Today I learn about Love, Acceptance, Accountability and Affirmation.
How much I love you is How much I value you.
Everyone on this earth wants to be found accepted, Acceptance means I value you so much that I am just going to take you just the way you are.
Accountability says about developing you and take you further.
Affirmation means that I will not tell you that I love you because talk is cheap, I will prove it to you by the way I treat you as you will know your value.

Why must you make it seem like its "your" chair when orginally, I am the one who frequently sits on it? Must you act all snobby and cross arm-y with your leg creating a Huge earthquake? Why?

LUNCH BOX PROJECT

Audrey want to do alot of stuff!! And all of it cost!

(1) I want to go for Millinery Class
(2) I want to buy wacom
(3) I want to go for coffee making class
(4) I want to buy Millinery Equipments back to Singapore
(5) I want to go on a "holiday trip" with everyone!
(6) I want to be able to bring my parents around and celebrate their birthday in a grand way!
(7) I want to attend my graduation with everyone!

So...to help me be able to achieve all this, I am launching my own LUNCHBOX project. Starting from today! Where simply yea, I will be making my own lunch box for every lunch for school days! Will be slightly hard as some class is super early, but I am determined to do that regardless if I need to drag myself up earlier and if I would appear weird on social grounds. Am writing this to tell myself and tell the whole world, so join me if you like with your own lunch box or buy a take away. Who says lunch boxes or take way will be shabby and taste bad? haha, looking forward to the results! (: arn't you?

Moodyness

I officiall wanna throw you away NOW...been feeling abit moody this few days..quite depressed and very very hiding in one coner drawing circle type..haha NEGATIVE.. I PROCLAIM all this negative thoughts BEGONE!! haha..ok I hope I feel better now. (:

1st Week of New SEM!! Whahah! monday classes is lik 830am and since I have moved house...now I need to wake up earlier everytime to reach sch by the class time.. this few days plenty of things have been happining good and bad i guess...when blue berry picking and the Jap festival and everything! quite fun and cool.. by the end of the week I will try to upload and show you all my creations then (:

see ya!

Weird 0.0

I have the weirdest MSN chat today... in past years I experience quite a number of weird people adding me and for bad motives like asking to see me and cyber sex or something. Most of them from Lebanon if I recalled correctly...BUT at least they are guys...once or twice I was curious what is the process or how in the world this things goes so I kinda play along and then when I feel its too much for me to know, then I will delete and block the person..

Today...a girl came and talk to me..and told me "creative girl seeking for handsome guy" I was like thinking..hmm...so is that person another guy seeking for a creative girl (thinking that should be me) or is it the other way round? So I asked..and he or she asked if I am a guy...so I kinda played along..saying I am a She male! whahaaha... the person says "good" and asked if I want to web cam her...but as a mac user we cannot web on msn...I havent answered her and she asked me to go to a web and see her live or something..? And I clicked..! 0.0 OMGs! and I see someone in the video and was utterly stunded...not sure if its real I asked if that was her, and her respond was "sweet" asked me to fill up my info while she go and change into something that I will like... oh my oh my...what to do now? So I kinda answered that I am not interested in her (want to shoot her down so she wont do a job like that in the future...) so I said she is not attractive to me her reply was "I am sure I have a underwear colour that you will like" Haha...somewhere in the convo she said something like "I will should you what good boys like you deserve..." hmm.. I kinda tell her to change job and get a better life and best of luck then delete and block her...

My biggest question from all of this is... Which Part of [Bear_girl89] seems like a guy to you? totally confused...and her status in the web rites STRAIGHT...! *faints*

House Mattey!

Haha! a house of 3 people is now a house of 4! four people staying in a 3 room house, so far so good I guess? Today the 4 of us, Audrey, Sophia Jonna and Faye! when out and had a meal together! eating something called "DA PAN JI" Slightly spicy and a uber big plate? and then after head to the bubble tea place and slack again..maybe still not very familiar with one another and we are kinda tired I tend to float around abit...hehe but still good! I have the urge to make it a ever week thing or something, like a meal with all 4 together, dont really need to be outside (: whahaha! I kinda want to make BBQ in our house! hmm.. if I ask ppl, they surely say will troublesome and don want to do one...sobs.. just a thought. Chaoz. Catch ya later!

SUNA

Oh my oh my.... I am sooOo sleep Deprived.

Weather has been really soaring these days in melbourne!! cannot tahan lar.. I envy sophia having aicon that we can switch on if she wants to.. but most of the time she don't cause wanna save on the bills. Yesterday night was soo warm that I slept on my kitchen floor! Tiles mah...cooler... reminds me of back in Singapore when I feel hot I will sleep on my living room floor..! haha! My kitchen is close by my door, and the most irritating thing is some smart person spend the whole night swinging their room door and have all the squeaky sounds! made my night sleep worst! I miss winter now..haha like I don understand how the melbourne people are able to adapt the super heat and super cold so fast.

Counting down 9more days to my moving of house!! I am soo excited! but then yups..have alot of things I have to do till that day and I must try to do more school more for my summer term be4 hand so I have time to clear and move my stuff next week..like arrgh...in less then 2 days i have to clean up 2 house! so many cleaning to do and only one Audrey. I really feel like asking my friend to help me by driving my stuff over to the new house so can save time..but I don feel its nice to ask him since we have not know each other for a long time... for now my stupid plan is to use public transport and slowly carry one bag by one bag...abit stupid right? I haven really counted how many bags I will have and how many trips will I need to take...hmm what do you guys think?

Summer Term

Audrey is happy, excited and also scared..

Summer term Starts!! haha and we gotten a VERY thick book to read!! OMG...me reading? cannot imagine rite? but Fear NOT! I will be studious to read it lar...sobs. Yesterday when to sign my new House le!! Excited that I will be moving house currently, but I will miss this prahran area ALOT... I can feel it already. Though I am excited to move house.. but but but... now I am really scared.. HOW?!

I will move in...like Sleep in it ALONE on the night of the 22nd..me in the whole BIG house by myself..and my best pal the television is so far from me in the living room..Oh my, I kinda worried this and that...like something is not going to be right in my room or the house..Ok not in the sense of creepy stuff but more of like my belongings? if the drawers are cleared for me already ect? if I will lose my stuff again? and I am very worried that I will forget to lock up the house properly. There are soo many keys and door to close haha

I want to pack and like quickly move my stuff but then again..It might not be save to put it into the new house just as yet be4 I move in right? hmm so many things to consider.. worried worried...I better dont scare myself for now.. haha. So please look forward for the 22nd night and talk to me online ok? see ya!

2010

Hey hey,

Blog super clean up. New year resluation will be

(1) As active as I can from now on for anything on the internet.
(2) Maintain and relink friendships for all my friends.
(3) Create a brand of my own selling Audrey made products
(4) Never be too lazy to do stuff.
(5) Get a good job back in SG, and buy my wacom and SLR
(6) Go traveling to other countries...ok lar malaysia also can count...

The last year was crazy and really fun, from BIRTH the gradshow...to working at First Sight, then the sudden decision to come to Melbourne to study. One year of course, and 6months or so have gone. Meeting new people and experiencing new life, having a home of my own. I really enjoyed cooking for myself and others, and taking care of my own house. This experience so far really made me able to take care others and myself more. Though didnt meet alot of locals and be exposed to alot of the culture of Australia here, but I was shown true friendship and really misses and apperciate the people around me. I love you guys out there!

If anyone reads this and do recall the time we spent together as well, do talk to me on msn anytime ok? I will make time and be free for you (: Happy new YEAR

Things come and go..

Hi guys.. 1st i will take a 1 min moment of silence to grief for the lost of my 4 little ones... they we cute, adorable and inniocent..but due to our in experience in this area and the mummy rabbit..they are gone.. Born on 1st November 2008 and lived till 4th November..they did not even have the chance to see the light or finish showing their fur...now..all is lost...


from top left to bottom right : The most tiny and "lone" one, the SuperMan, the snuggler and Fatty

Still feel some after effects here and there, hope mummy rabbit recovers soon..then maybe we will try next year..Jia You Mei Mei!

Next, on a happier tone..I have made my 2nd item oh my new sewing Machine!!The 1st was a big red bow for Hui Hui, Look!



Then today I made and finished a wallet for robin! ha my 1st try and i kinda wack it base on what i think it is...and then jus cut and sew as i go..hee kinda badly made i feel,but robin loves it!! Maybe cause he scared i sad so say he love it..haha you guys judge then..ha see ya next time!

Updates!! Part two of Dustting Bloggie

October..Jus befor sch reopen we hav a Course Chalet..its a purple all theme party and bbq! so nice to eat..want some more bbq food...hehe..then we start school full speed ahead! chiong ar till now week 3 of sch and stepting in to November..on 31st October we also celebrated out HIVE 1st year annivesary and halloween!! Have yet to get the photos prepared..will up load when i have them..it was so crazy!!

On that night i am kinda dressed like a carbrate show girl..yet like a magician who make rabbit appear or a character from moran rouge..haa so many things possible..and GUESS WHAT? on that night..or might i say on 1nov morning my female rabbit GAVE BIRTH!! OMG i was so excited!! no wander she is so bad tempered these days and seriously i don even know she was successful prengnent!! we tried to let them interacted a few times but didnt think it was working so kinda gave up hope... AWW so excited!! She gave birth to 4little babbies.



arnt they just adorable? But now is begining to worry about if the babies will survive..and if she know how to feed them..cross my fingers but i really do hope for the best..10 more days and the babies will open their eyes!! i hope they will get to see the light! i read on the internet about lots of serious dangers and got myself quite freaked out you know!!

then on 1Nov night i when out with my brother to "MUSIC MAN" WANG LI HONG WORLD TOUR CONCERT!! SO COOL!! but i am not quite a crazy fan od his..but still cool! and his songs are really great~!







And then today 2Nov i when to the New paper Big walk 2008 to the marina berage..its was a long 5KM walk you know!! so tired..but then the berage is nice but very scorching HOT!! and then i took the free hippo duck tour ferry to esplnate!! then walk back to suntect at the finish line there is also a rock wall event over there..but i didnt went to participate. Look All the water wally!! reminds me of the project me and eugune worked together on..maybe we should make the game abit better and sell it to them?!! IDEA!!haa

Start!







OUR FERRY!!

Well of all the things i talked about of cause dere are tons of pics that i wanna show off to..but weell lets not give you too much to bite.. Hoep i do find time and updat about my exciting acctivites!! see ya guys!! MUCKS

DUSTY BLOGGIE

YAWNS... hehe..hi dere.. aherm aherm...dusting my bloggie here..carefult of the DUST k!!very thick..! Well alot of things happen to the ever busy audrey of cause...The last post was...let me see..JULY?! and now? its NOVEMBER!! OMG ok i will jus pick up a few exciting stuff to talk about..!

So 1st in August there is my birthday celebration...!! Well nt really a celebration but still great.. Zophia and kahi treated me to a swenson meal and swenson gave me a free ice crean for birthday!!ha my second time eating swenson..it reminded me of year one when i was very close to my batch of CADC kahis..we when to the swensons at Jourong point to eat my birthday dinner... Well this year 3 of Us shared a salad and a main for each! i had a salmon and tuna sandwich



then at 4.44 of 4 august my icream is servered!! [as if its so zun..dream on...]



THE ICECREAM!!

Oh YAR and the sweet sawanee drew this on the cousulation board that day!! so cute!!


In the month of August is also NDP 2008!! and the months of training did paid off!! it was fun to know all the different people and meet new people on the platform and make kids happy with ballons that i made!! LOOK!! some of the balloons that i made!






In the NDP goodie bag there is vouchers for august babbies to take singapore FLYER!! and i brought my birthday month partner Doreen with me to the trip!! so facinating..but we was not prepare as we didnt bring proper camera up..lester lor..took my camera and put in class..and put back in to my bag...Haiz..but its ok..don hav any of that pic for you guys to see as doreen didnt sent it to me.

the after August we finished out big project EDS..and then we held a "FASHION GONE WILD PARTY" after which are off to BangKok thailand!! its so fun! pahhy tt i did manage to squeeze money out to go.. and i brought SUPER lots of stuff!! some pics from thailand on my HOGA camera!

Pics for Fashion GOne Wild




Bangkok thailand pics!

At the Temple.. don really remember the name..quite chim de Pat Wok something?


3 of us in a private room booked by the lecturers for all of the students to sing K with and Bowl!! we have two private blowing lanes you know!!


Me and Hui at cha chu chup [i think i spelt it wrong..]

After the tirp and spending so much money..i was quite dessprate to go find a job and earn back the money..THANKFULLY ammanda has quite a good lobang and i when to HSR to work.. its located at toa payo near the HDB HUB..so quite difficult for me to go therefore i will got for work full day and not half as the traveling tine is long..I worked there all the way till sch reopens in October..acturally was suppose to continue going back..but cant find the time to so far..new project starting and so many things to be busy with..My partner and Best mate when i was working.. Karyn!

Yoyo!

Holidays are over and its the 2nd week of school..should be kicking in full blast but i dunno why keep feeling like sleeping and jus rott away...ha..well Holiday was short and fast over like i promised more pics of my Rabbit!! and i took his xie zhen le!!hehe uber cute i tell u..Here!













Most Adorable Pic!!


Haha and i got a Xiao Huai to try on a bear bear Costume i got for him! Look! AiYa Caption!!


During the Holidays also Manage to meet doreen and rx out for a Kbox sesion..but well we when partyworld..not kbox..hee and busy rx counting money and cam horing..while me and doreen sing till stand up jump here and there..ha




Me and Rui Xia~


Me and Doreen!




After All the Singing we Meet Seetoh mark and kenny for dinner and walk around talked alot..Didnt know where to go so we all walked from hereen all the way to Singapore Flyer!! Omg and we saw hanlee there..and took some Jumping shots!







more stuff to show you guys but maybe later....ha gtg try doing some work be productive..ha GO Go Goooo!!