Alot Of upDATES.....

hehee....really LONG ln update le..ha alot alot of things gonning on...like i told u 3 assignment?haa..jus finish shooting for the 3 guys for my CTB..the 2 girls tml cant make it...then i got 5more models haven take...OMG..i am gonna be dead..ha and maya i still don feel like finishing the stoopid wolf head..i scared sia..haa...well then tts for work lar..let jus jump outof it now..haa

ok..now to reply to my di's special taggies:
i am suppose to do the below adn then sabo 6other people..lets see if u are inside k?

Please read the rules 1st: Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themsleves. ppl who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as stating the rules clearly.

In the end, you will need to choose 6 ppl to be tagged and the list of their names.

AUDREY YERDUA AUDREY YERDUA...hmm..wat to say??
Fact 1: OH..i do drool or snore sometimes...[softly]shhh.....don tell on me...
Fact 2: I Sleep talk and scream in my sleep sometimes?[creepy...i know..]
Fact 3: My smallest toe is bigger then the 4th one
Fact 4: I alway put chicken into my whipped potato when i eat KFC
Fact 5: I don like cheese? [to some ppl tt is weird]
Fact 6: Me? i am weird....i am the joke most of the time..ha


N...my luck 6....
ZiHui..Pei Boon..Clement..dear dear..AiAi..Jayne..
[hmm...some i wanna put but i dunno they got blog anot...lol]


ok...end of survey...Now lets move on...yar...on 13thJuly me, pei boon and sharon when to the Oops thingy organised by school..meet ammamda and yvonne over dere..but me and ammamda haven 18..still 17..wha then we jus stand outside and waited for kokchee to come 'save' us..ha and he really did u know!so touched that he came from his house by taxi to rush here for us..and offered to pay taxi fare for one of us..cause he only has one crew pass which means only one of us can go in and the pass was given to me..i feel kinda bad..and then i am kinda self consious wit the attire i am in..morever i don really like this kinda enviroment..like i don dare to dace dunno how to dance..ha lot of ppl thinks i am that kinda party wild clubber? ha but totally opposite...yar...


Me and NIC


Me and sharon!!haa


hmmmm....alot of other things cannot remember..only can recall wit photos..haa..yar and dere was a black and white day for me and HuiHui..haa..that day i was suppose to wear all white or at least white for my physco presentation..tt cher so WAT the lar..ask us to present even after the lesson time..and even after ppl wanna use the class romm le she still die die dont let us go..ask us go find another room to present...then i no audience at all not fun de...yar...then in class spam digi cam of me and hui hui..the blacks and white...hee



yar and as i guessed he look like wat i expected lar..ha with jeans..but not bad not bad i like tt top..and funnie thing is we aslo like to see checkered!!haa...yar..ok..then when to hav a drink..yar then i don remember le.....

yar then is all my photo shooting... ha fun lar..but tiring...really tiring i tell u...too much tings to do for one person...like anuti aunti like tt lor...

A photo of nic wit zhihao...nice hair?lol..like gatsby like tt...

Jayne...high high hair..still got many more lar..but no need show everything ba?hee..

After shooting for aiai and Jayne, go aiai hous awhile..wha big big bear bear so cute and nice to hugha yar...see..bigger head then mine..


Yar..then i reshot for nic cause it wasnt tt good..then when out..watch the simsoms..yar dunno y some1 cannot sleep peoperly..caught on tap..can use pic to threaten u..but don wan show u the pic..haa...

on26thJuly..me and hui hui wore the same cardigent we brought together...and the funni thing is even the inner top is the same type one..and if u look closely...even the shoes ar the same...lol twinnie sia..ha..then i also spammed photos of my classmates..see..steff so cute..hee..and the ammandas...'talk to the hand..' haa..







yups..the last friday CADC got SP tunes..ha..at 1st abit dissapointed..like kanan conned down like tt..but ha...things were great throught out..wha got a group sing the jj and jng sa's dong..so sweet...got sparkles somemore..cutes..then the vocal teacher tt sing very very nice..the song she sang was even written by her she is pretty too...so talented..aww...ha and yar thought there is a problem at the end its still endded well..as for outside i dunno lar...yups...Congrats..and jia you..

Finally....hee...
i wanna say about the NDP oreview i went yesterday!!haa...yups its really nice and have suprises all over...quite funni cause preview no have PM all those.then got students act as the PM..haa...the showing of the military equpments is quite stylo lor..really land sea air de...i love the jelly fish and the things happening in the air..ESPICALLY the fireworks!!ha..but so sad that camera no batt and spcae le...haiz...if then should go dere watch the fireworks again lor...sad sad.ha...


OUR tickets!!


red NAILS!!


We very EN2..paste tatoo!!haha..

yups...now...must carry on wit all my hungs of work..welll 6more days to MY birthday...hee hee remember ar..?? and hmmm present?ha...

Yo! it has been 2week since i last updated..ha wanted to do it last week but..cause work and stuff? cant really remember the details already...but lots has happened..finished my live to party..thought didnt got choosen,of cause abit down, but i saw beautiful works..really..and ms shang left us..aww...[when i hug her i nearly cried...]miss her and hopes she miss us too!!

then there was also the cost play fest when the one at orchard last sat, motive was acturally accompany peiboon shop..zihao came late..after tt they go see the event wit me...peiboon the only one who 'witness' the live changing desision cannot help rejoycing for joy..!!ha..the festival wasnt as great as i thought..and i didnt really dare to take their photos..ha..i got to work last min so after fest off i go..quite fun night and thanks sean again..this time for..doing alot of the work and helping me keep things? ha..hear they when out to play tt night..seems fun yeah? ha....yups i managed to rush home saftely and accomplanied by someone but unphicially of cause..ha..

Project on sunday..then forget wat i do le..sleep..yar sleep.ha then monday abit dissapointed? but understandable lar...then i also dunno wat to say liao..cause wanna go sleep to chiong other assign...tml..got a new one today...20more days to my brthday..but its not going to be fun as gonna choing 3 assignments...good luck sia...jia you audrey!!ha..thanks for always waiting up for me, thought there is much now but i believe it will 'develope' ni yao jia you wo...lol tata...

Last Week of hoildays!!

Well well!! was quite a fun week but very sad to say i didnt do much work....ha...gonna be dead when school reopens...so much to do yet don have the 'feeling' to do..ha ok..lest try to tract back on the FUN FUN and also sad sad week..ha

monday 18th june
Suppose to hav a meeting at 3 and banner painting from 2 but was paintin and drawing all the way..be4 that when to art friend wit robin to get his materials he needed for work..oh yar gotten a treat from him too! muhahaha..but i very nice one not too ex..ha..as we were painting painting..i started to try and play by painting on their legs..reason being there was excess paint on the bursh when i soften the red...bleah =P ...and so wat supprised me is that the rest started painting and drawing too!! lol...legs..hands..arms..plam..everywhere and ALMOST anywhere..ha normally ppl will jus attact back wit sumging paint or will play awhile then don bother about me already...hmm..SD so hahaha..didnt really feel well at the end of the day..but yar..the banner finally finished..!!hurray!!ha..then ask then quickly go eat don wan...the guys when to play bball and do funni stuns like mama and james..thankfully for yongsheng and jian ping they took care of me, when to eat at 7eleven wit me and even helped me cook my maggie..so sorry tt i didnt finish it cause i feel too unwell. when back to club i rest awhile..wha so cold lor..but then...hehe got jian ping's uber big jacket!!ha...psps joking onli..yups..after reaching home feel abit better after the shower and stuff...

Hard @work painting...

started to draw around..

WATCH OUT for my 'ba gua zhang'[hmm...sounds like a dumpling...]

James OVER doned handstand..mama did some too..!

Fnally!! its DONE!!ha

Tues and wed..
hmm..didnt have much fun things tt happened..when to sch to do maya..but then...haiz..i didnt saved it properly..and all my hard work was gone..gone gone..tried to go find it on wed..but was not able to recover..so need to redo lor..yups..uber sad cried abit too..but wat to do? but to jus do back lors...oh yar!!wed night my braces wored broke!!lol..i dunno wat i eat lor...also will snap??hehe yar and at night i had another big fight wt my sis..haiz..

thurs..
was class outing day...but is at evening..whole morning acturally wanted to do work? but then watch dramas again..must beat audrey lor...self controll dude...!! aiai and doreen also called to ask if i wanna go out..very last min sia..and heng i didnt go?ha..cause i rushed to the hospital to find my dental to redo my bottom braces as it broke..oh on the trip i saw doreen!!ha so conicidental!! she go down to her parents shop..after dental choing down to east coast..but yar i am late..but still okok lar..some started the fire..some when to rent bike for later night cycling..we then started the eating..hee nice nice..was enough..ha we also played games [includes mu tou ren, blow wind blow, truth or dare..]and celebrated chris's birthday..whao..go great cake and nice deserts..everything is so nice like tt ha..after all the packing up.around 11? we was debating where to night cycle to..ha..all packed and ready to go....!!


Marvin and his DARE..3watched?insane..

Vincent figuring out wats wit the pulling ear action... oh yar..we also saw frogs and crocroach..brave audrey stepted the croroach in protection of the other girls..haa and i tailed the 2frogs..hee



friday...
ha we aimed to go orchard road in the end though not sure of the route..tried to follow the route yong sheng they all when last time..ha but daryl don reall remember so anyhow wack lor..ha..played catching at the carparks..but maybe we go little ppl and area big?ha catcher so xing ku..haa i not catcher...na nani poo poo!!hee..the when to waterfront whao so pretty at night...we attempted to travel from the other saide of the brige to orchard..but..hmm...not possible..detoured back in the end..finally saw places which i am fimalar to so i am acturally quite well wit the routes..syaiful stoped and climbed into a duck tour ha and when i turn to look..hmm..i crashed and injured myself..well i crashed alot of times..total 4or5 times tt night i think pain pain sia..and worst of all my butt hurts like mad..wasnt feeling tt comfortable wit the seat right from the start..but cant change..wha..i feel like killing myself when i am on that bike..but i endured through it finally!!!ha..

yups..we when to suntect..plaza singapura..SMU..skate park where we had supper..to the hotel opposite fareast shopping center..shaw house..st andrew church tt area..pass the istana..when esplnate..saw the floating stadium and the gaint wheel thingy tt is still being build..ha really cool lor..and there was other bikers too..whole gang guys one..skater was also around..ha got one whisled at yvonne..hee..We are like a gang of 'BIKERS' haha espically when we sweept under the bridge at esplanate..ha all of us we whoooin loudly!!...after tt we make our way back...the front part of the journey back was directed by me..then till the kallang tt side all thanks to daryl! ha..yar once we reach eastcoast all of them like mad dogs like tt choing to the mac...super fast sia they all..scary..i cant really keep up...ha..but still ok lor..

rested at mac..so cold i tell u..cant really sleep..and worst of all my whole body really aching like mad..i know the others also achin and i feel bad tt i keep whineing..jus cant help it..thanks for all that cared..but i must endure lor..who ask me push myself too hard..even my wist and fingers are painful..after the trip checked tt i have a few cuts and bruise..ha heal fast fast heal fast fast!!

Reach home quickly put deepheat...slp..then feel better already...when facial wit sis and abit of a shopping..wha the facial so special one..still got massage face head and shoulders..hmm..y not u massage my leg as well? pain pain sia..ha..then when to take my pay..the home to orh orh..ha no lar..i watch drama again...

SAT...
hide at home whole day..tot to do work..but the uncontrollable urge has spread again!! i watch the whole afternoon of drama and movies...i wanna smack myself...sobs..well hope tml will be better...jia you!!go into the working mode please..haa...tats all for now...so much rites??ha slowly ready day by day ba??he...psps..tata

Sub com camp

well well yups jus came back from my one night stay at parsir ris..yesterday when i jus reach dere was still thinking tt i made a wrong move by going down..theres nothing much i could do dere cause i learn the songs till half way only...cant really sing out...then was the game..it got abit better and then dere is nothing...well bascilly i will say i result to self high-in to hide myself or stuff like tt...At night wanted to do alot of things but didnt...jus told some of the girls the night walk SD had..the dead corps and zombies..wha liao they scared like dunno wat..scare me even more when they are screaming...2of them scared till don wanna heard anymore so must change topic le lor...ha..still got afew parts haven say leh...ha...

when down for toliet break saw shunfa they all playing bball...wha when i return the room is bombared by their sweat smell...ha before all that there was the talenttime to..ha afew of theirs was super funni lor...we was thinking tt ours might not be entertaining enough..but luckly it was good!!ha..

befor thurs when i leave to go sub com camp was out wit arens on tues and zihui on wed..watched 2movies which is shrek3 and ocean 13...shrek was really good i tell u..ha funny twist..saw xing yu when i was wit arens...chatted about our current situation both is studies and club..ha but for zihui we when for a little shopping..and camera hogging..ha [we budgget...nv take neoprint..ha]
did alot of stupid face and did no.1-7 i think..ha funnies...







well then..after the camp today i haven slept well i think i watch one condor heros then go orh orh le..tml got work somemore..ha..go take pay go take pay....take care ppl...miss u guys!!really.....ha

UPdate

yoyo..hee sorry i didnt saw the update noyice from u di...ha i nv look at my blog at all..always wanted to update but cause i scared later bad english again...ha trying to not type wrong...lol..well alot of things has happened...gor fun and also got sad...like i mentioned..i wont be that emo..ha lets spread the joy!!yeah yeah...!!

let me trace back on things i can recall...hmm.. on 23th may when out with jasmine yijia calvin wenhui waimeng and shunfa..go seoul garden to eat celebrate jasmine and calvin's birthday and buy their pressent..the di also funny lor..haven eat finish dunno how to say ar??like tt waste money leh..u already kana con by the taxi driver le..sadded..but i dunno y seould garden so cold...shoulden be lar...we took neoprint together too..but tt lol di extra extra don wanna join us again..i *gulitiy* bleah....please don feel this way...SMILES haa


me and waimeng!!
25th may tt e-learning week our class when to sentosa together yups..we played childish funny games like dog and bone...i squshed andera i think..cause i fell together with her i bigger size then initial bigger rolled over her..lol..i feel so qulity and embaressed i dunno y...and cause starting we got nothing to do lar..so sian so i offered to get burried under the sand... 'sand scrub' trying to act innicont thinking tt the scrub will be good to my skin..but well its not..the sand is so heavy...


ME and suiping..


Look!!i got 8pax!!haa---friendster got a video of it...ha

after tt they played soccer..and the lazy me don wanna..so i went dating wit my hui hui..ha one on one..lol..and i took out the cloth i brought from thailand the last holiday..its green in colour and AA...all of them very shocked like tt when i take out..after sitting by the beach very long wit huihui i was super the tan i tell u..the tan line till now still dere..the whole group when to shower place together...after tt go back to vivo took afew pics and when home..didnt go eat wit the rest cause nic they all going back le..taking same bus as them mah..


US!!

After that sch start..choing work? but not tt stress yet lar..but can feel its going to get toughter the next sem..Oops..yar then there was the CADC agm as a USED to be 'in' member i when as a cadc personal then representing SD..they keep asking me help SD cause they don have ppl who wanna go..well i don think its tt right ba..but come to think of it who cares? i am ready out fogoten or something like tt lar..after all some thinks i am a betrayer already wat for right? as long as i feel i am not watever think i am i should not be borther too much on it...[well its difficult for me..VERY difficult..] anyway i also feel the being extra thing so i when in to hide and watch night at the museum...ha i love the dum dum part..[wei!! i am not one ok!!] ha bleah..the stone so cute lor..

well then yesterday i when for my secondary sch campfire while the rest when for gradnite..ha the campfire was kinda Low..so self high lor..hope others get effected by me maybe? i tell u out of no blue i was being asked to go out 3 times shy shy sia..plus jun qi they all the area's CI also dere its like i know them they know me..but they don really see me siao till like tt...pai sae pai sae..and yesterday was kinda a nightmare to me..when i reach home i wanted to boom out all the scary thoughts but not really in the mood? haiz scared of seeing them again dunno wat is their impression of me..oh yar..i hurt deep deep that my seconday sch cher think i am a bad kid!!OMG...she talking about skipping classing in poly..then i discribe to her tt some ppl count their classes that they can affort to miss to meet jus nice 75% of attendance..then she says i am one of them...sad...sobs..i am not lar...guai guai leh...ha and i promise her tt she will see me going into a uni?ha ok..big promise...[NOTE: i nv say when i wil get in..ha 5 years time??lol]


The Parade

today morning when back Fajar to see my cadets passing out parade..my used to be sec 2...now sec4 and passing out..whao time flies so fast..and i reach sch darn early...heng hui hui pei wo talk..hehe..then after a long wait and some crap talking the parade start...i am only able to meet my NCO's after the passing out parade[pop]


YEAH passed OUT!!

after they pop i showed them wat they wrote to me years ago the thoughts of how much they hated the punishments and all their complains..as i talked i cried..ha told myself not to but i did..they asked me to read it out..well the 1st few letters i was tearing like mad?ha..but as it goes on it losses its effect..ha too much to read...and afew of them cried cause of this little 'gift' all the punishments seems worth it yar?ha didnt have alot of time to talk to them properly but really hope all the best for u guys..hope wat i did for you guys was meaning full and that i had made a differences in your lives miss u all!!


the NCO wit their Sir and Mdm..both also passing out..sobs..


ME with them after the parade and stuff..ha...


Me with raman i always admire u dude


Nad and me..!!whoots

phew...

cheers to all!! we have completed 2 big assignments yeah!! but..i am feel quite low today cause all my mistakes which i always repeat. Always the same thing happen to me, format, quality..all wrong. We were suppose to mount our work on 2 A2 size board but i made 2 A1 size ones..see the differences? super big i tell you..i was assigned to make a banner few year back and well i kinda messed it up cause of the size and res and cause of this miskate i keep repeating i keep wasting my time redoing and redoing..i hate myself for that..bottom line? i detest MYSELF..scuh huge word to use,but i really feel tt..and i think others might feel that too..

yesterday zihui ask me who am i closer to? i know so much people..the SD ppl? cadc ppl? well i told her i don know..but deep inside i can feel my self scared? varunable as i know the answer is none. I am not close wit any and that seems really clear to me..khai and zihui came from same sec sch and live around same area and speak the same language..haiz..calvin with wenhui, jasmine wit yijia..waimeng wit jian ming..Dgdd wit Dgdd..ect ect..me?i kinda think i am force fitting myself..though it would be different now in poly, yups its different..more 'open' which also means more scary..sometimes i just want to find a cave and hide inside??

was felling bad enough myself, alot of things going in my mind, but like always tries to push my mood up and better, then one seems to feel worst then me but well lets say he made it worst. It has been in my mind for very very long that i really don wan any of that..to think all of them treat u this well cause they like u? woo you? seem so unreal. I value everyone i treasure themand i rather want to be treated nice by everyone then some treating very well while others should not. My life is in such tragety but yet wat i can only do is to continue smiling to make others day and physco myself to believe wat i should believe..push on audrey as u are mostly on your own

arrgh..

after my last post tt few days i cried myself to sleep and awaking to recall wat happen..the words are still fresh in my heat revolving around and around..ahhh.... well monday acturaly gotta go for a job interview..but cause consult cher about work till too late didnt when..go down club..waited for them to come down go concert together later..also got to tried some donught i nv tried be4!!ha..reach concert late..then as always tried to cut to the front..yeah got seat..the show was quite nice..atmosphere very gd..after concert go FC4 eat then chiong home le..

tues:
lesson 830-1230..but i also stayed ask work..then lunch at Fc3..after tt club no1 so i when home to do REAL work..did quite alot..and i hope i keep this going..ha oh!!i when running too u know..SHOCKING yeah? ha..i pushed myself alittle too far and till now i also feel the cramp of the mucles..aww..

wed:
lesson even more lol from 8-9plus onli...acturally less then tt cause we start late..stayed in sch for brunch..then when to dance club to do my assignments..after tt around2 go down to SD continue my other work..can say got do..yet nv do..cause i juz found out i did it wrongly today..my god..luckly i have not finish it..acturally meet wz they all eat..but remember it will be too late..so asked shun fa and wei zhuang to go and eat wit me..we have to wait for wai meng to come back and claim his bag..

Today:
lesson at 9 falliing asleep..ha nearly couldnt wake up in the morning..half way when i was quite awake give us break..heng ar..then lectur continue..suddenly 'boom!' no more electricity..lol..the whole builing black out..!!cool...then stop lessons..we were hoping it will last longer so can cancle 3Dmaya lessons..ha but today 3D lesson also end early and no marketing lessons..whoo!! so can go home le..ha was acturally thinking if i should go club anot..bt didt when down..regret ar..clement they all came down and xm wanna help me take thing home..haiz..see yar...then go home i aslo abit slack today..hee..gulity...

for now i wanna go watch some stuff..laters......

wat to say...i am torned apart by the horrid words..to think thats how you persive one of your dearest ppl around you..i cannot imagine how things has changed..from how we spend our nights together talking in the same bed to now not even facing one another for a hour.. now i know how you see me..and now i really feel..i cannot discribe how i feel at all..as tear rolled unconrtoallble down my eyes,the roll of tissue jus getting lesser..pulled myself up and yet break down again and again..y is it everything i do seems to be a sin a wrong a nuciences??!! don you guys trust me at all in wat i am doing? yeah maybe i cant be trusted..seems it has haven been like this since forever..and it will juz keep on rolling..bigger and bigger..yeah if u think tts so i can live like wat u say,don try me..i hav very short temper wit you and only you!

-from the little 'devil'sister

tied up

yeah..afew days witout post..means busy..but not really busy lar..cause i have been doing nothing? i really dunno how to deal wit my work here..dunno how to continue or in a sense start..and i got lyk 1half week more to finish super lots of things..i dunno how audrey gonna do it but she have to..yups..besides this difficult BDS assignment..there are like 4more projects including my gems and a english test for editing..my gosh..i will faint..but must keep it going...sleeping in class seems to carry on like a habit..must kick it off ar...!!

Gotten a new phone last week i think..from kor kor..of cause wit conditions lar..he wont be tt nice juz give me free phone de..but nvm lor..its the 1st time i used a pohone wit a mutlimedia function since half a year or one year after i broke my LCD screen of the previous phone..so yar..ha still trying to figure how to use it..and so happily taking pics?well not really lar..okok onli..


from clockwise: Ah huat,mummy[yijia],ME!!,Daddy[jas]..the pic is bad..but tts the best i can do for my short hands..haha

CADC intrim juz finished..think the sesional coming up soon..ha and everything will be repreated again..whoots..this year..hmm might not be able to fit tt in wit everyone like the pass as i am not involved in FO and not gonna be MC anymore..still will go down lar..to visit visit juz for the friends and ppl down dere..More of it will be at SD cause all i need to do is to sit in the room tts it..ha easy job..nvm..about intrim..when for 3 of its event out of 5..but yeah its ok lor..could be very much better..project so sayang,have gd location but nv make use..wealfare has a few fun games which i think sch will be a better location? debate the chess one was good..yar tis are the appiterzers..the bigger ones are coming up..muhahaha..

Oh yar..not forgetting my cadc family..mummy and daddy juz added a new brother for me..and to think he orginally was to become my son..lol..dere.at the tag board u can see his name is AH huat..ha..our family rich le..so name him tt..lame..but i feel better these days as i know a few more year ones in cadc..at least they also know me..ha HAPPIES!!but hmm..still feeling the preasure from alot of directions..work..perceptions..sometimes tt ppl around me..stop giving me tt kinda look..maybe i am thinking too much and over stressing?? i really wanna go and play!!!!

the year ahead..

the 1st week of sch juz ended...now going to the 2nd week and i don think it will get any better. 1st week's timtable is killing us...as for now i think we should really start to treasure out time..don stay back for no reason..go home sleep better...ha cause i ave been sleeping in class this week...especiall thursday and friday...the 1st day of sch we did a so called onyx outing? but it didnt turn out right...but its ok..we will do better next time..thanks for the support from the rest..i will say i nearly cried and wanted to walk out..but thankfully i didnt...SMILES hees. 2nd day ended 12..don remember wat did i do le..wed after lessons when to sac...fel super lost left out or things like tt...for 3hrs down dere i dunno wat to do..its not like when i am in mc..maybe being mc go things to do then different..? but well then i when home...thurs is the longest day..scary and i am touched that u guys waited for me..thanks and i am sorry to make u all wait...really sorrie..friday was sleeping at nearly every class..cannot tahan..but friday wore very nice..if i can say so myself..i loved it..juz like wat i imagined..!!then when out to watch movie..till quite late..at morning meet prawny janey..ha then when to project com event..then dinner at pepper lunch..ha twist!!yeah..visited perlini to see wat prducts they have..but haiyo...not tt attractive to me ba? the type of earings i want also don have...bleah..then i think buy ring best? but then buy ring abit weird ar..then we will see lar..hope the designs change again?ha...takecare ppl..though year coming..going to have big big projects for me and i scared sia...ha caoz..

F.O

yoyo..school has started..how is it for everyone??ha..been going to the beach the last wk..dunno if i said be4..when ECP 3 times and Sentosa...its the post camp thing lar..oh..one of the ecp is a FOP thing..they when dere to build sandcascle..very nice lor..amazed..hmm…it kind of scared me that now its almost all guys around me…ha…but almost all of them are very nice people. Don’t see the DGDD’s always face the computer and play games and games, very quiet…or seen being too despo but they are really sweet when u get to know them..!!1st is “da shu”...ha...he has his very own fan club now…and very lame n crazy...always don’t mind being the clown to make people smile...and well we are in quite the same boat for some stuff…then is clement…one who says jokes and doesn’t laugh at all…There is Shi Xiang my partner for GL…there is also Xue Ming who really helped me quite a lot…mama…really thanks to both of them...oh!! not forgetting Hammeed and Yong Sheng…ha...albert and robin are also people that I just knew from the camp...well i will start from the camp?ha


ONYX!!

yups..1st day morning gathered everyone..played a few games and then they splited group..they are allowed to choose their own GL's..lol rite?ha then my group ONYX is formed..ha but the one whole day they seems abit low lar..tired maybe??ha eveyone in my group has a nick name lor..and its very cute..and thanks to my dear vanvan being our shim..ha very funnie..




but second day was much better..morning played caption ball and the ballon game...then alot of other stuff...also gave them some ice breaker games and back to sch...wha reach school they super high lor..drank too much "k" high till i scared u know..even the most simple game like big fish and small fish they also laugh like xiao..then ppl keep coming to my group to do forfit..then my group ppl ask them to do super weird things..ha..then was the night walk which is scary really..ha and funnie too..ha mama knows..lol.. 3rd day wasnt much..was testi writing..and big grop photo taking...and meal together..some when pool i when home to do other things..


photo wit roro...robin's soft toy


then the next day is the FOP straight away..monday..i dunno if i am needed dere..but i helped..1st day stun to see sui ping in the video..2nd day was more fun..me and hui hui incharge on the turtle turtle jump station..the loser get drawn by the winner instead of water thrown..cause a group is dere and no challenger so i took 4lives and 4more robin take..i go 1st..and killed 6of their man be4 diying..as in drawn 4 times..but lol robin lose the game...bleah...but it was fun..ha..



the 3rd day was to go ecp build sandcatle..acturally wanted to rolerbalde tt day btu cause need to bring alot of things back..so didn..the next day when back to ecp epcially to rollerblade and cycle..waited for zihui and khai for 1hr?yar..nvm lar..keep blading into the bushes..bleah..dunno how to stop..but then we play till half rain...lol i blade in the rain back to burger king..all wet..ha funnie..after tt we when back to sch..for wat i not sure le..

the following day friday i when dental and down to sch play wit year 1..then go meet wei zong they all to go sentosa..rain too..sadded..and they say my fault..bleah..emo talk wit the guys and played frizbi..sat hide at home...sunday when ecp again for kayaking and bladeing..this time more succesful as the wether is real good!!after dinner zhao le..cause got sch next day all at 8somemore..



monday 1st day of sch also did wanted to meet up lar..but then hor..hmm..nvm will be better next time..ha..so because of all this audrey got more broke..ha..looking forward to this friday!!

QUIZ CRAZY...!!

juz came back from east coast juz now...ha..quite fun lar..but did do anything much dere..plus not feeling tt well lar...now eat and cough feel like vomiting sometimes..ha..so decided to go back tml to cycle or blade...don care if fall..the holiday is fast finishing..then seriously thinking nv really relaxed..ha..read clem's blog..ha and from there i took a quiz then another and another and alot lor..ha...see all the results..!!ha dunno if its true..u guys judge lor..?ha and then tell me k??thanks!!










lol...very kua jang sia....ha...
think this is my love profile??forget liao did alot i tell u..not all here...

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

what type of artist am i...

You Should Be Fashion Designer

Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trends You can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

what is my element...

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

what is my Temperament...i dunno wat tt..

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

How daring am i..

You Are Bold And Brave

But daring? Not usually? You tend to like to make calculated risks. So while you may not be base jumping any time soon... You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!

How Daring Are You?

how dirty am i...see i am clean ok...bleah!!

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

what is my love type..

Your Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

What's Your Love Type?

You Are The Star

You represent the ultimate in truth and purity. Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others. You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love. You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal. Your fortune: Your future is looking brighter by the day. The near future will be a time of both hope and healing. Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen. Life is about to get a lot easier and much better!

What Tarot Card Are You?

ha see so many thingy...lol

ahhh.....

yeah yeah....as u can see i think my last post is way way ages ago??yar u guessed it..very busy.....this few weeks plenty had happen for me..today morning toto got briefing for FOP..but didnt..so stay back and help out and do gems for my friends...plus today cadc camp finish so tot to wait for them to come back..but well to tell u the truth i rather not wait..cause when i see them back wit all the campers..the new faces and stuff like tt..i feel even more leftout..like all my friend had gone..lost the time to be wit waimeng jasmine they all..haiz..then was abit emo..though kept on smiling..but the thoughts keep flahing through my head..after tt was thinking of going home but when to chinatown wit the rest to get thier stuff..well think i feel better when he is not dere..if he dere ar..wha always look at me like wat sia..i feel like a suspect..asking me to watch out..and like in a sense making use of me? i dunno y maybe u always jump into conculsion? yeah u know at u are doing..but others dunno..and i kninda feel u nv convay the msg well to them..and a little bit of the way thigs is going is very wrong..y don ask??nvm..the rest of the guys was very nice..dunno wat they think of me..but u guys were great..hope i am k and not tt bad too..ha..thanks xueming for helping me hold my stuff..but i dunno y u so lol go and notice me like tt!! is u ditry minded lor..not me..bleah!!and i dunno y tt yongsheng..wha..know the water very ex nv tell me till i go and order tt time then know...sobs..

2more days to SD camp.hope REALLY HOPE it will go well..as far as i see..the camp theme is tied really well good job ppl..but the others is not tt well at all..tt time briefing when we going to start singing the 25th song i was still thnking tt we really shouldent do tt yet in front of the campers...arrgh...embaresmem..after reading some stuff ha i gotta admit i agree wit wat he says..all talk and not tt much actions? yeah i also know how to talk..but as how everthing is going we cant do much but jus try to make things simple?and powerful..don need to fancy already..

my teeth is going on quite smoothly..got all the braces on..but haven pluck 2 teeth..dunno y i brush go blood at times..wha..sacry lor..somethings teeth too pain till cant eat tt well at all..and the brakets keep cutting my mouth..pain very pain i tell u..through these days..started to tak more wit him..ha..he quite lol at times really..but i dunno if he is still feeling he way he did be4..but i kinda don think so..i really dunno..and cause the other is also abit waiting for my answer..the though of juz forget the who issuse came to me..its like if i don agree to any..i can treat every guy the same way and they can treat me the same way rites??ha.. ohoh!!be4 i when china town say weesoon and weizhong..wha they say i not girl..nvm we brother!!lol as man..and today yuanliang saw a picture of mine..everyone says it dosent look like me..!!they don believe its me..well now i will tell u audrey has alot of image..dere is even the extreams ends of being a tomboi[man] to being very vainty[girly]ha..u all nv see be4 onli...anyways..really tired le..nites...tak care ppl...

messed upped......

yoyo yeah..happir wo...i have been really busy and tired these days..yar cause of the work and dental..lol..today dental suddenly i got my braces tied on the upper..i was abit of unprepared..yar and today was mu LAST day of work...!!haha then i very slack lor..did 5surveyes onli..ha so earn arounf 40 today..haa..but eat alot..and we sold some book a house gave us..wha like 2bucks only..so we used it to eat..yar..ha..then suddenly..i got a slot tml to pluck teeth..so i must try to push it in tml..yar i don wanna hold back the dental things anymore..others can hold on..yar..so i tot to do dental in the morning..then go camp..then go work..all the way till11pm..wha..will die lor..killing my self..ha but heng chris help me found replacement!!!yeah love u soo much yar..!ha and thanks to sean yar to replace me..thanks thanks..ha then tml will be less though on me le..but tml need to wake at 5am like tt to give my aunt a wake uo call to go dental wit me..yar got to go off now..yar tata..oh! one last thing...MY TEETHS AND MOUTH HURTS!! arrGGGHHH!!!!!!! tata.....

busy............busy

lol...ok i dunno who is this zaff person..but if jayne were to be here..she will say the same thing...Audrey!!please update..!!haa...so u see soo long nv update u an guess the reason ba..too busy?ha..been busy getting over my obssion wit FO..trying to let go and help in ways i can..yar..now i plan to go back CADC as MIU..mobile intensive unit..haa cool name huh??wha..but MIU sadded lor...must stay all the way at st john..it like 6days long!!gosh!!i am not a no.1 fan of st john i tell u..kinda dislike it very much..i dunno how i gonna survive tt..sometimes thinkin about it makes me wanna..back out??i am scared of st john!! but cannot let my friends down!!ha anyways thinking of st john makes me think of jim..ha my SA..but sad to say we are not tt close now..very saddening to me..but we'll see the light i believe..believeing is all i can do now for him i think..yar..then cause i nv be PC also quite good ba..cause i also can go SD camp and help out in both..so is like something good out from the bad..yes!look on the bright side?haa..yar ha but i know where ever i go i will do watever i can to help..yups!but remember to pace out..don chiong till break down..yar applies too everyone k?yups..

well alot of things happen to me this few weeks..yar one thing is maybe some ppl when MIA liao..then some ppl tt i don know become very good close to me..yar like 180 changes around me..lost lost..and i dunno wat to believe in or trust in..i can say i lost my navagation since the FO thing ba? yar..and i know my friends..yet i found out tt i don know all of them well..y audrey? i realised tt u have become so..sooOOoo..robotict? ahh...yups..must melt the ice ice inside..hmm yar and i can tell u i knida pissed wit my boss now..yar the survyer one..always late and stuff..arrgh..don have alot of responsibility u know..arrgh..and my black working shoe i think rotten liao..ha got hole here and dere since the last time i wore it..ohoh..need to spend to buy??haiz..yar..and very very tired this few days..i don have alot of idea y..but juz tired...oh!! yesterday i remember dreaming about surveyer sia!!ha..and the other one i cant really remember..lols..



yar today i took day off from work to meet doreen and rx out..acturally going for another job interview..but didnt cause rx not feeling well..ha and wang jia came to have lunch wit us..yups..then after lunch he go gay wit dunno who?yar tts wat rx say lar..ha..yar we when down to heren..yet agains..i have been going down dere everyweek like tt...haa..acturally say wanna go see movie or go vivo??ha..yar..but nopes...when heren walk walk..yar..cause i very long nv dress up i kinad played alittle tiday and tried a dress i nv wore be4..yar and i think i spoil my heels..sadded..lol..dunno how i do it one winner lar..yar..and we walk whole day i tell u..walk walk and then go chinatown wit doreen to take keys...acturally wanna go central..?then didnt..cause we lazy and tired...take a few more mins..i fell asleep..yar very tired lar..they say i sleep till..i forgot wat is the term used..ha then we when to bpp also..ha not home leh!!ha..yar the shoes i acturally saw to replace the working one is sold out liao..doubble sadded..ha..yar nvm..then we when to tak bus...ha and i saw xie hui!!gosh!i tot wat i do sia y one ganster or 'bad looking' guy stop me! shocked..then look at him longer then realised he is xie hui!!haa..now he at lasell not nafa..not bad..or maybe i remember wrong?dunno lar..then at the bus i think got 3 guys down der insulting us? or making fun of us..at 1st i don really realise till they alight..he say 3 ugly girls...i was like WAT THE...as if we did anything to them??and they look so darn underage..follow ppl smoke..and act cool..vomit blood sia..disgusting...eeks..and he forgot his wallet..haa lol..we very nice one..take to the bus driver..yar be4 tt we check to see if its his also lar..got his photo i think..ha..but no e-link card..got one POSB card..atm leh..and he like tt throw..haiyo..ppl this days so weird..haa..

well tml i hack hack think mia from work..hees..yar tml going to class outing!!yeah!!haa..tata!!time to rest abit le hee..take cares ppl!!

HELLO~~~!!

ha..hi ppl!!been quite busy this few days..ha not about work..but maybe still pondering wit the FO things and yar going out...haha..ok lets trace back to last sat! yup morning work up early cause meeting benjamin [maybe i spell wrong again??] to go sentosa see the flower thingy..i was early cause estmiate wrong time..then my teeth super pain from the rubberbands..arggh...i tried to eat beenhoon suop also abit difficult...curentlly my throat is hurnting like crazy cause of the food stuff...haiz...haa..must ENDURE!!whoots..ha then we go vivo find sky train..lol i nv took be4..but he haven eat so when eat and walk abit 1st..then continue hunting for the train..lol its juz beside the foodcourt and we walked in circles...abit silly..nvm..but saw alot of pets..!!ha very cute...thailand also saw alot..!ha... ok so we boarede the sky train..and he cannot tap his card..ha lol..we also not tt sure where to stop...then abit anyhow stop lar...luckly is correct...haa..yar and the waterfeature is very nice down dere...as for the flowers? hmm okok lor...but i saw a very beautiful and intresting one..i called it the fireworks flower, cause it really looks like it...see


the FIREWORKS flower...hees


BIG BIG sea turttles!!(0_0)


Smiles...both eating loli..how to smile u tell me.......

yar then we wander around sentosa..not on a spending motive..wha abit sadded..cant do much dere..saw and got to know wat is car lift..ha but didnt go..then when to alot of park's enterences but nv entered..at underwater world there saw the gaint turtles ha so ENORMOUS sia..also walked erm i dunno wat lar..haha juz wanderers..Oh! and took cable car back to vivo...it has been like ages since i last took it u know!!ha..and yups wander around vivo too...saw the graffit artist works in an intresting shop..then there are nice works there lar..juz tt i cannot remember them..lol..yar..then the heart pain dinner..which i eat till very xing ku...but best is the ice cream i think...my teeth not pain..ha..then i think i got abit of "zi yei bing" aiyah benj also have..ha keep talking about sch things..i keep talking about CA things..cause its really still messing through my mind...Arrgh...yups..ha then saw some intresting characters at vivo also..very cute hors?



then home it was!..the next day suppose to meet my 'family' go vist the houses for red packet...then jas sick..we wanna visit her..but she nv pick up phone..yijai last min need to help her mum at her shop...in the end was me and the two guys...wha..and my breakfast i eat mc chicken..take ages to eat it...OMG..big diff from my ususal time..ha...we all quite ressless lar..the from wenhui's house when calv's..at calvin house they let me watch m18 show..haha later jas kill u all ar...haa...movie tittle Crank..yar ok lor can watch lar..ha then i thought dinner was to be at my grandmas house..and was preaparing to leave when the info i get i wrong..GOSH....i always get the wrong info de sia..sadded..and i need to rush down to my daddy's working place..haiz..i didnt pourposally wanted to be late..but yar partly my fault by not getting my info right..haiz..scolding in the end lor..and the dinner was a toture to my mouth and teeth..OUCH!!...

And now coming to today..yups i wore my boots tt i purchased in thai for the 1st time..lol...abit scared tt its Too OVER..ha but the monent i spet out i see other ppl wearing boots too...haha heng..but not as high cut as mine lar..ha..then i meet hui hui and khai..go walk walk..hui hui wanna go get her black heels..as for khai..alot of things lar..cause she go voucher allover her..haa..and i on a DON NOT SHOP mode...haa..we took puri kura also..wah..then face white as my cloths lar..haa..and i got my hand on my tusbasan at last...!!ha..but sobs..the box abit damaged...waaaa...cry sia..i wan nice nice sia..nvm..borrowed a book to get myself started to read and at least change my focuse..i have alot of thing to do..but i am not doing...how??haa...yup..after tt acturally plan to go sch pass and put stuff..didn when in the end..instead when city hall to returl the top to ben..had dinner wit khai and benj..then walk walk abit more for kahi to find her cap..found one! but..cannot use the voucher..awww..so after a few more shops around 9pm left for home...when i wanna tap card on bus i could not find my wallet at ALL...GOODNESS..in an instant i figure it will be at BK i chiong down the bus..meet benj and he when back wit me to buger king where we had dinner wit me..HENG AR!!! my wallet was really there...SMILES...yeah!! found it found it..!!all the important things is inside u know...yar then finally can take bus peacefully home..haa..and benj says he is freezing in the bus he took home...lol..got become ICE??ha..ok i am writting it down all very shorttened..cause i need to get some rest..tml going an interview..see if it will work lor..need $$...the world is tt pratical now...sobs..haha..take care ppl!!