straightened!

wha..my teeth feels weird...today acturally say going to pluck teeth..but haa..nv pluck..juz place in the rubber bands...ha and quite unconfortable lor..then ben ha very free sia..pei me go dental..then go bugis to do my duty..he brought me food too..but difficult to eat lor..haa..do duty till 9plus oh sugar..i forgot to see finish the displays...then tml going to see the flower thingy in sentosa i think..dunno will be better then last year anot..last year seen be4..hmm..so far for my survayer things also got some problem...sugar i really need money liao..cause my braces treatment i think my father cannot affort...so i need need lobang...i need to earn 2thousand plus for total treatment..but not on shot pay lar...now need 700 1st...then need to save for next year...juz now my dad also say me don spend so much le..he cannot pay for us..haiz..he nv force me to go work for my expensses next year..but i can realy feel his preasure..i wanna help lighten.

hmm...as for the FO..yeah! my thoughts are kinda straightened le!!hurray...yups i was contredicting myself yesterday..cause i cannot let go..and wat my sis told me was very right...'na de qi, yao fang de xia' and its like i have been messing around wit this type of things for 2-3 years le...[maybe except for campfire..]its time to change and do other things lar..no point keep didnt the same things..yes its different as the ppl u work wit is always different..bu the parretn and structure of the camp is basically the same...not saying tt i cannot do at all lar..juz must try to let go and try other stuff...

and yar its at this type of time i remember y i respect my sister..she is experienced and knowledagable..and always show me another way to think my thoughts...and she told me that TIME IS EQUALS TO THE ANOUMT OF COMMIMITMENT!! full comiment MEANS die die also go down...cause i need to work to self stupport and maybe pay my dental treatment..i can only give tt amount of commitment, and they don wan my that amount only, therefore they cannot want me, not tt i don want to do its more like they don want the audrey who cannot give the time to do this camp..Passion is one thing..but wit passion and no time also cannot do..so if ppl who are doing it..think about it lor.. then i think my fellow ex PCs will do a nice finish one, I HAVE FAITH IN U..GO GO GO..i can also help if u need..REALLY!!!...i think thats the best i can do for u all..today jakei told me to pass my things to august i feel gulity lor..that august have to take up this things wit all tt she have already...hmm i will help her more maybe...but now i trying to change my focuse..but dunno where to change it too..so keep stoning myself 1st..watch alot of inuyasha...hee hee..my eyes super pain also le...cause i think i over wear contacts in my thai trip..so think 1 week cant wear contacts...haa...all this FO i want to do i want to do..i nv considered much in if i can do it anot...[haiz audrey always nv thinks much when she is doing something...only think after the thing is done..haa] but juz now i saw a songal which i think is really meaningful.. "its Acutrally not can or cannot do, its if u dare to do." i kinda thinks it true..so be bold STUND ans STUND THEM in a GOOD way..k??haha nvm..i go shower and watch vcd le..ha tat ppl..Think for urself k? take care really and good luck!!