ar!!!wah...don like the ppl dere..they stand and sit until like dunno what sia!then u wanna go out they don allow...say cannot walk..please lar be more considerate..as for me..?i still squeeze out...for fun lar..hee...they tell me go out cannot come back..but i still can enter leh..hee hee..after fireworks the crowd acturally moved quite slowly lar...then i got a very big shock lor!! please lar...singapore is very clean de..at least do ur part to keep it clean lar..?but the whole place is like...WORLD WAR II.....all the paper..bottles..food..lay around every where!!even the mats they sit also..haiyo u all think wat sia...at least throw nicesly lar...make the cleaner job soOOo difficult...juz a firework like tt sia...i nv been to NDP actural day..i wander how it looks......

then i acturally wan go right home..but the singaporean sprit is out again....the bus-stop so chaiotic...the bus lane bacome human lane...then make the cars no place to go..jam the traffic...aiyo...basic rules also cannot follow...the bus should juz bang them down!!then they will move back...that why at leas traffic better lor...u see..cause u all like tt the bus come slow..then u all drag...everything in life is linked lor..even the smallest things...ha..then saw vincent n daryl go eat and drink wit them instead of right home...cause my bus full..then i als very bad luck lar....i from 960 cause no seat i take one stp go change 190...missed one bus which is abit empty...then took a bus which has no seats...but know wat??!!directily behind it got another 190 quite empty leh!!!wha...how "fun"....

now the time is 340...around the same as yesterday..ha..oh!did i mention that its hoilday for me le??!! but my hoilday really wont be like a holiday lar..i got super lots of things to do...now not tt depressed and stressed as last few monthshow i can manage my time now...hee....I REALLY WAN FIND TIME TO MAKE THINGS...!!ha

*confused and unsure about some stuff happening...say one way act another way..WAT IS THIS!! i am no toy...i can feel and have emotiontions..

long days.....

YOYO!! hee long time no see to all....been so damn busy this days.....all the project due n due..even on my birthday also choing project...lol.....but heng ar..cher allow us to push back the project to 7aug, so got some time..hee ok lets tok about my BIRTHDAY!!! whaoo!! normally 2wks be4 my birthday i should have been announcing it to everyone and ask them buy present le...ha but this time i didnt...cause i nearly forgotten it myself!!LOL...morning got VDS lesson..think i went early to do IDS..but my dear syafiul was late...nvm..i do HCD anf in the end aleast we go some stuff done..ha we so slack...then everythings happens as normal....alot of massage which wish me happie birthday....hmm.....let me think 40plus??okok onli ba..others might have more then me..ha..not popular is like tt one...lessons as usual...but morning...hee hee i think i saw pizza briught into the class...muhahaha i saw i SAW!!!hee...then after VDS i got my 1st[maybe 2nd present] of the day....1st was from my com...12am sharp hang down dere and i lost all my work....made me redo it the whole day.......DOTS!! Pei boon and the guys also gave me my pressent!!wha...so HIGH class looking ar...??hee......well then...i SAW my BIRTHDAY PIZZA!!haha so funny..but happie too.....we took it down to FC6..then guess wat?? is cheese stuffing...dots..........i tried to eat lar...khai's effort..she make de leh!!she work dere then the night be4 she made for me......then only got 12pieces..i tried to share my joy to everyone as much as i can......

Then got 2piecs left want leve for stef and sp..so we went up then hang out at VDS studio like wat we always do on friday..also choing HCD assignment....i finally redone watever was lost...then got a better idea of what i wanna do for my HCD...after lesson wan choing down to club house meet jas they all as they book me go celebrate...wander wat they have in line for me..but be4 that..my class gave me another supurise!!!a CAKE!!wha....i dunno y suddely tear lor.....ha my cake......!!juz for me....haiz but i 4gotten to hug them all......!!nvm....still got chance....then i feed each and every one of then my mini cake...hee so cute....dere was left..so i wanted to find other ppl share my cake...when down club went alot of place find ppl eat..share wit me..hee the final piecs is eaten by...GUAN JIE!!haha after yijai come we went to jp to celebrate.....calvin gave me my1st part of the gift...wha..so fun like tt still got 2nd third part....2nd part was a black book and white pens to draw and note on...more pro looking they say....ha....then 3rd ar....hmm i dunno le.....haven take...everyne very tired lar so i understand....very happie they can take put the time le.....we went swensont eat eat..wha!!i think i only went dere twice??this time is really eat dere!!te salad not tt nice lor....mac even better...more crunchy......ha...but then very full....after all the eating can see everyone very tired...ask birthday gal i also tired.ha so kelian.....then body fats gave me my present..a perfume...layan they all buy a top for me....when i 1st was it i was damn SHOCKED!!! it look so...so SHOCKING!! i dont have this type of top be4..i don really like..but after i try on..ok ok lor..not bad...but look like yvonne sia......hee..but i will wear lar..no worries....my wear it till my style then can..haha its a new type of clothing for me....

31stjuly: Singa Maina Grand Finals...ok back track abit...hee
The event everyone says is good..well done...but for my point of view...not really well done....as a organiser myself i think i don know my job well enough...then the manpower list is not done really well.....briefing was not well...my helpers got not idea wat they need to do all those....the front was very crappy...we didnt have time for a realy tryout.....cause of problems during the reherals...everyon not dere...then they still dare to crap so much..In the middle of the programe i started to get the hang of it...then i was so glad!! the thought of the programe ending so sweetly came to my mind....i feel i am doing a great job..but after the last performance..and after the feedback from my MCs...haiz......the vote counting is so crapped up...my inside and outside ushers dunno wat to to..then anyhow gather dere to wait for ppl tell u think to do...HEY!!!if u remember i did mention tt i don want to see ppl do that!! there is surely 101 things to be done...be mor auto and help lar...not sit or stand down dere wait and wait...everyone wait down dere nothing will be done lor....haiz..then after event hide inside the changing wrong broke down alittle........i don wan ppl see...but jim came in..i threaten to rape him if he enters...ha but he don mind..ha...came in tok to me...we disscusssed..after quite sometime realised cannot stay in long as outside briefing...the i unbutton one of his dutton and pull his shitrt one side out..make it messy...ha then we go in together...everyone find us weird..haha..they anyhow think ar....... but dunno y...end up tt day not oni i cry...alot others.....well lest hope it wont reapet again..

2nd AUGUST: SP NDP!!
today our class say to wear red an white for national day as our class is choosen to go for the celebration of national day wit the school, performance will be shown and everything..ha then yuting sad ar..he cannot play his national athem...ha...me, zi hui and justin tried our hand out wit photography...i always loan out but nv use de..only onces...always give my photographer use onli...then i had chances to practise the shutter and apperture[they are camera terms]...but i always for get to change lar...so must practise more.....!!after that i used the camera and too photos of the school for the HCD assignment about SP map...need to revent it...mine very cratoon de lar like always.....haiz i don like leh...always like tt.....

7August: CHOING PROJECT!!!
today one of the worst day of the week...i keep going to art friend on sat and sunday le...sat went do project wit syafiul..then go taka art friend fins materials..then cannot find...go busig dere...but alaos cannot take...wasted trip...sunday heng still got sis to help me i then can choing my porject..did some of the 25articles...[some as in 2..??ha]but mosr important is my HCD...as HCD is conbimes wit VDS..if fail i fail both...haiz..then monday after 9amOC lesson we choing to artfriend again for me and print shop to get better printing...but for mine it dosent look better....haha....we skipped DET lesson..but luckly us cher cancle it....hee...but me and peiboon abit late for lesson...wander if cher got mark us here anot...has...me and syaiful juz stil down dere do other things lor..we not presenting..but all choing HCD...wah madness lor at Design studio heng i print outside le...thought more ex leh........sad sad.....should juz use school one.....ha..bu i choing my final packaging and the report..ha cannot find envelope...got a A3 size one sia...so big.....lol...but i dunno how lar...after sooOOoo much lost of sleep i manage to pass up one presentable one....hee now gotta choing 25 new articles for 8thaug the CRS test....doomed...

8th August: NATIONAL DAY in FAJAR!!
YEAH!!so excited to go back see parade leh!!but i haven even do articles till 20 at all lor...so i went sch late reach about 830...? the parade finish le...sad sad...NPCC GOH leh!!then saw quite afew teachers...mr yeo..ms teo...chat abit...all seems happie for me..then all wan me come back help do design...!!ha i wan i wan!!!thought busy..then i jked wit ms teo can ask my class here to do CIP..she say good idea lor....hey so DCMD 1A02...wan anot??hee.....ms teo also told me tt BB juz performed their fancy DRILLS!!! very nice...wha liao.....so sad le lor...but stayed on abit more to see the performances....ha the whole sch so high like tt...can feel the fajar wildness inside really!! how i wish i am highing wit them...dere is als a cheering group for NDP lor...wha!!but then the performance abit sad sia....i dunno y...hmm wats more important is the sprit in us!!think fajarian qutie distingtive ba....ha or is it juz me??? on the way to sch...manages to finish till 23 articles...then the test i anyhow do le lor...do till sleep somemore...lol...but like wat guan jia say lar...got do better then nv do..can le lar...ha...then was critque for my IDS web...haiz..alot to improve..and quite sad tt watever i do other ppl do also....haiz..After that when to esplanate to take photos of fore works wit DDM they all...at 1st feel so extra lor...keep asking draly they all at where quickly come...!!but he slowly okok wit them le lar...got to know 2 new ppl also...ha..but then the camera i use is lumix....wha...i don like this camera...i nv even use it be4 al all...heng they know how to use help me abit....then i still not sure wit all the settings wat...nv practise enough...also ke kiang lar...don wan borrow tripod...then like tt lor...my hand need o be super stable to take shots...but the shotts which came out not bad lor..!! i feel not nice lar...but esmond they all say nice...ha lol lar...maybe juz wanna make me feel better...ha

9th aug: acturally wan do DET comic de.....in the end keep sleeping...also missed the NDP...anyone know the replay?? when isit??? iwanna see........................ah.....

10th Aug: Drawing test!!
WHAO!! today got the most scary thing....which is drawing lesson!!and we will be drawing b=nude model...i scared...not scared see nude lar...is scred i cannot draw well...sobs...i always drew qutie badly for human fgure...i dunno why i jus don like the neat an clean style that i always have...i wanna have a break throught!!! i wanna do something more massive more huge more MESSY!!! arhhh......like expected i drew very still again...but i think i am performing quite well already lar...my propotion ok...i like on of the leg...ha...after all the drawing we heard about the last min report..and all rush to do it...but gues wat?? i think i sent a peer critqqute which is blank leh!!!....i nv save then send back then same thing......OMG....lol..after the drwaing and repotrt...pity me gottat go meeting again...always meeting ba...hope it will be shrt as my DEt haven finish...but.it long..i reach home 10plus...do det like not even one page tehn fell asleep.....wak up next morning get ready to die......

11thAug: AUGUSTINA DAY!!
today is 3person birthday and my lao gong day too!! didnt wish her..cause kinda busy...haiz...i suach a bad lao po...gulity....haiz...manage to wake uo at 6am...then realise i have done my DET!!!choing it all the way till 8..then i change and left house...today director coming our class tell us we going school of DESIGN in sp le...but happie thing id that we don need to MOVE!! yaeh...the other side of the school abit cold cold de...not very lifely..heng for us!!hee.....but sad tt leon an ms huie wont joinuse next year!!!aww....they are such good teachers!!!but i am happie that they thought me be4...can still learn from them de lar...they wont mind...hee...because of doing DET i nearly late ar..heng reach sch within 15min after class.....but by leon standard is 10 mins...hee dunno if he got mark me here anot...then director not here yet i go do DET...draw the boarder...make own comic...ha but it still love jocelyn's drawing and narating...ohoh!!zi hui's and khai's also very nice!!they really can draw lor.....!!mine is cause i used some colours then it satands put tts y...if not then...ha like tt lame lor...after all the berifing to tomind...i am so excited to go dere!!going to try to many things!!but then..haiz...stress about the $$ factor...haven toked to parent about it.....if ask me pay 300plu by myself....use to be ok ba...but now...alot of art aupplies i pay myself...then nv work to gain back...i am very broked le lor.......ahh!! then dere was HCD class...we hand up le so o lesson...cher juz recap things we done...but i not listening..i doing DET...hee...cher left after 1hr...ha but his lesson 3hr...so we all choing DET through out...after tt...choing to meeting again....lol...how many meetung aud need to go rite??
see i soo busy......will die ar.......tis meetinf is a EVENT com meeting...but haiz can say i don really ebjoyed it as we ned to redo alot of things..tml then think about games ba...then 6pm suppose to contnuse another meeting till 9!! but i asked to be excused after 630 like tt....at least attend alittle...i wanna choing to esplanate take fireworks again..this time wit the camera i liked!! 300D!!!yeah!!i always use tt..so should know it better...but i also fear it wont turn out well as i c=very unexperiebxed wat...ha..ok then i was finally let of at 645..!!run ar!!![ u know it will be very croweded..] then the stupid card no value...hack quick top up...but then the machine also give me problems...LOL...ok..but heng went i go up platform mrt come straight away....haha...so manage to reach dere arpunf 720..?ha quite fast sia!!then i set up...try angle...i dunno angel correct anot...went to see where yu ting esmond daimian they all set up...wat...same place...but the angle better ba....after the wait...finally it started!!!whaooo!!nice nice!!but........i am pissed wit my pics!!!all got a stupid tree block!!!my starting exposure quite ok lor...very nice leh...but then behind i lose it...anyhow turn till all black and blur...i dunno wat i don sia...but i messed up everything n the freaking tree messed things up for me too.......haiz..still got tml to try somemore onli!!so must MUST go!!! don really bother who i go wit lar....see lor...tml i need NEED to go down bishan to take my shose...the person call me and say le...ha ok lor..i dunno wat time i wake up wat time go lar...see the time now...because wanna update for u ar...jayne..ha...i think its very long too....so u shoul and must read..i lose sleep juz for u leh!!!haha....okies then i go get ready orh orh le.......haha...still need to prepear........lame.....okok...chaoz then....(^-^)

*next time then show u my fire work pics.....ermm how many pics i owe u all le ar??i cannot remember......i only know i keep saying next time show........ha...