long days.....

YOYO!! hee long time no see to all....been so damn busy this days.....all the project due n due..even on my birthday also choing project...lol.....but heng ar..cher allow us to push back the project to 7aug, so got some time..hee ok lets tok about my BIRTHDAY!!! whaoo!! normally 2wks be4 my birthday i should have been announcing it to everyone and ask them buy present le...ha but this time i didnt...cause i nearly forgotten it myself!!LOL...morning got VDS lesson..think i went early to do IDS..but my dear syafiul was late...nvm..i do HCD anf in the end aleast we go some stuff done..ha we so slack...then everythings happens as normal....alot of massage which wish me happie birthday....hmm.....let me think 40plus??okok onli ba..others might have more then me..ha..not popular is like tt one...lessons as usual...but morning...hee hee i think i saw pizza briught into the class...muhahaha i saw i SAW!!!hee...then after VDS i got my 1st[maybe 2nd present] of the day....1st was from my com...12am sharp hang down dere and i lost all my work....made me redo it the whole day.......DOTS!! Pei boon and the guys also gave me my pressent!!wha...so HIGH class looking ar...??hee......well then...i SAW my BIRTHDAY PIZZA!!haha so funny..but happie too.....we took it down to FC6..then guess wat?? is cheese stuffing...dots..........i tried to eat lar...khai's effort..she make de leh!!she work dere then the night be4 she made for me......then only got 12pieces..i tried to share my joy to everyone as much as i can......

Then got 2piecs left want leve for stef and sp..so we went up then hang out at VDS studio like wat we always do on friday..also choing HCD assignment....i finally redone watever was lost...then got a better idea of what i wanna do for my HCD...after lesson wan choing down to club house meet jas they all as they book me go celebrate...wander wat they have in line for me..but be4 that..my class gave me another supurise!!!a CAKE!!wha....i dunno y suddely tear lor.....ha my cake......!!juz for me....haiz but i 4gotten to hug them all......!!nvm....still got chance....then i feed each and every one of then my mini cake...hee so cute....dere was left..so i wanted to find other ppl share my cake...when down club went alot of place find ppl eat..share wit me..hee the final piecs is eaten by...GUAN JIE!!haha after yijai come we went to jp to celebrate.....calvin gave me my1st part of the gift...wha..so fun like tt still got 2nd third part....2nd part was a black book and white pens to draw and note on...more pro looking they say....ha....then 3rd ar....hmm i dunno le.....haven take...everyne very tired lar so i understand....very happie they can take put the time le.....we went swensont eat eat..wha!!i think i only went dere twice??this time is really eat dere!!te salad not tt nice lor....mac even better...more crunchy......ha...but then very full....after all the eating can see everyone very tired...ask birthday gal i also tired.ha so kelian.....then body fats gave me my present..a perfume...layan they all buy a top for me....when i 1st was it i was damn SHOCKED!!! it look so...so SHOCKING!! i dont have this type of top be4..i don really like..but after i try on..ok ok lor..not bad...but look like yvonne sia......hee..but i will wear lar..no worries....my wear it till my style then can..haha its a new type of clothing for me....

31stjuly: Singa Maina Grand Finals...ok back track abit...hee
The event everyone says is good..well done...but for my point of view...not really well done....as a organiser myself i think i don know my job well enough...then the manpower list is not done really well.....briefing was not well...my helpers got not idea wat they need to do all those....the front was very crappy...we didnt have time for a realy tryout.....cause of problems during the reherals...everyon not dere...then they still dare to crap so much..In the middle of the programe i started to get the hang of it...then i was so glad!! the thought of the programe ending so sweetly came to my mind....i feel i am doing a great job..but after the last performance..and after the feedback from my MCs...haiz......the vote counting is so crapped up...my inside and outside ushers dunno wat to to..then anyhow gather dere to wait for ppl tell u think to do...HEY!!!if u remember i did mention tt i don want to see ppl do that!! there is surely 101 things to be done...be mor auto and help lar...not sit or stand down dere wait and wait...everyone wait down dere nothing will be done lor....haiz..then after event hide inside the changing wrong broke down alittle........i don wan ppl see...but jim came in..i threaten to rape him if he enters...ha but he don mind..ha...came in tok to me...we disscusssed..after quite sometime realised cannot stay in long as outside briefing...the i unbutton one of his dutton and pull his shitrt one side out..make it messy...ha then we go in together...everyone find us weird..haha..they anyhow think ar....... but dunno y...end up tt day not oni i cry...alot others.....well lest hope it wont reapet again..

2nd AUGUST: SP NDP!!
today our class say to wear red an white for national day as our class is choosen to go for the celebration of national day wit the school, performance will be shown and everything..ha then yuting sad ar..he cannot play his national athem...ha...me, zi hui and justin tried our hand out wit photography...i always loan out but nv use de..only onces...always give my photographer use onli...then i had chances to practise the shutter and apperture[they are camera terms]...but i always for get to change lar...so must practise more.....!!after that i used the camera and too photos of the school for the HCD assignment about SP map...need to revent it...mine very cratoon de lar like always.....haiz i don like leh...always like tt.....

7August: CHOING PROJECT!!!
today one of the worst day of the week...i keep going to art friend on sat and sunday le...sat went do project wit syafiul..then go taka art friend fins materials..then cannot find...go busig dere...but alaos cannot take...wasted trip...sunday heng still got sis to help me i then can choing my porject..did some of the 25articles...[some as in 2..??ha]but mosr important is my HCD...as HCD is conbimes wit VDS..if fail i fail both...haiz..then monday after 9amOC lesson we choing to artfriend again for me and print shop to get better printing...but for mine it dosent look better....haha....we skipped DET lesson..but luckly us cher cancle it....hee...but me and peiboon abit late for lesson...wander if cher got mark us here anot...has...me and syaiful juz stil down dere do other things lor..we not presenting..but all choing HCD...wah madness lor at Design studio heng i print outside le...thought more ex leh........sad sad.....should juz use school one.....ha..bu i choing my final packaging and the report..ha cannot find envelope...got a A3 size one sia...so big.....lol...but i dunno how lar...after sooOOoo much lost of sleep i manage to pass up one presentable one....hee now gotta choing 25 new articles for 8thaug the CRS test....doomed...

8th August: NATIONAL DAY in FAJAR!!
YEAH!!so excited to go back see parade leh!!but i haven even do articles till 20 at all lor...so i went sch late reach about 830...? the parade finish le...sad sad...NPCC GOH leh!!then saw quite afew teachers...mr yeo..ms teo...chat abit...all seems happie for me..then all wan me come back help do design...!!ha i wan i wan!!!thought busy..then i jked wit ms teo can ask my class here to do CIP..she say good idea lor....hey so DCMD 1A02...wan anot??hee.....ms teo also told me tt BB juz performed their fancy DRILLS!!! very nice...wha liao.....so sad le lor...but stayed on abit more to see the performances....ha the whole sch so high like tt...can feel the fajar wildness inside really!! how i wish i am highing wit them...dere is als a cheering group for NDP lor...wha!!but then the performance abit sad sia....i dunno y...hmm wats more important is the sprit in us!!think fajarian qutie distingtive ba....ha or is it juz me??? on the way to sch...manages to finish till 23 articles...then the test i anyhow do le lor...do till sleep somemore...lol...but like wat guan jia say lar...got do better then nv do..can le lar...ha...then was critque for my IDS web...haiz..alot to improve..and quite sad tt watever i do other ppl do also....haiz..After that when to esplanate to take photos of fore works wit DDM they all...at 1st feel so extra lor...keep asking draly they all at where quickly come...!!but he slowly okok wit them le lar...got to know 2 new ppl also...ha..but then the camera i use is lumix....wha...i don like this camera...i nv even use it be4 al all...heng they know how to use help me abit....then i still not sure wit all the settings wat...nv practise enough...also ke kiang lar...don wan borrow tripod...then like tt lor...my hand need o be super stable to take shots...but the shotts which came out not bad lor..!! i feel not nice lar...but esmond they all say nice...ha lol lar...maybe juz wanna make me feel better...ha

9th aug: acturally wan do DET comic de.....in the end keep sleeping...also missed the NDP...anyone know the replay?? when isit??? iwanna see........................ah.....

10th Aug: Drawing test!!
WHAO!! today got the most scary thing....which is drawing lesson!!and we will be drawing b=nude model...i scared...not scared see nude lar...is scred i cannot draw well...sobs...i always drew qutie badly for human fgure...i dunno why i jus don like the neat an clean style that i always have...i wanna have a break throught!!! i wanna do something more massive more huge more MESSY!!! arhhh......like expected i drew very still again...but i think i am performing quite well already lar...my propotion ok...i like on of the leg...ha...after all the drawing we heard about the last min report..and all rush to do it...but gues wat?? i think i sent a peer critqqute which is blank leh!!!....i nv save then send back then same thing......OMG....lol..after the drwaing and repotrt...pity me gottat go meeting again...always meeting ba...hope it will be shrt as my DEt haven finish...but.it long..i reach home 10plus...do det like not even one page tehn fell asleep.....wak up next morning get ready to die......

11thAug: AUGUSTINA DAY!!
today is 3person birthday and my lao gong day too!! didnt wish her..cause kinda busy...haiz...i suach a bad lao po...gulity....haiz...manage to wake uo at 6am...then realise i have done my DET!!!choing it all the way till 8..then i change and left house...today director coming our class tell us we going school of DESIGN in sp le...but happie thing id that we don need to MOVE!! yaeh...the other side of the school abit cold cold de...not very lifely..heng for us!!hee.....but sad tt leon an ms huie wont joinuse next year!!!aww....they are such good teachers!!!but i am happie that they thought me be4...can still learn from them de lar...they wont mind...hee...because of doing DET i nearly late ar..heng reach sch within 15min after class.....but by leon standard is 10 mins...hee dunno if he got mark me here anot...then director not here yet i go do DET...draw the boarder...make own comic...ha but it still love jocelyn's drawing and narating...ohoh!!zi hui's and khai's also very nice!!they really can draw lor.....!!mine is cause i used some colours then it satands put tts y...if not then...ha like tt lame lor...after all the berifing to tomind...i am so excited to go dere!!going to try to many things!!but then..haiz...stress about the $$ factor...haven toked to parent about it.....if ask me pay 300plu by myself....use to be ok ba...but now...alot of art aupplies i pay myself...then nv work to gain back...i am very broked le lor.......ahh!! then dere was HCD class...we hand up le so o lesson...cher juz recap things we done...but i not listening..i doing DET...hee...cher left after 1hr...ha but his lesson 3hr...so we all choing DET through out...after tt...choing to meeting again....lol...how many meetung aud need to go rite??
see i soo busy......will die ar.......tis meetinf is a EVENT com meeting...but haiz can say i don really ebjoyed it as we ned to redo alot of things..tml then think about games ba...then 6pm suppose to contnuse another meeting till 9!! but i asked to be excused after 630 like tt....at least attend alittle...i wanna choing to esplanate take fireworks again..this time wit the camera i liked!! 300D!!!yeah!!i always use tt..so should know it better...but i also fear it wont turn out well as i c=very unexperiebxed wat...ha..ok then i was finally let of at 645..!!run ar!!![ u know it will be very croweded..] then the stupid card no value...hack quick top up...but then the machine also give me problems...LOL...ok..but heng went i go up platform mrt come straight away....haha...so manage to reach dere arpunf 720..?ha quite fast sia!!then i set up...try angle...i dunno angel correct anot...went to see where yu ting esmond daimian they all set up...wat...same place...but the angle better ba....after the wait...finally it started!!!whaooo!!nice nice!!but........i am pissed wit my pics!!!all got a stupid tree block!!!my starting exposure quite ok lor...very nice leh...but then behind i lose it...anyhow turn till all black and blur...i dunno wat i don sia...but i messed up everything n the freaking tree messed things up for me too.......haiz..still got tml to try somemore onli!!so must MUST go!!! don really bother who i go wit lar....see lor...tml i need NEED to go down bishan to take my shose...the person call me and say le...ha ok lor..i dunno wat time i wake up wat time go lar...see the time now...because wanna update for u ar...jayne..ha...i think its very long too....so u shoul and must read..i lose sleep juz for u leh!!!haha....okies then i go get ready orh orh le.......haha...still need to prepear........lame.....okok...chaoz then....(^-^)

*next time then show u my fire work pics.....ermm how many pics i owe u all le ar??i cannot remember......i only know i keep saying next time show........ha...

Singa Maina 06/07

Yoz ppl!! singa maina is over n out..!!ha at least one big event down...next will be my ICE and shoes DESIGN competition!!hope i will do a good job..!!but 1st i need to do a good job for my school work..has been puting it on hold for awhile cause of events...ha

hey...today started very well thought dere was some after effect of news yesterday..[some ppl need to learn to be reposible for their words ar...][ok sometimes i always do or say be4 i think...so cannot blames tt person...ha]then woke up early...dressed up...VERY nicely sia...i think..ha i like the "feeling" ha abit barbie...abit office..strong yet weak cute...haha..then go loan camera...ha nearly cannot loan 300D out...sad...heng can...can go practice lo....hee...aiyah..but no more concert to take...ohoh..!!can take wed national day..!!yeah yeah!!haha..haiz my event is good yet bad...now abit tired cannot say...tml or next time ba....but for all that came to help...support..or anything!!

THANK YOU ALL>>>

thought its not a perfect job..but its a job well done...it will be better..!! starting form each n every indivual....gogogo!!jia you!!

yoz.....!!

jayne u know ar...acturally i update le..but my freaking sister.....accidently unpluged my power supply....all gone.....!!!wha!!sos pissed.....i scream at her like mad lar...cause now so busy then take the time write damp long lor...she did tt!!wha....i tell u i cannot tahan ar...!! ok now i am going to retype all the incidents so u ppl better read all ok!!! or waste my effort.....

22nd july...sat
like i said i when esplanate to take photo cause i loan out the camera wat..don use waste...ha..me n guan jie when library 1st cause i told him i nv go be4..ha...wha..then go ppl singing down dere...dots..ask me go sing maybe better??ha dunno lar...after listen to 41participants hor..i abit...haha...then we do abit work..till 4or5 plus..went roof top take photo..ha..but the photo take over dere was abit sian.....tried n tired to get nice ones....but we gotten nice pics of esplanate only after we left the duro=ian....haha from far it really look so......soo....durian lor....haha...finally we walk n walk dunno walk till where reach chinatown...ha then i realised....my fireworks.....??cannot take le....!!haha..we hand dinner anyhow anyhow lar...after dinner i went to buy some VUDO dools..want to make for my CADC "family"[jayne n aiai..no worries..urs already tot of wat to do le...ha]then he acc me go home...when reach my area..he then realised....he dunno how to go home from here AT ALL!!! ahahaha....then i lead him lar...reach home called n guide him home.but in the end he also....dots..ha..

next time show u the pics i took...hee

to..next...23rd july...sun [my class NERD party]
be4 tt i asked aiai out to pei me go take forest pics..ha we so ke lian...get musquito bites...alot too...then i dressed for my nerd...i tot my class alot ppl wont dress lor...but shocked sia...!!the whole class so on...ha but alot of us ask nerd till like retard...ha..i wore mine dere...alot of them changes at nics place...ha on the way dere is so lol.....ppl look at me weird faces...ha...finally reached,after some photo taking...we then start our games around 4or5 like tt..cannot remember...ha 1st game is a sabo game...everyone get a no.then the no will be called out...person who got those no. will need to do some thing requested by the ppl already up...ha 1st one easies n best lor...setf got the 1st one..she got to sing a song for us onli...ha then dere was kissing each other for some...mine was........erm...erm...show ur underpants??!!lol.wha then u know wat sharon told mr vankard anot.....?we take off all our bottoms to show......siao...we only show a tiny tiny part only....who wan to see all sia...later they vomit...haha

then the next perons coming up was sabode by.....ME!!haha..acturally we wan if got guy come out strip..then we dunno if gal come up how...then my idea is she must touch the bear chest sexyly...ha...then chao yan darly n zhi hao kana..haha the class gals "high" ar...get to see their chest...ha..they acturally strip be4 in class le for drawing...ha but think darly got quite a toned body..they like it...haha..then chao yan don dare...plus ms huies son's jus nice come...we cannot teach bad the children....ha..so we only gott darly to strip...then put chips on him..the bth need to take up the chips only by mouth..haha...n tts again by me..!!haha...bad bad...then we played some acting game..wha...my group observing ppl abit the.......ha maybe the other group act too well ha...we also played some hand tangling stuff..play n play fool aroing till 7...?then we vote for the most neerdies.......ha...i vote for kaitee cuase of her clasic eye wear...ha..but the winner is NIC!!!haha...the present is he buy one...then he take......so lol.......

around 8 9 plus i go back le..they still got play game...my trip back also very lol de......

24th july monday
is the releas and 1st briefing for all the finalliest...wha....the turn up rate is low......abit sad sia.ha...then i was not prepared lor..so dunno wat i doing dere....tis whole thing i very unprepared i think...then ppl keep parsing me good job..??tt should be to yang lar...ha but alot of them say no me cannot??h maybe alittle.......wha gues wat.??!! i am pissed at my sis yaet again...she took the top i wanna wear for 31st to be talior sample.....FREAKING shitter...........................then i dunno 31s wear wat le...i now then know lor...ass lar her.....

26th wed...reherasls for singamiana..
i was even more pissed tt day..ha i think i am eating gun powder tis few day ar?ha...the rehrsald duno like wat lor...i was suppose to see all my inside usher n outside usher in the room by 3:30..but then???non.....the room can say is empty lor......haiz...in the end i go put poster...hack....ha abit gulity now..but i was freaking stressed n pissed...the som ppl still don get it...givin u chance to care don wan..ok.lor...

27th july....busy day...drawing n drawing...its my turn to post!!haha but i pose not for whole class sad lar...i wan andera to draw me..!!ha...me pose wit nic..then his arm tired so i don leand on him...in the end i endured my arms on air for.....liet me see half n hour..??wha...i do warm up also nv so chan yet...ha...our class also went down to draw a binkin gal...ha really...got more skin better to draw...ha..but...i dunno y i draw fighur drawing like crap lor...so eeks........after class...gotta fly run rush again like usual..for another meeting..u see i haahaa so ke lian.....gtg go star organising a camp le.but hope i can still handel my work...AUDREY!! studies 1st!!! meeting drag all the way to 8 9 plus.....wha.....

28thjuly..
its the one n onli time i really listen to them sing.....i was whao...they have alot of song i LOVE!!! i cant wait to see how come wat may will song look like!!!hee.....i love tt song cause of molan rouge...ha..the dere is also aiya lot lar..canot tell u all now..ha...but their voice most can make it...i asure u...the performance will be whao!!hey i still dunno if i wanna go for the concert tml...how how........

29th july...
morning need to do social work.....then i plan to go grandma place cut n highlight hair...go bugis get some stuff from art friend...then still got to go back sch do no. tag...dunno if wana go the concert yet...only jas got tickest.......jim dunno wan go anot.....go lar go lar.....ha

then i overslept....work up at 9....when i need to reach sc at 8..?haha..then guess wat....?the social event is at my grandma house area!!!haha so heng sia...then can go down easiyl...ha...after some work...went bugis 1st..then i go backbukiy merah by myself...wha...mummy cut me hair tillllll........eee..i dunno still can perm anot......like can le...mondy how how how.......my top how how how........ha

then went back sch arounf 5pm.....reach dere all alone..ha open culb door...i nearly tot cannot open u know!!!scared me...ha then i did some no. tags...oh!i haven finish doing....!!wat the...y am i still here typing...nvm quick!!alot of things still waiting foer u to do!!

ok so in the end jin n jas went to see the concert wit me..ha during th interval u can see him run here n dere...too busy entertaining his friends le...n he lol still can call me ask where am i ...don bluff...i know i know where am i...ha then still act like tt ar...??haha but tt purple hair is so..........hey...put colour also put nice lar....ha not saying purple no nice...i did purple be4 wat...is saying the way u temp colour ur hair....ha...i like the noah ark, tt's wat friends are for[so suprised tt they used tt too..!!] and the last piece!!ha so cute......after tt me ja n jim walked out..dunno where to go..then jim says to wait n congrate him lor...mean while we chated....tok alot..knew their view...n kew how much they think for me...i was touch yet angry..aiyo..all tis can tell me de.....n i will fight for wat we believe in.....!ha..really lar ppl...go for the camp....see wat they do...don take it as supporting for them..think of it as supportin ur future...ha when u become PC next tme...prove to them...u can be tt to...and maybe better??!!being a leader is not juz seen through camp..if it is..i don think u are musch of a leader too...so be more open..go n see..see their standard..then outdo them if u really feel tis way...ha

well then we waited byt the staris sooOO long..in the end we when FC4 the roft...wha!!there is quite cool lar..then i sing song song..wha...i also hope i am participants lor..got chance to sing on stange...n ppl will listen to u...i hope ppl listen to me sing too..ha got too much superstart dream...ha we chated sing song n planed some lol stuff for monday...ha..till arounf 11......?yu ting then FINALLY come....haha..wha then juz like tt...k lor...me n my friend waited soo long...ha i also cannot say anything lar since u always say shy shy shy...now as friend u shy..then how i know u 2...u all shy i not shy ar..?hey i girl leh...[no i half half...ha] ha i am making it sound like i wooing them...ha aiya next time see lar...see u all monday will come anot lor..see wat u all do n everything lar...let nature take its course...

Racial harmony...

yesterday my class wore racial Harmony day cloths together....!!cause we miss the times at secondary sch...ha...but wha liao..the other ppl in the sch very de wat lor...........kinda make fun of us....cannot meh..if u dare to wear like tt then u laught nvm lar...u don dare rite...??ha nvm...see out pics..!!

the group of us tt wore......!!(^-^) kawaii.....


The girls.......wha..crazy group......muhahaha

u must be asking wats tt flower doing dere???is nic give me de....!!hee sweet horz...my di acturally need to sent me tt sunflower on monday one..to brighten my day.....but...he no time buy so drag till today..ha..still ok wat...nice nice..but its fake one lar..better..can keep long long....ha..well gtg tata

BUSY>>>>>

yoyo....guess wat??!! i acted..!!ha i helped a group of DDM yr one acted in their project...n haiz..no pay...haha..the funy thing is tt i only got 5lines to say..but i flimed for 4hrs....wat so time watsing...i waited for one hr..then flime 3hrs....but..nvm..got to know some new ppl good wat...but think they got bad impression of me..keep saying i viloent...u nv hit till them lor.....threaten to hit onli.....LOL....

well them..luckly they still got heart...treat me eat dinner...still owe me one ar..director..ha...then friday i juz finish my last auditioning....wha......30plus ppl....i sit dere till abit sian....then EDWIN SIM!!! y u wear tt shoes.............well my class was so supportive...!!3 of them joined..but haoz..sad tt they too nervous..did not perform tt well...nvm..next time still got chances..next time i go wit u all too...there was a few hipcups...haiz...but need to slove it lor..need to redo some stuff...n my shose need to start organising....MY SCHOOL work need to BUCK UP!!!!!

later going esplanate to take photographs..cause loan out the cam don waste wat..ha..well show u nice pics if i have next time...!!

OH!!! be4 i forget..so of the pics i owed u guys...hee.......


MY OC PRESENTATION GROUP......NOVO ETA FASHION TEAM!!!

MY NEWLY DESIGNED SHOES....

MAKE over.....

yoyo...hmm..today class was fun..but wats more fun is after sch..!!ha..today got presentation again...but like wise some presentation makes us sleep...but my group..LOL too short..but good wat..short n sweet...ha...but i also agree like no link a some part cause too brief...ha

well then we went food court4 eat..no seats then we go the top tables sit..where sit dere so nice lor..but the service...KA pooi!!! so bad...the aunty ar..wha...we eat half way she throw the clothe on our table wan chase us away....hump..OH OH!!!!my class having a FANCY dress party tis coming SUN!!!ha but so lol....guess wats the theme...?NERD...ok..its a challenge...haha...

then got IDS lesson..ha i keep playing the dating game..wha..i am so bad at dating girls...lol...lamer lor me playing tt kind of game...1st gal become my girlfriend after 13plus days...but ha...sharon also say she wan play..wha..don lar later say i pollute ur brain wit dirty things...if the guys wan i mayb ok lor..more normal..ha..but daryl pro sia..he remember wat the girls like n thier body size lor...PERVERT...ha!!

then we went to do some project..CRS group outing...ha lame too...ok..while me n syaiful doing IDS..the 2guys dyed n cut hair...till quite late..me n syaiful left 1st..but LOL me got lost again.....in the end 10 the reach hone when i felt toing baru at 8like tt...take mrt till raffels when i tot raffels is the same as city hall..oh my..then i walk till "durian" dere..cause i saw SUNTECT CITY dere onli..ha but dere very nice sia..i nv go be4 lor...see so many whao things..!!!too bad no camera...next time must go back...show u guys the pics when i have...ha..gtg tata

things to get done..!

1. CRS presntation [18 july]
2. OC presonal presenation n speach
3. DWS works n practice...
4. DET assign2 story boarding[28 july and 11aug]
5.SAIL english[28 july]
6.HCD n VDS assignment 3[4 aug]
7. IDS assignment2[7august]

news: i gottan an A for IDS assignment 1...so...?
i don feel happie at all wit all this things..

haiz....

help...i think i am doomed..n i am still blogging over here...hopeless...i haven not been doing my assignment3 for VDS n HCD..they are linked..n if i do badly for one i will be doing badly for both..n today i seelall my friends improvong so much..n me??still stagnent over dere..n everyone is having fun like tt..me..??i am so tired i dunno y..must be all the late sleeping..but then i haven not done much work at all...juz not my lectural juz toked to eveyone one on one..haiz..mine very fast..cause i have done nothing...and he is like tell me..yar u see everyone done something except u..[u ar so bad]..haiz...i really cant change this thought into a challenge for me leh..so tired..it juz demorlised me even more..i think i myself falling into my own depression......

now stress about the event..n my works..i think i have been owing some..plus my hp..haiz..hate using tis phone..if wan find me juz call k?i really hate using the sms...y my phone spoil of all thime now......??!! so ass..i am now very on fire suddenly i feel so much shouting out loud wit vuarglities..haiz...but i wont...

jus hear my friend mentioning about IDS assignment 2..a corparte website..haiz i haven been doing nothing......audrey..please do something..i know u tired...but u cant rest..u gotta move on...today acturally need to pass up Digital Imaging[DI] but..haiz...i haven done finish...so i think.......i am doomed....my 3 closer friends in class still like coping well ezpecially zihui n kai..haiz...me..??

well new info..IDS reaults for assigment1 is out...dunno if i get good anot..think die again..aud don come online so often le...do more work..!!!

i am so sad..i am so stress...SHOW ME THE LIGHT

POLY 50..........

wha..wat a day i tell u...so totally crazy.....i over slept today....lesson starts at 9..i reach at 1020 like tt.......i only wake up at 915...lol..so tired...hai..then went class also sleep sleep like tt...ppt till 12pm..we got excuse to go eat early..then micheal keep callin me..haha tot i meeting SPSSC at 10..noooooo...i meeting my CADC ppl at 1 onli..ha..ok so i got a bad start..hmm nvm..then 1:15 i reach club house some of then haven reach..wait till 130..then don want wait le..go dere 1st..lol lar...

reach dere dunno micheal laugh at me 4 wat...ha maybe cause i both side got dears.....haha..then we walk to regestration dere..wei hao fall into the drain gap..i wanna move n help him..i also fall in my self...LOL..then my butt so painful...my hands also kana inpacted......no cannot use alot of stenght....the worst thing is............................my phone LCD cracked.........haiz...damp sad leh....like tt fall need to spend 100 plus to repair leh...n i think ppl reply my msg or send me some...wah..i cant read lar...n i got pics inside i wanna use...now i cannot on my phone le....haiz...nvm so lets go for ploy 50...

whaoo...starting so scary...i tokk 61 62 63..if i don remember wrongly 61 came 1st then 63..we alll slowly abit blur..heng got team 61 de ppl help...wha then team 63 damp fast lor..slowly 63 is very leading in front...wha..so sight up by them..they pass card also quite swift lor..erm..but i very gulity lar..keep don notice the gal...sje wear differently from the guys..then abit blend in lor...ha..the sun damp sunny..then i now ome side very dark one side lighter lor...lol..after they run finish acturally we can go le...but we sit down dere wait for christine to finish hers..while waiting we kana drag to carry tables n stuff to keep..wha..doing for SPSSC..at 1st don really wanna do..but then..ha so fun!!we get to sit on uncles david vehicle...its something tt u don always seat u know...??!!ha..too bad nv took photo..its so enjoyable..feel like how i use to ride on xuyao's bike..tis time got more ppl seat together....ha..then we keep gpoing back to carry some more stuff...so tt we get to seat on the vehical...hee..so cool...but i tell u its damp tireing lor........then qi ming lol...jump down from the car...the knock on his head sia!!!so dangerouse....u all ar...play is play but don play till injured....haiz..then i need do medic for the 1st time ever..ha help qi ming dress wound...so cartoon sia me...

haiz...my phone how....??now still got alot of things to do...i very tired leh.....some1 help.....!!my action plan...preparation...school work...alot...projects...n my shoes...tis sat need finish but i am like....OMG.....haiz....i know i cannot fall...but i am so tired tt i think i will fall........sobs

yoyo

HELLO ppl.haha me bloggind during class again.so tired...falling asleep le..later got another lecture...haiz y today is odd weel.even week no lecture..more swang.ha..later that cher will sing song 4u to sleep..ZZZzzzZZ de leh.OMG...ha today juz finish my OC presentation..haha think we did quite a good job ba..but dunno..haven ask other classmates how was it..cher say we united..!!whee....hee...i presented about my fashion department..ha did a demo on zhihao..ha...guess wat.?!! i look damp cool wit zhi hao's new blazer lor...ha like lawyer like tt leh they say...ha wait till i get photo from pei boon..i show u all...ha...

haiz..later after class gotta run.go poly 50 last min meeting...then think night need to call the 10ppl helping...then gotto go another meeting..so many meeting.SUGARY....hump.tired...plus running on heels...my leg tonight can die ar...haha..tonigh got super band...very long nv watch le.some one please invent teleporting for me...lol..cant seem to listen to cher tok...ha toliet break!!haha gtg...tata

sianz.....

hmm today...hmm...acturally planned to go buy materials for some personlasation...but wha.........went all the way down but all the shop not open...even jing long also....SUGAR...wat a morning...plus my shoes kana some1's saliver...wha..so inconsiderated....ppl please don do tis...its sooOOoo yucky...haiz..

then i went walk awhile while waiting for my sis to shop...acc her lor..in the end i brought 3handy crafts books...spend 24bucks..wha..anyone want handcrafts or grooming book tell me..quick go buy2 more get one free...ha..[buy5 get 1 free]siao so much sia...well then i walk n walk saw a shop of intrest..!!whao whao...stayed dere for 1hrs plus i think..wha walk dere till shoulder pain...then sepend all the $ i saved for tis week plus alot of extras...today like tt count i sepend 60plus...whao...mad woman..well mayb wat pei boon say is rite...don go out when u feeling sad??ha..or u over spend...well or at least not alone n sad lar..ha..

but some of those things are needed de lar..so not buying for fun de lar..i not tt crazy yet..i know i need then tts y i buy...now no much $ to spend as i like...must
save n save somemore.....oh must quickly finish my shoe then got 35bucks refund..haha....well gtg...tml got presentation...but..haiz my group ppl like hack care like tt.....maybe will pull the group performance down....how how how....haiz...so sad so sad...sobs......................... a HoPE foR a BETTER tomoRow...

updates......

yyo...!!pass few days acturally feel like coming to blog but keep forgetting de...ha 1st news...my event is up!!SINGA MAINA....!! but the bad news is..not much ppl joined yet..sad sia...tot will have alot of ppl..too much to handel like tt but instead like tt...ha..aiai y u all all at NP not SP can join my event...ha..well well hope next week witt be better...hmm..ok now for next news...i have told him..yeah!!!but he didnt reply or call me back..wat a guy u see....ha then my 20bucks fly le..no hope of getting back...well well i am not very effected by him but....haiz..tis few days have been low...sad stress..thought one prob down but many more to go...like u see my event...??ha

well..his not worth being sad or wat lar...but also no need celebrate lar..like very bad tt way...i don need some1 like him [like everyone tell me tt] but now i feel i really need some1...some1 by me??i need some one who will be dere..really c&c me..some1 to be my tree..some1 play wit tok wit link wit...ha maybe cause tis few days damp low easily..a little short tempered too...juz now samll things i knida very angry sia...i wanna callopse le...SUGAR..help...!!some1 out dere....!!ha so drama..i am quite confuse rite now...dunno for wat...i need clues..hints about wat i am thinking doin if it is right or wrong...is it right to fall or i should stop pondering about all tis...hey gal u got ur work to deal wit...still wanna deal wit all tis.....??ha..

i have been asking some of my friends wat is feeling special for some1..cause i knida dunno...well all hints of feeling special towards some one,some points kinda hits me tt i had fall for him..but some seem tt no i am not..or in a sense i am tell myslef i cannot or shouldn...i am juz self imagining all tis lar...whoohooo...!!in my own little world...fantasy..all unreal...how can u feel for a unreal person..??

haha..well well lot s of other work to do...but i am so sian n bored tt i really don feel like doing........hai but i gotto...recently i juz remember the problems i meat n my process of getting into tis course...how hard i choig for tis..si u relly must do my work since i earn it n want it so badly last time...haha..well gotta rush...tata

Grad nite 06/07

yoyo...hmm...be4 tt..i must tell myself...i am not sick!!!ha[well cant fake liao lar..i am sick] yesterday ended quite late...reach home around 2:15..but didnt get any good rest at all...keep coughing till wanna vomit out my organs like tt..my throat also like wat sia...keep waking up..sleep then wake again...oh my panda eyes gottan super worst...ha..

ok..yesterday mornig suppose to rush some project at sharon house..but i am feelin too bad to go..plus i will onli be staying fo like 2hrs dere??then stef jas they all coming my house do hair and prepare..so i tried doing some ppt n pass them through net..wander wat they have done..but well not tt i know..i abit wanna faint le...i onli have one slide of the presentation..!!LOL how to score..plus my voice like wat sia...sharon even say maybe they help me say my part..ha..then i get egg egg home le...ha..well i am suppose to go n solve it myself..hmm kinda heart pain..

oh well tts another headache...hmm..aroung 230 all of them reach my home..then they changed...jas walk till her own heels broke..lol..then wear my prom the heels..hmm..then i started working on jas hair...hmm.. i do do do also dunno wat i doing..keep sniffing cause of my cold...ha..then maybe brain not in rite mode...ha..after 1plus hrs sia..then i fianlly got hold of myself..stop sniffing le leh..!!i didn even notice...n well 'thing!' jas hair was done..ha..while i am doing tt steff n sp doing make-up...wha..they own all sorts of thingy..ha..then i did sp hair..well it was quite a succesful curls..!!quite happie wit myself..but it dosent last long..cause i didnt spray much hair spray..wan it more natural..hmm..then steff tried to straighten her own hair..while i quickly pin pin stuff suff my hair..ha..funny i also dunno how i do it..i did visualise abit lar..n it turns out quite well u know..ha..then was steff turn..wha..her hair long n thick...diff to hold...but finally look quite well lar..se also say she don wan something tt need alot of attention...then i offered my new pin to put on her hair..ha looks nicer!!well dosen matter to me tt i have use yet lar...

after all the hair fuss they help me put up make up..cover my panda eyes..allan came..he go buy candle..we touch up..then left for far east..well we are later le lor...jim n august waiting for us le..when go down bus stop,tt lol allan...left the candele at my house...gtg back n get for him..ribbon droped..aiyah heck care..found steff hp back at my house too ha 2 of a kind...muhahah...when i reach the bus stop a 190 juz went off...SUGAR!! but not long another came lar..heng..but i take the bus damp uncomfortable..wan vomit like tt..finally reached..!!!whohoo..!!saw august 1st..ha she super high sia..like bear bear like tt kick her leg wave at us..KAWWAII....ha then jim jim beside her..wha..pink..looks nice on him..ha..but mayb tt isnt his nicest like wat kl say be4..then we went dere together hmm kinda easy lar..dont need waste taxi $$..

the front of york hotel was whao..!like palace ba..cause og the grand light structure on the top..so fantasy..hee too bad i am not trying to be princess today..lol i am nu qiang ren...ha..then saw liang liang..wha...wit blazer so swai..ha..think most of them wit balzer very cool de lar..ha ex my boday fats!!he wear DON the white blazer like gary tt time ba ma wanzi sia...ha but maybe the pink inside will indicate abit flirt haha..body fats is lor...ha heard he say be4 tt dere wont be a mei nu tt he dunno..ha..except me lar..i not mei nu..ha

ok after alot of photos taken [except the MC photos..ha we late wat ha] we went in wait for it to start..the start was whao...sk march in wit...[not wenya..lol] 2 gals side by side..ha..then they went up and sing "ni jui zhen gui" ermmm abit too long ba...or the timing i feel is very nice...ha then we MCs gotta go up n yam seng...ha my 1st time ever satand up dere to do tis sia..!!ha but pity me keep caughing on top..n the drink when enter my throat was like...argh...pain...quickly wen ladies after tt..then went back..aiyah! missed the entering of cold dish...hmmm..i kinda bad sia keep saying they here not good dere not good...wha..wan eat snake sia...i drink finish my water le they still don refill for me...my throat keep dying need tea tea...always need me to ask for it..even body fats also help me ask..ha..then they don have chopistick stand...the viniger bottle damp big..ha still my hotel better...ha..we also 4star leh...haha plus we younger then u all..we smile..unlike u..erm maybe is i smile too much...ha nvm...

then the 1st game if i am not wrong was guessing the song who sing one..??wha..kl say mine will play..but in the end didnt..i nv really hear myself sing be4..but body fats told me its nice..haha then i toture him somemore...cause they also got play bg music..got alot of nice jj song..so i sing give him..ha sing wit steff..ha my my throat sore so the sound abit off ar..ha..during the 1st game bf gotta go up n guess who sing de but al got wrong so liangX2 also dunno y need to go up do dance...ha lol..2 song is raphel sing de..hmm..as for 2nd game i think..each table gotta send a couple up..ha guan jie not at my table or surely is jas n him go de...in the end is me n bf2 go..cause bf1 seat wit wealfare...ha..ahhh..then we were discussing wat they wan us to do...erm..anything but dance???!! lol in the end really need to dance...SUGAR me n bf look at each other..[die..] then he very funny lor...say go left right left right onli can le..then see beside us all hold on to neck n waist...well then we follow them..erm i think i step bf leg...lol..then the finalla we all run in circles...haha so kiddo..

after the dance i feel abit unwell so went ladies again..keep going..well to put top also..ha..then come out bf waiting for me..wha so touched..ha the way he wait also very stylo..like posting like tt..ha..alot of times i go toliet come out he dere wait for me de...whaha..aiyah cause we gotta go in be couple again..ha when nic called me bf also come out find me ha..cause..........we go take prize...wha..but we get "last" sia...last one to be called out..but the ex presendent say we very drama...hee aiyah got me when not funny...then took photo wit both my body fats..heehee...xing fu oh...after tt we take alot of photo take till face numb...lol..play play play..3rd game jas so lol...gotta act wit guan jie..ha tt night i think its a compertition between my dad n me the couple who sweeter sia..ha..but dunno leh..maybe is me we act colse also not close till like dad n guan jie like tt lar...ha but some small small action to me i kinda will remember..but its all play..muhaha..ha..tt night i got roses for my dad n stef..hee of cause one 4 myself..ha

we then celebrated junwei birthday...xing yu told me not to eat the cake or i will die sia..heng heng..thanks xing yu..ha cause its very chocolaty my throat wont be able to tahan de...wha tml i got presentation le...die..dunno how to present le...throat still pain...plus tell u the truth i got no idea wat am i suppose to do for tis presentation...dots

oh after the celebration we hang out at mac so tt calvin can eat.ha didn have anythinga proper to eat..then i teach bf how to tie tie..lol..he still didnt learnt..aiyah nvm lar..got me help u tie can le...lol ha..then we chated abit..ha think eddie kana shocked by me..all the things happen to me is too comic..cartoon like those onli happen on tv de he say...ha well emylin cant go home the we worried about safety..she dosent wan to go wealfare dere also dunno y...but my mummy called n scold me juz now le..go kinda gtg..so called sk..told him n ask for his help..well after lots of "debating" we set off for home...i think i got back earlest..ha the liang liang send jas home..dunno how mush is the cab fare..gotta return..reach home bath sleep then cough cough wake wake like wat i meantion at the top..ha tts my day..!!fun lenghty??ha..tooooooooo much to handle le hor???ha well then gtg to smash my head at my presentation le...1slide tok wat sia....tata misses

cancled....

whao...like i told u..lesson was cancles...hee swang hor...but my day wasnt tt fun lar...we say ok to go shopping le then nearly cancled...abit cold water..but in de end it was ok...tried to push the level up..n shop for shoes n bag ONLY!!! no tops or acceories tis time...not even bottoms...must be pratical le...strictly NO!!!ha...but..well u can say i was super put down...

nearly every single shoes i tried also cannot...i like the height..then side of the heels but.....the front was...OMG...not nice lar...all the shose like tt lor...ony afew okok ba...ha..then they coment tt i cant wear coverd all..but i can...i think n i will walk better in those..so i can correct my walking in open heels...ha don think they get it..then i always see balck 1st cause i will need to use it more often..!!hai hai but all not nice lor...make me so demorilise..even bag also..all don suit...very weird...the worst thing is the bag which i think kinda nice..ha don suite me...suit nic..ha then he buy alot le sia...LOL i don believe i tt un flex...now i feel damp diff to shop...ha...

but at the end still go throught wit a bag tt after i think it knida suit wat i am finding...but guess wat...?now after it reach my house..i don find it very nice anymore...lol...well i think i will learn to like it after awhile...add some aud's style to it after some time lar...[if i am fee to do it...]tis few days shopping keep telling my friends

"aiyah don buy tis lar...i can also make..."

LOL find faults wit myself..ha after buying the bag go back for meeting..then zhi hao so swang!!brought a blazer at 55bucks ONLI!!!! n dere is even free gift...whao...nic y u nv help me tok...ha....at meeting crap alot...ha oh!! my AGM of CADC coming also le...gotta really find a shoes...ha chao..tata

26th JUNE!!!

YoZ...today sch reopened...haha wear hmm...till abit matures...high class...cute sweet???hah...eraly morning i saw RX...ha she comented tt i go hotle isit...ha...but okok lor...tired using the eyeliner i brought tt time to make small small eyes big...but no use lar...small is small lar...accept it...ha... then 2 groups presentation...not mine..which makes ppl wander y am i wearing till like tt...wat..got problem isit..??happpie can le...ha

whao....the ice cubes present until so nice sia!!!cool...making me think of my own up comming presentation...hmmm...must jia you le....but the D hor...hmmm okies..then we heard tt DET lesson was cancles...got 2n a half hour break...lols...went to pop by CADC...hmm..body fats n guan jie not dere....i crazy le lor... keep asking"where is body fats and gou liang.." when gou liang is in front of me...!!!LOL

after tt go makan..n go design studio slack...ask about my design...OH..i 4got to do draft all tt again...dots..need to work back..haiz..not good de...when times up went went down for IDS...but GUESS WAT?!....it was also cancled...wah!!!!nv say earlyer..like tt got 4hrs plus break leh!!!we asked our HCD can cancle anot..or earlyer...n can!!!yes!!we brought it front..then went out..ha abit gulity nv go paint paint....oh..oh...we went climent...play pool....LOL i dunno how to hit.....onli hit 2ball be4..all jump ball...ha jump on to the floor somemore...(-_-)

but nvm..go lor....ha but is was not a wasted trip!!!muhaha i have mastered tis game quite well to win my 1st game!!ha...[all hit by myself de k...] i can now throw quite a few good hits n angles..some of the balls which they don think can go in...muhahaha i made it go in...YEAH!!!wha..then even say..

"are u sure u played pool for the 1st time..?"hee...clever me...[don BHB lar aud]

dere is once were i tried back hand..!!whee...it gone it...!!haha beginers luck darly says...i also climb on to the table n try to shoot...wah damp onseen...plus i wearing skirt u know...heng is long skit..or die..ha...but play wit tt zhi hao...stress sai...he think so long...jus play play onli wat...haha...then my arm now pain pain sia...see..nv excersice..tts the results...to fat...tml going shopping again see u how ar....piggy...later try cloths give them see ur fats again...ha...tml we gonna have one lesson in the afternoon onli...then till 1pm...go SHOPPING!!!hee..haven buy shoes lor...bag lor...tell myself don buy other stuff le..onli those k...??[those going wot me tml please remind me..!!]

but sad sia...shop till half need to come back school for MC meeting..whahaha...cry cry....i don wan to be seperated from them lar......my class class....today soo fun wander how tml..hee..but u know hor...haiz..but back getting more painful after today...hmm...mia at last not tt mia le..but hm..nvm...so late le...tml is another day...of fun play!!yeah...n meetings...lols...well gtg c ya n miss me k k??nex time put more pics when my lappie ok...tata

the desing i made so far...coments..!!!

the ipod desin...hmm i don like balck..but wat colour..???
it has to represent en2usium and creativity....ha..i know jayne will say green lar..ha





the shirt design for my sch.....but wat do u all see from here leh...???



all tis haven finsh some parts..but all my info inside laptop...OMG

graffitte ART!!!

yoyo..!today went shopping in the afternoon wit nich and zhi hao...hump they bad bad keep asking me see my own gal cloths then they see thier own...be4 shopping acturaly plan to go him people de..but hmmm...abit communcation broke down....haiz..well lets get back to shopping...starting no tt fun lar..see n see onli..but whao!!saw alot of ctylo cloths...but hmm...me so fat now..wear all so ugly sia...hey u2...please brain wash watever u saw tt day...[think they saw fats comming out]OMG gross....but the last..ha..at las nic n zhi hao is trying something..!!!tt top really very nice lor..i wan see u all wear lar..so handsome like tt...ha i think i sound so despo like tt....ha..but i like checkers...plu tt top hor made ur sholders broad..look abit like JJ!!haha..zhi hao was lookin for blazers..then i help him find..cause i find mine find till sian..ha..chossing like him mummy or gf like tt...ha

then we went for comic life workshop whao the speaker was damp good sia...but pity tt everyone was tired shy or wat lar...very queit..but u know horz...it kinda wasted sia...learn 4wat...i also no hav the progrme...ha...but its still cool...after the freezin workshop...we went to eat at KFC!!!ha shared the buddy meal..the service dere was so ERM ERM!!!! black face like tt.??very slow lar...

oH when we finish food...we saw the FLEA market!!! hee..when dere n see oif dere is any good buys..n heng hen is the last day u know...alot price they cut for us..ha..sharon brought a nice heels...shui ping brought a 3bucks neckless!!earings..n atop which have a very PRETTY flower pin..but tt was not from the flea market...me??i brought things unnesseary...LOL..buy so much but also nv buy my bag..my heels at all...brought 2 acceories..n one latern skit which i nv owned..tring out onli..but like not good...so fat like tt...hmm..go slimming slimming le!!

after we gals shopping so long like tt the guys sian le..then we went esplane at last!!haha...go dere see how the graffitte EXPERT work..whao i really saw ZERO doing his works!!!cool cool...singapore's best graffitte artist all went up but the sad thing is they covered everyone els works..hmm...i tot he was suppose to enhance thier work..??nvm..then the 01 so sayang..their WDFU gone...gone gone al gone...but then the last man standing i tell u...lol...we watched till9plus pm...acturally i wan go back le..so tired..but went to eat wit them..the guys went to brought plain top fot the artis to draw i think..ha cheapo...i tot u all ur own....blah!!!still so kan choing..nv pei me wait for bus....hump....haha but overy all its a fun day!!!damp tired i tell u....read home i continued wit my designs..hmm...quite good ba i think...mayb i come out wit designs when i am tired???siao...don think so...haiz..i still don understnad my brain...hee...

but today when i do my designs rite...!!!wha...cry sia....my laptop suddenly crash like tt i dunno wat to do now....using my house deskstop...but no illustrator hoe to work???SUGAR!!!i called class IT zhihao he also can do anything...hmm...then tot of calling him..but...mia so many days le...should i take another stept forward???hai hai..now all my designs works info inside tt laptop which i cant seem to make it work...lol...dunno if its over heated leh...maybe...

well maybe the laptop is saying let me rest n wants me to rest too ba...okie..relax...n enjoy no doing workkk..go rest sleep n get ready to mati..like prisoner like tt be4 diying got good food de...ha...well gtg tata miss me guys...MUCKS

DWS presentation

wha haha...at last finish t...but got 3 more design need to be up soon.....shit.....i am damp crapy now....head is blank dry..cannot think ba...so tired....alll i wan is rest..feel safe like tt...but cant find it.....went i wann sleep juz now i can even fell myself kan choing lor...lol..

today presentation dunno done good anot..but i was late to meet my members...ha..then i wore the same dressing as nic!!ha qing nu zuang...lol...so cool and funny lor..then we took alot of photos..play..ha..but all the playing still dosent give me idea for my designs..hmm must go n lock myself in room BRAINSROTM LE>>!!haiz...where are u always....??so far u were never dere and how can it continues.......??i opened up but u can say u didnt enter...yes...technology is a cold language but now u had made it colder......i have tried..but as u can see...i am exsuted by flying to everyone n lightening up their day...but every living thing gotta rest...are u gonna rely on me or am i gonna rely...??ha tts a question.....

sudden rash...shocked.......FUN!!

oh my!!!guesssed wat???got new ear piercing after 11 yrs later...i don even remeber clearly how is my 1st pair ha...done......the day be4...wha...think i too on n LOL le.....meet raf..rx n junwei, they go buy comics..then we hang out abit...raf mentioned about ear piercing then i also say last yr wanna do but no1 do..ha..then she say that day straight away go!!!dots...i don think i am prepared to do tt now...ha but after dinner i was pulled to de shop...[ok..fine...i walked dere myself] then say we wan do...ha...

then i was sent up 1st.....oh.....after 11yrs..i really don remember...but it kinda scarly to think back when rx cry...whahaha like v pain like tt....then i tried to close my eyes think of food...ice-cream..all tt like how the dct will inject need into my mouth everytime...ha self phyco...then i wanna open see n close again...when i open saw tt GUN!!!wha...then i ask her wait!1st....but suddenly "bob..." go in le.....wha!!!i jumped up i think.....not prepared at all i tell u...ha then wangjia n rx laughing over dere...u watch out ar wangjia..later i force u perice then u know...ur earloops or thick...you GLHF(good luck have fun) ha.....

"3rd Field Trip"
think u can say its a 3rd field trip as DCMD for some of us..we meet at city hall go "durian"[ha dunno how to spell the rite thingy] in support for our yr3s...we going dere to help then start the graffity board which they will showcase in their grads show...hai hai we 02 onli 4-6-7 ppl go onli...come then dissapered then come again....01 ppl nv MIA...ha..then they did some united graffuty...hee hee i got help leh..OH!!!!later02s kill me...no lar we oth class quite close too...then few 02s which is dere...we drew a united area..trying to let wat ever we wanna draw merge together but hmm ok lor...wat more fun i think was painting the big area together...lol[next time give us one wall we paint one solid color as one class]hai....maybe will help my class unit...see my own class going die le..how can.......but i am juz too tired n busy to try n save....maybe need to let some others do de work...

during my sub com camp they went night cycling n bbq..plenty of things happen...and well u could say its for a worst lar...the outing has grouped some more together...but also tore the class more apart....wander if it ever will heal...i didnt witness it myself so i wont be comenting much lar...juz t the things i heard wasnt as fun..happie as i hope it will be...ha...

NO FEARS!!!organise again wit AUDREY inside...!!haha..u all will have more food to eat...better wellfare i think..ha...but..who knows i mayb be angred up by them like daryl...ha...jia you DCMD 1A02!!! play more relex....

hmm.....but my hw...lol...well gtg see ya.......

wha haha...

after camp sleep 11hrs through out...wake up eat...then sleep somemore.....hee..sat acturally need to go shopping wit rx jaynes doreen...hmm..but dunno y they nv go le...also heng lar..then i go workshop...be4 that also went shopping wit nic...ha...meet him 1130..but he came late..then my shoes very off we went my house change...while shopping saw nice shoes..but no size...dots..then nic got to buy a shoes...the person even discount him...wha..then we walk to find the jap shop...saw some very good buys..ha..but some cloths very LOL i tell u...then we go paragon...walk till the time nearly up we quickly rush dere to mee zh and sya...

the rest was late..the ppl see we know one another ask if we could share computers..ha nic lor...say can we don wan share...ha...so bad...make the person work difficult...wha the place damp cold lor...think by the end my hands numb le..really no feeling in the hands le...then the instructer tok quite fast ar...my mates cannot catch up...well as for me i agaa know but don understand..vincent teach me be4 le wat...muhaha

then the instructer so kelian...crap so much but no1 respond...ha..then shifu also lor...only know how to sell fish....ha..after the workshop we go eat eat...instructor ask 4 my no. then...hmmm...hmm....we go long john no space then we eat bugerking in the end..wha they all say hungry in the end onli i upsize....dots...then they help me finish some drinks...bloted...eugune says he got vip ofer for flesh imp then nic wans to buy lor..so we went alittle shopping..ha..till quite late le all very tired..but we say come again next time lor..mayb tml...go fareast...n heren i think...oh!!be4 i forget...nic was called a superstart by the instructor..LOL..he high le..happie..ha...wha..juz finish meeting...super tired wann orh orh le...

tonight still need to go find rx hmm or tml...WAIT!!!!! need to do hw 1st...alot alot ar......die die le...soooOOoo u thin i got time.......??now abit preasurred by u leh...sleep sleep better 1st......cya.......!!

SUB COM-CAMP

Yoz!! back from my camp le…Whahaha…tired...1^st time ever I really nv sleep a wink the whole nite…record breaking..ha…

Now I will start from my adventure from the start of the pre camp..!! well...1^st we had to meet up in school...reached 10mins before time...to print some stuff…then dunno wat to do next…waited for the rest to arrived then we go for short lunch…noticing sui ping and wan ting better…then I like a bit out so quickly go find them tok…ha…after lunch..they teaching some of us how to strum the guitar...then I remember tt I very long nv touch the guitar putera lend me…LOL…we then checked the materials…and I when up to SAS to meet ms ang for the 1^st time…well it’s a start…then there was a meeting…where I gotten a clearer picture of wat we have to do…but not very detailed…arrived...we choing to carry stuff up load the bus..then left for the campsite…on the way I sleep……ZZZzzzZZZha…then camp area is juz a small apartment like tt then we have to wash the floors..carry all the equipments up n do some adjustment wit the room..after the washing I gotta run le..kinda late for my campfire..hai..then I missed a lot of things from the camp..dunno wat I need to do and maybe some bonding time…??well its a lost…

Back at fajar I kinda scared will late...lucky me nv miss the lighting up..!!! hee…it was nice…nut a lot of ppl blocking...cant see that well…then there was songs…wha..y they nv come ask me to teach them more songs…hump..think they forget me le…sad sad…but also try to enjoy it..!! we exNCOs lead the chica cha dance..then raf not inside…so sayang…then very soon that’s the eend of the campfire le..SO FAST SIA!!!! Wha…then we LOL go request nite footdrill for us ex nco…ha…steady sia..all still can do the drill quite well…got solid bang but not tt loud…cause all slippers…then tuck wei they all not dere…don have the dribble dribble…ha..the old days…all the LOL stupid drills…we even marched in from the basketball court like wat we always did during parades like our POP…POP….hmm…so fast 1yr le…remember our rebellious days our takan days n happy times…!!

After the campfire I made my way to calvin’s house…missed the stop then gotta walk abit back…calvin was such a good host…cook give me…and even wanted to help me wash my cloths..!! aiyo…after I wash up feel more comfortable...we slack in his room watching anime...hee...he got a cool collection sia…and the figurines were WHAO!! Around 1plus AM!!! We went down for some ba kut teah…ha…the soup was nice…but the person didn’t top up the soup…HUMP!!! We went back for somemore anime and the 2 guys FAV hard gay..ha…then fell asleep around 230…the night was cold….the pillow I had was even used as a blaket for me..i think I did cures the pillow y cant grow bigger..can cover me…ha…finally cannot tahan..wake up around 645 hunt for tissue…ha..then they haven wake so I go back sleep…aiyo I feel like snatching the guys blankets you know…!!! Jasmine woke up 1^st then washed my…piggy me was last..then they gotta wait for me..hee hee…we took 145 if I am not wrong and alighted near bugis MRT instead of city hall…inside bugis I saw cute cute merlion…ha then I remember some1 mention nv come be4..ok..next time we come come…finally reach paisar ris then they got wen hui house let him pack bag…while I waited for the rest of the MCs..wit 2 campers…when they came we went out to wait for the rest together…after lots of waiting time and goofing around we went to wait for bus 403…the whole bus was seated by us onli…then we make soo much noise as if we owned the bus...ha...more fun the really booking a bus leh…

we reached the camp area and did the wan li cheer…the tts the start of our camp…R&R were told…we were introduced…campers was grouped…whahaha…I feel my group so power lor…plus tts the name I hope I get…ha TINKERBELL!!! Kawaii…(^-^) indide got steff…jim…sui zhen whom I juz know…my nu qiang ren emiline…(dunno how to spell)…still got lots lots...all like so power..!! during the 1st outdoor game we ruled all sia…that’s the power n the tinker sprit…!!hee…we also very C&C[care and concern] everyone de…hee then dere was the bear bear game..ha all do stunts…charlotte’s stunt the best lor..!! then lunch was…erm erm….but we still finished our share…cause we know we gotta eat for energy…then the song section I learn a new song…so cartoon…ha…then there was the bathing time…after dinner there was also some weird things you gotta touch and guess…LOL they got touch Allan’s leg…ha…we also entered the bunk to think for talenttime…there was also night games were they were saboed ...wha… the 1^st one damp funny sia…then the thought of my body fats kana make fun…wha…plus he very tall leh…jump up surely weird de…I don bear to see…when his turn rite after he jump...i go toilet le…ha…dere was debrief then sleep…we gotto sleep on the floor…my poor waist… waaa…waaa..sobs

Then morning awaken but chun heng’s voice…ha he also very BHB sia…say we dreamt of him…ha…after wash up and waking up…we had morning PT…then breakfast…hmmm…tasty…then dere was the flag flag game…wha ha funny…then I partner wit gou liang..ha he damp shagged sia…plus lazy…after that was part2 of outdoor games…the animal farm…balloon fight…and touched ruby…!! Whee… well but some things didnt go as we planed…well it’s a learning experience…after games we had song section...wha tis time the song section damp high sia everyone…!! but pity me..after trying to stand for the boulevard my waist cannot tahan le…the pain was……… OUCH…but I actually tried to hold longer...don sit 1^st… but then break le…dots… then they treat me like handicapped…wha…i rested in the cooks bunk..ha deyi say i snored...ohhhohhh...luckly I did join the rest for beach games..but I didn’t play…hai...why why sia…should have joined them…then more bonded…hai I feel I didn’t really gotten in wit them…nv play wit them…hai after beach games we bath...then dere was talentime preparation…ha so funny…then also got a very cute cat cat running all over…after I followed one another appered...wanna play wit them de…but they are wild one so very alert…run away very fast…jim also went to try wit me…wha…the cat funny sia…shake the backside at us then the jump away like rabbit like tt…ha…then 3^rd one also appeared… we then had dinner and played musical chair whaha…my body fats kana need to proposed to marilyn...ha…LOL lor…he used the stars again…some ones leg hair kana pulles...arimit hair pulled...then i helped emiline pinch kian leong erm..ermm...wha i dirty also not like tt lor...EEEKkk!!!! then dere was the talent time presentation…

After the presentation we had free time…calvin brought down the sparkles…but like very little like tt…then I took one to the court dere share some glow wit the rest…ha…I then climb up to the structures of tubes..lie on it wit calvin sing songs wit janet Augustine and marylin they all..ha.. we also eat lollipops…then lie till abit sia..we went to play caption ball whee!!i become catcher…catch lot lots ball…11vs9 I think…hee yaeh!!!then I promised some of them to ton le..so nv sleep a wink at all sia..!!!then mia go for a meeting…I tot is play play like tt but turn out not…well I agree it’s a wake up call…sorry yiyang that i actied a bit over...maybe scared you rite..?? don think anyone saw me in tt kind of condition robin also shocked I think…ha…I will jai you de…all the not good words I said were juz for tt moment…after thinking through it I acted too emo…I will try to stand up from tis failure and hope you all will also help me because yi ge ren de li liang is cannot one…… to all I am sorry if I have done any wrongs…hope you forgive me anf may we start on a brighter side…(^-^) GOGOGO!!!

photography

i also joined photography club..last few weeks ago went for a worksjop then practised some shooting and now gonna show u some that i like..maybe can coment on them..??ha..

some creatures i took....

Some GreeNs.....

UpDates2...

Tis week is e-learning week n yesterday my course went ridout garden to draw paint some nature stuff..some drew till damp nice lor..me??..........hmm……..cher says she will upload to net..infor u about it next time...


Class Pic @ ridout GARNED>>!!!

then we also went Singapore art museum to take a look at fiction at love..whao..some very cool lor..but go dere still need to do assignment..when is it ever gonna end……..??of cause while doing work we still try to have fun!!!took pics outside the mesuem

After tt acturally all say go see movie then tt daryl…changed his mid to go play pool…in the end only me..xiao di nick..and syafui go…n then ask me watch SCARY movie..!!!AAHHHH!!! well..we entered n watched the NUN..wha…kinda creepy n funny I think..cause I also dunno I scared wat..the ending abit don understand lor..ha but during the movie I keep disturbing syafui think I spell wrong his name…lol…ha he say I v noisy…keep pulling him…nick also got scared lor…..ha..

Fun outside ART mesuem!!

Well a lot of things happened to me..and going to happened..these few entries above is about class one..my club also have lor..too much ar..but my upcoming event are like tt…

• IDS website assignment
• Design Thinking (DET) Visual Journal..Storyboard.
• HCD e-learning assign
• OC fashion project
• DWS Art history project
• VDS 5work pieces for e-learning
• CADC bbq
• Class gathering 4E1
• Sub-com camp
• NPCC annual Campfire..!!
• CADC organizing MEETINGs
• Mayb DCMD outing
• DWS presentation
• VDS ipod skin design n T-shirt design comp

These is wat will be happening during tis 3WEEKS….wha..3weeks only leh…….die sia

UPDATES....

Enheh…so long nv update le..but a lot of things have happened…happy sad or embarrassed one also have..ha too busy to keep updating u all so sorry…so now I will make a fash back for u..!!hee okie??
Hmm where do I start oh…have I told u about our class 1st field trip at STPI??/Singapore Taylor print inst I think….hee u know my spelling lar..ha…oh we went dere to learn about printing and the different papers. Then saw a lot of Keith harries works..

some of his works

now then I know those cute cute icons is made by him sia…ha..his work is so cool lor…too bad he died at a young age because of aids…then we also took our very 1st class photo..!!ha..tis field trip was at the 2nd week of sch I think... so fast got trip le rite??

class photo!!!

ha but after the field trip its start of our 1st test……..our assignment1 for VDS(visual design studio) its our maid module tis yr so we kind of stress lor..plus is our1st work…we all dunno dunno what to do about it…then our ideas n work are always rejected….very demoralizing to some…as the datelines gets closer..we all panic..then mug the whole night..some fall sick because of tt…n everyone got panda eyes..!!ha…during lesson all v tired de lor…like me I slept 4am the night be4 passing up..in the morning nearly late..take taxi… be4 12pm where we need to pass up u see my whole class still choing lor..

Some go print report…some do touch ups..we also need to mount our work on a black board make it more presentable….then…..the time is up……hor hor…….but guess wat???i think all our works not bad lor…ha..juz tt I still don’t quite understand wat cher mean by having the elements in it..he say some don have..but lines…everywhere also have wat…….hai…well below are some of the works..dere is 2D and 3D ones

2Ds.....

3Ds......

After the VDS assign1..we face the Drawing Studio(DWS) BATTLE!!!gotta draw a composition u arranged in 4hrs wil charco…phew I manage to finish…next time show your some of the works..didint took photo of it…

Then dere was the Human Centered Design(HCD) presentation and report about ez-link card for my group..do the PowerPoint till quite late cause I received it too late..well cher comented tt too little visuals..too much text..ha..well tts the best we can do in tis time limit…if dere were more time I tink It would have been very much better you know…

Dere is also Webpage building the assignment but I haven finish…still working on it..i dunno wat to coment on the website I working on lor….my eng so…erm erm….hai…my clas some ppl v wat lor..keep saying our class ppl the grades very good…eng B3..ones someone even mention those B3 n below the eng cannot come in….wha I damp sad n pissed lor….OK!! I got the lowest GRADES! I nearly scraped through my English happy???!!!................haiz…but wat one of my friend said was true…o Levels was history whats more important is now..so no point angry……..

yoz yo!!!

muhaha...now in lesson again...hee...yesterday i so anygry wit tt FAT KID!stupid lor..its very insulting leh...how i dress got ur prob isit...???chicken mac nugget..then say dress SEXY somemore...u dress lar...??

hai don talk about unhappy things liao....wha so fast i work banqute 8 times le...JAYNE i got alot of door gifts to pass u...well not alot lar...2..???ha got one couples keychain bears...but i giving u one gal...ha..then got one pillow like that de thingy..ha...today got some important meeting for CCAs...hmm...WAIT WAIT.....lesson start le..gtg...bye hee

going NAFA

yoxz!! yesterday me n some of my classmates went nafa together to see some work pieces..wha...all so nice sia...wnder if we ever gonna be doing tt..ha but tt must be a motivation then can..!!y surely can do tt n u can develpoe ur own style...!!!GO GO GO GAL!!!ha

but the intresting thing here folks is the tip going dere not reaching dere...ha....cause its raining...1st we walked in the rain to DOVER MRT....then...we talk mrt..then thinking how to walk dere...1st thought is going bugis..but bugis go NAFA no shelter....so the say city hall can...ha..so we try lor..alighted at city hall..then look at the map...NO NAFA on top at all...ha...then found out maybe dubty goad dere nearer...so took one stop dere..WAH!!! waste my 65 or 85 cents....sad sia..tt shiyfu happy lar...his 45cents onli...hump!

then we reach dubty goad(dunno how to spell lar...) saw NAFA on the area mapp le..but found out its quite far too...but tis time we hack care liao le...chiong in the rain...wha..!!cool!! had nv went outing wit a class in the rain...ha...then we keep laughting...cause of me i think..??even went up to drivers knock their window to ask directions...then NAFA lol lor...put such a small sing dere say "WELLCOME TO NAYNANG AC......FINE ARTS"super small sia...give who see...dots....on the way also learnt some songs n cheers from daryl..he learnt from CSCC de...CADC teach the i know most liao...

then walk n walk till 8plus some went home...some go eat..so pity tt not everyone go eat togerther...hmm...during breaks also no have...must plan outings le..hee...oh yar i also told them maybe we can think of our own class cheers...??hee now lectural staring le... got to go...cahoz..!!tell u more next time...hee

J pary...!!

wha...yesterday went j party..dots...cailing wan me meet sooOOOoo early...the thing start at 7 but i meet 230 like tt....so hot lor..now i uderstand how the ppl waited for the big "stars" for concerts...ha..then a few frieds of cailing's brought the ticket for the world concert of jj's which will come singapore on 26 of may i think...??ha not sure..then we got chance to sit in the front...so excited like tt...but acturaly nothing much de lar...

ling zi start coming in...then the NP students comes on stage to dance...then after a long wait...JJ came at last..ha..then sing songs..n do some LOL stuff..wha..i hate the FC sia..ha..cause they keep blocking the view to take JJ's pic...dots....

then they also played games ar..wha..regreted didnt going up dere...ha..they are to draw a picture of JJ..then the best one can win buffet ticket for2...!!!LOL...then JJ also drew one by himself n tt one is out for grabs..i upload tt pic give u all see next time..i now in lectural..hee..quite nice sia..but my lao gong still better...oh yar lao gong i mayb joining my sch the managa art..then can learn some from dere...but i still wan u teach me.....hee...okie???see ya guys soon!!!!love ya

1st week of school...!!!

YOZ!!! finally finding some time to update...but is also kinda under stress...sis over here nagging...ha...be4 starting sch kept going ovt wit skyhawks till v late sia...tired tired...sat go steamboat..sun BBQ soOoO fat sia...then sat also went missing again...meeting at marina bay i went marina square.LOL

hmm..then 1st day of sch....wore 'boishis' then showed some of my class mate my boi boi 'handsome' face...tell them tt one my boi friend...ha..they nearly believe sia...then they ask i used to be HEMALE is it..ha...no lar... then after one long day of leacture till 5 6 plus went CADC club house..also dunno 4wat...but got to know i entered project com...went dinner wit them too 9plus then reach home...sOOoo tired....dots

2nd day..!!11pm then go school...yeah!!!!ha...but went earlyer to eat breakfast wit a friend...wha..he late lor...fancy a gal waiting for a HE!!! ha..if u all wan meet for breakfast also can ask me eat on tues...ha..then after lectural at 5 plus 6 plus went meeting to organise games in project com...oh we go eat after tt too...during tis few days also hanging out n getting to know most of my classmates..wha..i got a lectural super cool lor..she does her own moie n woned awards de leh....can learnt alot from her sia..hmm...but she is critrial thing the lectural leh...weired...ha

3rd day..!!cause jazz nv seen me in specs i wore specs let her see tt day...didnt have much acctivity,,acturally v eraly can go home le..after the 4hrs of lectural..but went CCA fair..n wrote down names for alot of funny funy the cca..but cant join so much de lar...crazy...after the fair..went bugis wit class to buy art materials for our drawing studio..wha so ex sia..n during shopping i abit sian n tired le ar...everyday so late...aaaaahhhhh!!!!in the end managed to finish the buying..AT LAST!!!hee

4th day..whao..!!dressed the nicest of tis week i think..ha cause of the hair...hmm..a few mins of work 'less then 5' can make a big differences..ppl tot u spend hours n tt hair cause v nice n profissional looking...then got the drawing studio which so much money spend on..the seniors keep coming into our lecturals lor...disturb us..ha..but the lecturals say they curoius about us tts y...we tried drwing like how mr yeo always draw..[use the pencile measure here n dere tt one] weired weired one leh...ha i dunno how to use..but ok kar my work...after lectural went club house check prepartion n go bball court see them play bball...chated wit yijai alot till7plus..??then went home...

last day of the weel..!!whao..!! n the day our games carrying out...!!excited..n tired...1st was VDS where we use illustrator..hmm..i know it so trying hard to listen even thought i know..but difficult lar..wan sleep le.... 1hr break later..another lectral..wha..tt one lol lor...he say he tok v little de..then in the end tok 3/4 of the lectural leh...!!!all of use falling asleep liao lor.....dots...i think he knows lar..ha...AT last lesson finish..!!CHIONG to club house..!!but also stoped by the cca fair to final check out stuffs...around 530 start laying out the games...then around6 game start wha..had a hard time controling the ppls...cause all wan kill me...a..i v good lor..let u all blood cicurlation...at the end of the game they all wan drench me..a..i 'lead by example' leh..ha[fajar's learning] i tired the game then ask u all play de leh....ha tts y i know nose pain..ha..

now must tink if wan stay in CADC for 3yrs anot..ha all wan hmp tump me liao...JIM ar..1st one say sooOOoo loud...u tis 3yrs watch out ar..oh..oh......ha...then sat also got acctivities for CADC de..but i overslept current affairs the games...only went afternoon de..HENG ar...or the current affairs de ppl kill me...hee...

so far fun lar...but tired...v tired...ALOT of home WORK AAAARRRR!!!!1st week only le....ohoh....then how v funny de leh...christ juz now call me...he not my sch de how come know better then me sia...??i so kept in the dark like tt...so many things happening n i dunno...wha..where can like tt...u all nv let me know...how come ????so bad,,,hump....nvm,,,now i v tired..wan sleep only....SEE i sarcrifise my sleeping to write tis...ha..tml most prob going Jparty...come back got time then tell u wat happened...hee...bye...

at lectural

hih...long time no see...i now at sp T2034 lesson...useing the time n chance to come up a while..hee...got time then tell u all about the camps n my1st day in sch..ha so fun...!!but also abit sad leh....dots..oxymoron rite???ha gtg see ya

6th time @ banquet!!

muhaha...today accturally n v work one but replace marilyn so when..ha.quite enjoy the work dere leh...but they dont have booking le...n i do work dere very long so wont want to ask me come frequent ba...

today went spotlight walk awhlie as i nv been dere be4..then also went carfore to visit qian yi..reach the hotel in time..changed n went up..wha..the moment i enter the hall "audrey!"here n dere..wha..cause my name easy to say so all my lobang le lor....dots..then fabian laopo me..manager ask me to place the door gifts on the tables but he nv say how to put wat so juz place..but latr "audrey!" again..say i nv place properly...must turn the thank u facing the guest...lol..u nv say how will i know...

then another manager say me haven wear name tag..dots..don even have time to take lor..then find half day also cant find the name tag..ha..then the long n NAGGY briefing..alex partner wit her again..lols ha but his face yesterday like bu swang like tt..ha understandable ba..the went out to set up the side station..set up till like finish le then saved by fabian..ha go eat snake..his work so "special" like tt ha in different room de..then i go dere sit sit tok tok lor...

wha today"s guest all super know how to drink sia...my cocktail tt time got one gang of guys keep asking for beer..plus they smoking over dere..ahhh!!! i need air refreshner..!!ha then kelian the wei xiong neeed to do all the guest inside himself..cos outside cochtail haven finish...ha

then at last dinner starts..ha wha i got one talbe super can drink sia...finish a bottle of whisky n red wine n 3 4 cups of beer..tt table 6ppl only sia..then they accuse me for making them drunk...ha..they toking also very funny de..wat complain the cheif cause the fish didnt close the mouth..ha..think the drunk le ba..but good think is they didnt do any hanky panky stuff..christ is barman yesterday he also say those guys drink sooo much ar..n scared they will do anything to me..ha yar got..they say i sweet lor..cause i keep laughtng..ha..

then tt fabian butt so "chan" ha..who ask him keep teasing n disturb me..blow my hair..as if his mouth breath v "xiang" ha...then he like vanessa like tt trick me n guess wat...?? he even hide under my SKIRT!!! wha...!! the i kick his butt lor..think hit quite hard sia..ha..plus he tt day nose bleeding wha see too much preety gals outside..ha

There sooO fun rite??hai dunno when will go back woork again..think very very long later ba...no booking le...cant goo back n work wit them le..sobs..hai well gtg byezzZ..

haiyoyoyoyoyo

cannot tahan le...!!!the day be4 still so strong willed say i will prove to the aunties tt i not so lousy de..then also told my manager watever thingy...then guess wat the aunties told me yesterday...?? they said i tis sat don hav to work...work monday tues n thurs on next week then don need to come anymore...

wat the...??!!! my manager didnt even say lor...the day be4 still dere tell me must get along wit the aunties...hey please lor...is they don wanna get along wit me de leh...then now wat..??i finish my job next week??chicken...tts y i said my manager not tt resposable...hai very tired le lar....

then chris in the end also didnt get any job 4 me cause don have...hai at least he tried...thanks dude...hmm...now if i work till next week only how ar...i now really very broke...cant take money from my parents le...n i used alot of money from my bank le lor...think used the egals also le...hai so fan ar...!!!!!help help help....

acturally i got a choice to ask liwen if got caisher job anot...but i scared causher...i think i will count wrong lor...i not tt good wit numbers u see...even seeing the number coad for the shoes also slow...ha...now very hungry go eat 1st...gtg bye bye

creactions

ha..here are some of my few handyworks tis few week which i sold some to my working mates...ha coments or orders for them ok..??haas

new place

AAAHHHHH.....!!!! the new working place is very de wat sia....1st is my traveling fees increase alot of times..then cannot anyhow move around to tok..didnt even meet much new ppl over dere...the two 'old birds' only tok to each other..don really borther about me...got one i think not tt happy wit me sia...everytime i try to talk to her she black face..then i got some problems wit numbers wat so find shoes a bit slow..plus i dunno the place tt well so even more slower...then they abit not happy...

meal time eat by myself..then whole person gone so dull le lor me...hai..my 1st day so die sia...i write wrong recipt to the coustomer n charge them less money...wha..must deduct from my pay..a i got ask lor..then one of the old bird say correct..hai wat can i do i noob wat...chicken..

then my working hours so irrigular...1st day i work 6hours only leh..minus my meal money n transpot fee i earn 30per day only...then yesterday i work 6 an a half hour...i thought mimium i should work 7 hour sia..tt time rong er say de...if its true then tt mean they trick me sia...

then my friend say got job to intro me tis friday one hour 6 also also got 3 dollars in CPF..but work 5 hour 1st slowly increase the hour..but if tis friday i work tt i cannot work my shoes..i must take tt day off..so how..??should i...??i thought to start on tt then maybe next time i get higher pay..cause my pay also about de same sia..

hai so fan ar...help help help...got any view or advise can tell me..???please....

haiz

wha..so long nv blog le...cause kinda tired...n slacking...after the gif wrapping job i got a job as shoes promoter...didnt i tell u guys..??i tot i did sai..ha..at scots de...??really didint say..??ha then i think i am carzy le...wha..today my e-link card expire..tt means we are adult fare le...NONONONO i don wan...........i wan continue as student..i wanna enjoy the 45cents trips on bus...wha....y like tt sai...i same age as the rest in JC wat...shit sia...i dunno y now i very scared n sad..i sacred my tavling fee very ex..n scared of my new working enviroment tt i am going tmr...am i the only one feeling this way...???

this few days keep hiding myself under the possesion of my televison..miss it sia...so long nv watch tv le...but then its not a way out...herd from my ex working ppl tt cannot tok much over my new working place as the supervisor very ferice...wha...how sai..then my manager told me there got two old birds who will teach me...i scared they very ferice...hai..y do ppl realise how fortunate earlyer...??last time work at taka we say there very bad...then i got scots..there i thought even worst...now going to bugis cant tok..can ask me go jump down le...

at scots really made alot of friends dere too...ha i even started a small buissnes over dere..ha..selling my handmade neckleace n earings..ha..but silly me don dare don dare to charge then higher...keep getting scolded from my parents n sis..say i waste so much time dere n don charge higher...i feel v lost n unsecured now..scared i cannot get back the money from them..cost quite alot leh...

then this feww weeks i feel i really hav changed...i start to spend alot alot sia..cant even keep tract of the money i spend..n i eat alot..going to become ball ball le...at times i feel i am sooOo numb to the seroundings le.....

yesterday went back to school for cca oreantation..wha...i miss being a student being in NP n being part of it sia..i tried to fit in but deep down i feel its not the same anymore...i am not in any part of NP anymore as i cant help or anything..no1 will remember me le ba..ha..when i heard the problem of the campcraft team i feel so sad sia..n i wish very much to help..but i cant, as i don have any position to do that..i missed the chance of goign back to be part of them..so i can only blame myself...haiz..hope my days ahead will be brighter...

i am really noe mentally tired sia...someone help...juz by lending a sholder will help alot..ha...oh yar think of my lao gong vannesa n jocelyn now..ha cause they always let a sholder..ha..hope my new place will be enjoyeble too...!!see ya..mucksz~*